Digital diary day 6: dreams

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Digital diary day 6: dreams
Digital diary day 5: missing
crappy drawings to free my mind of the caving thoughts.
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Day 4: chances
Lately I’ve been overthinking about all those chances I have had to make friends that I’ve missed. Back then I thought I would have many more to meet new people and it was okay to let some chances slip through my hands. I thought I would meet someone when I would travel again, when I’d attend another event, when I’d go out, when I’d… but I have been mistaken. All those chances, I should have taken. I should have stayed, I should have smiled and talked, I should have asked for their names. Maybe they were people that I could become friends with, maybe they were my soulmates. But I will never know because I lost them even before I had them.
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Day 3: loneliness
I was always aware of my loneliness ever since I was very little maybe even 5. Back then I thought I would grow up and make friends and I would never be alone. But now I am 23 and I am the loneliest I have ever been. I think this feeling never leaves when you are truly lonely. And when you are truly lonely, you eventually become very alone too.
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Day 2: acceptance
It took me a long time to realize that I will be alone for the rest of my life and even longer to accept it. But I finally did. I know that I will always be alone and I am okay with that. In a way, it feels freeing. To finally admit something I knew all along.
Digital diary. Day 1: Room.
What will happen if I stay in my bed forever? What will happen if I stay in my room and never leave?
Will I be miserable or will I avoid anxiety and panic?
Is it the only way of living for me? Only way of happiness?
Maybe this is what my life will ever be. Maybe this is what my life was always supposed to be.
I am just very tired.
I fell in love with the mountains
First reformed (2017).
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First Reformed (2017), dir. Paul Schrader
I’m back. It’s been a while, huh? But I feel like nothing really changed.
On the Beach at night alone
On the Beach at night alone (2017)
The day after (2017), dir. Hong Sang Soo