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I shamelessly like my own posts

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the love i have for venting on tumblr is insane ❤️

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dude I fw the bench I'm sitting on, I've been here for the past hour and a half I even took like a 10 minute nap on ts adding this to the list of odd places I've slept 😭🙏

edit: I'm freezing my tit's off

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it pmo to listen to my parents talk about their childhoods like wdym mum when you were my age you got to shoot a shot gun and helpe my uncle steal my grandparents car and fym dad when you tell me by the time you were my age you hitched hiked across the entire country alone just cuz why not I guess. WHY CANT I DO THAT??? I WANNA DO STUFF LIKE THAT?? WE ONLY HAVE ONE LIKE AND IVE WASTED MINE UPTO THIS POINT DOJNG BASICALLY JACK SHIT??? ALL CAUSE NO ONE HERE WANTS TO DO STUFF LIKE THAT BECAYSE THIS TOWN IF ULL OF BORING PEOPLE MY AGE OR OLD PEOPLE?? what is a bored girl to do cursed to a morning life that will end up wanted because I did nothing

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sometimes I wish I was a boy nit in a trans way or anything like I now I'm a girl and I'm chill with that fact yk. I don't want to be a guy biologically I want to be kne socially, boys at school look like they're always having so much fun getting up to stupid suicidal shit and i want to do that too!! I also want to go out and start climbing buildings casually and deciding it's a good idea to act tartan and climb trees to then jump from one to another or doing something else that's stupid like get jnto fist fights for basically no reason. but I'll never be able to do that because I'm not a guy surrounded by other stupid guys but I'm a girl surrounded by people that dint want to do stupid shit with me. ig atleast I do go out and do them by myself but I feel so lonely doing it 😭🙏

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on a good note, people in my small fuckass town were actually really nice today, idk why it was like this, maybe because it was surprisingly warm for the start of March. I mean, some old lady started asking ne fir help to get her scarf loose from the zipper of her bag and then she started telling me I had a nice top. some little kids started playing tag with me and this old guy git concerned and asked if I'd be able to leave after I hopped a fence to get into somewhere, so actually in general it was a good day, especially since I got left home alone for a while ❤️

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I hate people that do something wrong and don't realised, like I know everyone does but like COME ONE HOW MENTALY CHALLENGED VAN YOU BE??? 😭🙏

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I dislike germaphobes, well acc I get it's an irrational fear so like those deathly terrified people I feel bad for but those people that won't touch ANYTHING without washing their hands 20 times and sanitising pmo bro youd be the first to die from natural selection with ur weak ahh immune system 😭🙏 dude those are also the most boring people around cuz they won't do anything 😭🙏

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I love the beach bro it's so chill in the summer. I go out every day at 2 am. and pm to see the tides. When they're high, it's so peak, dude. sometimes I forget that not everyone lives in a coastal town, and I'm like shit bro you acc need to make a whole day just out of going to the beach?????

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I hate boring people that won't do ANYTHING. I say 'let's go out into the rain' they say 'but I'll get wet..' OK AND???? you'll dry off. Why are you such a fucking cabbage 😭🙏

I need to get my hands on some people that are down to do anything stupid with me and won't pussy out but it's so hard to do that in my tiny fuckass town of like 30 people 😞🙏

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I hate people who cancel plans on the day of, without an actual reason like an emergency or smth. cause if you call me up in the morning and tell me smth like "I threw up" like obvi then don't go out like no one wants you dying in the middle of a walk 😭🙏 but if u hmu and say "cba" kys 🤑🤑.

people today love to say that you don't own anyone anything, BUT YOU DO!!!! you owe your friends interactions, you owe your parents even a little respect for giving you your life, and you owe your teachers respect for trying to give you the opportunity for an efucation that do many people would kill for.

back to my main point you owe your friends interactions and if you just say "cba" you're an asshole and I dislike you 😭🙏

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it sucks wanting to have a peak teenage experience when you live in a small ass town with nothing to do and no one who wants to do it with you 😓 i just wanna do something stupid whilst I still can yk 😭🙏

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I love my friends but they never wanna do anything and it sucks for me cuz I always wanna do something or hang out or just sit in silence and watch tiktok just cuz they're my friends and I like being around them 😓😓 I guess imma just have to keep pestering them into leaving their caves and hanging out 🙏🙏 can we normalise just knocking at people's doors and asking if they're free again

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sometimes I think about how weak I am to my phone. I like to claim to be one of those people who love nature (and I do, though not to such a far extent) and fantasise about living in the middle of nowhere, on a farm. maybe in the mountains or in the middle of the woods, somewhere far away, where i wouldn't be found. but then I think about how I wouldn't be able to live without my media. whenever im not doing something, i mindlessly scroll through my devices, cottled by my minute long videos and rapid gameplay. I would love to be one of those people who just have no social media presence (frankly, I don't post much anywhere else but here and photos on instagram.) but my fomo really prevents me from being one of them (to be honest, I lowkey am already missing out on alot I don't get like half of the pop culture references taht are made around me (havent watched any Disney movies either lol)) but at least I'm not one of those people who glorify the unabomber on the internet but still haven't even read his book, which they would then know to truly stand with Ted's cause they wouldn't be using the internet they glorify him on

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I love this app. it's become an addiction 😓. it's literally my version of those tiktoks where people just talk with block blast on in the background. I ❤️ tumblr.

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it's so funny to me how humanised Mangione is, everyone knows him by his name. I mean in France they spray painted "luigi, mon amour" which literally means "luigi, my love." all whilst Thompson is addressed all over the media as uhc ceo. WHALEN HES NOT EVEN THE CEO OF ALL OF UHC. he's only the ceo of the insurance branch and they dont even add that to his title. the soulless corporate term. it's so funny how people don't even care enough to add a name to the case for the victim. no where is there pictures of him a a person, only corporate pictures of him on the internet. no pictures of him with his kids or anything. lmaoo 😭

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I don't get people who inherently assume any naked body is sexual. human bodies are not sexual in nature, like yes that's what we've been put here to do, reproduce, but still. how can you stand in front of a peoce of art and laugh just cuz there's a naked person? it's the context that makes something sexual.

for that same reason if anyone should be covering up their chests it should be men, they have no reason to have nipples. women have a need for them as its to sustain life. so.. free the nipple.