This is for YOU

Feeling kind of tilted and I'm pouring out the truth🎶

[bluerthanblue84]

2019

so i wrote a letter and it was supposed to be sent to you but i can't so I just sent to My Dear Blank page. i know it'll probably be lost on that page but it's alright. I just hope no one will recognize me anyway, by the way, i named it "LOML"

[remanence-of-love]

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"I was your amber but now she's your shade of gold" ---Demi Lovato

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All over again. I feel safe there.

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“GRAY CLOUD”

That day you made me drown in my own tears. And now you’re trying to drown me again.

This is my last blog and I just wanna tell you that i hope she makes you feel warm and cozy. i hope she’ll never break your heart or even make you weep. may all your beautiful poetries make her bloom even more. i hope she plant seeds in your heart and waters them. i hope she looks at you in the eyes whenever you share something about something you love. i also wish she’s the one. your “little baby”. the one who will fill your heart with gold dust and who can push yourself to tap your tummy.

God knows how much I am hurting right now but I can’t do anything about it. Like what I’ve always told you. If you’re happy, I am happier.

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i n k

"ALL I KNOW IS THAT I LOVE YOU SO... SO MUCH IT HURTS"

[melisica]

Monica Loya

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I don’t need a title

Now that you have found her. I am really happy for you. It kinda hurts a little bit tho but who am I to stop your heart.

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You will always be my favorite rockstar. 🎸🎤

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It must be limerence but nothing will stop me to write what's builds inside me whenever you cross my mind.

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I’ll hug you until you hate me. I’ve saved this for 7 years you know! // Oh my heart hurts so good. I love you so bad.

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7| My huckleberry

Your IG stories gives me life. They make me smile everytime. Keep sharing. Super love all of them.

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YOU REALLY THOUGHT I COULD GET OVER THIS HUH? NOPE—– I CAN’T. I MEAN LOOK HOW MUCH LOVE YOU HAVE GIVEN ME. YOU CARED SO MUCH I HAVE HEARD YOUR HEART BEAT LIKE BELLS FROM HEAVEN. YOU’RE A HUMAN VERSION OF A HEART; MOST FRAGILE INTERNAL ORGAN. I WILL PROTECT YOU TILL I CAN.

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"Please never let me go. Please someone bring me back to the time I am wraped in your arms. I feel safe there. I've finally found cloud nineth beside you."

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6| My huckleberry

Oh gawd how I wish I could feel the way you squeezed my hand again. Also, the time you embraced me. I'd never let go if I could. I even thought to myself "I'm gonna bring you home with me". I love you so bad smims. You're such a remedy. My only remedy.