* JUST BEING DYULIE *

“Wanting to be someone else is a waste of the person you are.”

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It's Okay. But if we don't know what we are next month. Lets just stay friends.

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☺ #SmilePaMore 😊

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This. 😒

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🎶it's your love that i still crave... 🎶

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#iwokeuplikethis CHAR! 😂😁

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rants.. rants... rants..

siguro ito na ung point na gusto ko namang bigyan ng importance ang sarili kong nararamdaman... madalas kasi di ko na iniisip ang sarili ko. basta’t nagparamdam ka either sa text or facebook message pa yan, magrereply at magrereply tlga ako. lagi gusto ko iparamdam sayo na andito pa rin ako para sayo... na kahit alam ko at nararamdaman ko ang mga pagbabago binabalewala ko un kasi mahalaga ka pdin sa akin. siguro nga ndi pa ako makamove on. siguro nga kasi mahal pa rin kta. gusto ko pa rin maging parte ng buhay mo kahit kaibigan na lang.. or siguro nga gusto ko pa ring umasa na mahal mo pa rin ako. na may chance pa. na pwede pang maging tayo.

masyado na nga yatang nakafocus na lang ako sa kng ano ang iisipin at mararamdaman mo. alam mo yung tipong magmemessage ka natatakot ako na baka kapag di ako nkapagreply agad eh biglang ndi ka na din magrereply. saka ung mga moments na ako ung nauunang magmessage talagang tinigilan ko na un ndi dahil mataas ang pride ko at ndi rin dahil ayokong maunang magmessage. ayoko lang na baka maabala kta. na baka maghintay ako ng reply pero busy ka naman pala. cgro nga para sayo palagi na lang ikaw ang nauunang magmessage sa akin. palaging ikaw ang unang nagpaparamdam kasi takot ako na baka ndi mo ako pansinin. takot ako na ndi na ako ganun kahalaga sayo. sa totoo lang masaya ako sa mga panahong naaalala mo ko imessage. kasi kahit paano naiisip mo pa rin pla ako. na kahit papaano nakakapagusap pa din tau. pero kasi ngaun narealize ko ndi n talaga yata natin maibababalik ung dati kung ako na lang ung may gusto mangyari un. pakiramdam ko nagmessage ka nga pero wala naman sa akin ung isip mo. di ko alam. cgro nga paranoid lang ako or kng ano ano ang naiisip ko pero kasi.. feeling ko nagmessage ka lang kasi bored ka. walang magawa. no choice ka kundi imessage ako kasi alam mong magrereply at magrereply ako. a realization just hit me. ano ba tlga ako? minsan kasi nagmemessage ka tapos bigla ka mawawala kapg tinatanong kita sinasabi mo nakatulog ka. kng inaantok ka na pala bakit nagmessage ka pa sa akin.. bakit di mo na lang sinabi na matutulog ka na para di ako hintay ng hintay ng sagot. 

alam mo wala akong karapatang magdemand ng kahit ano sau. pero ngaun lang.. pwede bang wag ka na lng magpramdam kung bored ka lang? 

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Wala ka namang magagawa sa nararamdaman ko. Mahal kita at sasabihin ko iyon kung kailan ko gusto at kung gaano kadalas ko gustuhin.

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I love you. Sinasabi ko ito sayo hindi dahil umaasa akong pareho tayo ng nararamdaman, kundi dahil `yon ang totoo, mahal kita.

[thegirlwhocrieswolf]

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More poetry by Lang Leav here

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“Huwag na huwag kang magsisising nagmahal ka. Hindi dapat pinagsisisihan na minsan sa buhay mo ay nagbigay ka ng pagmamahal sa iba.”

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ang sakit sakit talaga ng nararamdaman ko :(

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i miss him 😔 and i dont know what to do with what im feeling..

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*deepsigh*

Iloveyou. Cgro ndi kna naniniwala. Gaya ng sabi mo kagabi. Baka nga di ka dn maniwla. But it doesnt matter. I still wanted to say it. Mahal kta e. Hndi ko alam pero gsto kong itanong kng mahal m p b ko? Kht takot ako sa sagot. Pkrmdm ko kc.. NWwla na. Pero ok lng. Naiintndhan ko. Gsto ko lng sbhn ang nrrmdmn ko. N kht p mdmi ng ngbbgo stng dlawa.. ako minamahal p dn kta. Mas mahal lalo kta ngaun dhil nttkot ako mwla k n lng bsta. :( Kng tulog kna. Goodnight

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Minsan, kailangan mo ring ipakita sa taong mahalaga sa iyo na hindi ka dapat iniiwan.

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Iniisip ko pa lang na pakakawalan kita, alam kong hindi ko na kaya. Sa tingin ko, baka ipagdadamot pa nga kita.

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😊 Its ok even if I cant hear it back. Love endures everything. And this is how I love. For now just let me love you even if you cant reciprocate the feeling.

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30 Things To Start Doing For Yourself

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#1. Start spending time with the right people. – These are the people you enjoy, who love and appreciate you, and who encourage you to improve in healthy and exciting ways. They are the ones who make you feel more alive, and not only embrace who you are now, but also embrace and embody who you want to be, unconditionally.

#2. Start facing your problems head on. – It isn’t your problems that define you, but how you react to them and recover from them. Problems will not disappear unless you take action. Do what you can, when you can, and acknowledge what you’ve done. It’s all about taking baby steps in the right direction, inch by inch. These inches count, they add up to yards and miles in the long run.

#3. Start being honest with yourself about everything. – Be honest about what’s right, as well as what needs to be changed. Be honest about what you want to achieve and who you want to become. Be honest with every aspect of your life, always. Because you are the one person you can forever count on. Search your soul, for the truth, so that you truly know who you are. Once you do, you’ll have a better understanding of where you are now and how you got here, and you’ll be better equipped to identify where you want to go and how to get there. Read The Road Less Traveled.

#4. Start making your own happiness a priority. – Your needs matter. If you don’t value yourself, look out for yourself, and stick up for yourself, you’re sabotaging yourself. Remember, it IS possible to take care of your own needs while simultaneously caring for those around you. And once your needs are met, you will likely be far more capable of helping those who need you most.

#5. Start being yourself, genuinely and proudly. – Trying to be anyone else is a waste of the person you are. Be yourself. Embrace that individual inside you that has ideas, strengths and beauty like no one else. Be the person you know yourself to be – the best version of you – on your terms. Above all, be true to YOU, and if you cannot put your heart in it, take yourself out of it.

#6. Start noticing and living in the present. – Right now is a miracle. Right now is the only moment guaranteed to you. Right now is life. So stop thinking about how great things will be in the future. Stop dwelling on what did or didn’t happen in the past. Learn to be in the ‘here and now’ and experience life as it’s happening. Appreciate the world for the beauty that it holds, right now.

#7. Start valuing the lessons your mistakes teach you. – Mistakes are okay; they’re the stepping stones of progress. If you’re not failing from time to time, you’re not trying hard enough and you’re not learning. Take risks, stumble, fall, and then get up and try again. Appreciate that you are pushing yourself, learning, growing and improving. Significant achievements are almost invariably realized at the end of a long road of failures. One of the ‘mistakes’ you fear might just be the link to your greatest achievement yet.

#8. Start being more polite to yourself. – If you had a friend who spoke to you in the same way that you sometimes speak to yourself, how long would you allow that person to be your friend? The way you treat yourself sets the standard for others. You must love who you are or no one else will.

#9. Start enjoying the things you already have. – The problem with many of us is that we think we’ll be happy when we reach a certain level in life – a level we see others operating at – your boss with her corner office, that friend of a friend who owns a mansion on the beach, etc. Unfortunately, it takes awhile before you get there, and when you get there you’ll likely have a new destination in mind. You’ll end up spending your whole life working toward something new without ever stopping to enjoy the things you have now. So take a quiet moment every morning when you first awake to appreciate where you are and what you already have.

#10. Start creating your own happiness. – If you are waiting for someone else to make you happy, you’re missing out. Smile because you can. Choose happiness. Be the change you want to see in the world. Be happy with who you are now, and let your positivity inspire your journey into tomorrow. Happiness is often found when and where you decide to seek it. If you look for happiness within the opportunities you have, you will eventually find it. But if you constantly look for something else, unfortunately, you’ll find that too. Read Stumbling on Happiness.

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