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[m-dollars-deactivated20210717]

My energy is too precious to be wasted on things that don’t stimulate, satisfy or benefit me.

[timhortons]

tell us one thing you have learnt this year:

[getthebuttersock]

You can’t demand reprocity from people who never showed they were willing to give it

[eclecticnemesis]

That it’s ok to put myself first. That I need to stop sacrificing myself and my happiness to appease someone else.

[seeker-of-peace]

That nothing lasts whether bad days or good days.

[modelmemoirs]

That someone can love you the best way they can, but it still may not be the way you need to be loved. And it’s okay to walk away bc it’s not what you need.

[blvck-ambition]

I end up crying every holiday. I’m tired.....

[teesatztexte]

i am so determined to fall more in love with life. intentionally romanticising the walks i am on, the birds chirping, the blooming nature around me, the water in my cup of tea turning from a light peach tone to a dark pink, the poetry i write, the things i am learning, my handwriting, dozing off while sitting in front of my window, all of it and more. I have to take a closer look at the little things that make my heart beat faster.

[blvck-ambition]

I wanna scream, but I can’t. I want to leave, but I can’t. I feel stuck

[blvck-ambition]

What am I doing atp

[thoradvice]

no matter what happened today, you:

are loved

deserve to eat

are needed & valued

should take care of yourself

have a future

will be okay

[blvck-ambition]

I pray for you <3

[blvck-ambition]

I’m always torn between 2 sets of ppl happy. How do I balance. How do I cope. I feel helpless

[blvck-ambition]

It’s the disrespect fa me

And what triggers me the most is that he deliberately refuses to awknoledge how I have been constantly disrespected by his family.

He sweeps it under the rug and minimizes it

Granted he always sticks to for me. Which I truly appreciate.

My only option is to accept ppl for who they are. It is what it is

[blvck-ambition]

I never know if i should validate certain emotions bc on one hand it could be valid but on the other it could be my birth control

[blvck-ambition]

I’ve really fell off with some of my friends and elevated my relationship with another. I don’t know how to feel about it. Mind you I still I’ve love and care about my friends, we just don’t talk as much( I don’t know if that’s a good or bad thing )

[thegoodvybe]

[blvck-ambition]

Yes, sometimes I do feel alone. How much of this is self-pity?

[blvck-ambition]

Today has been one of those days. Not feeling well. Just want to cry for no apparent reason. Could be the birth control

[blvck-ambition]

I’ve lowkey been falling off from my fast and workout tings. As soon as I start to see a little progress, I demotivate. Fathers Day triggered me but I have gotta chill out.

Refocus, regroup

You got this!!!!!

[blvck-ambition]

I know I’m late but.... I’ve literally practiced this dance day in and out for 6 months. I finally feel comfortable and confident enough to actually record and post it. This is a reminder to myself to keep going, keep pushing, and to STAY ON TRACK

I got this