Come on, daaave, gimme a break ! @bo-hoe-mianpotato - Tumblr Blog

Gon delete bc this blog is me being a toxic shit to myself

#Pedal to the hair metal is lit so i dont need this blog anyway #Imma look for good gifs or memes before tho #Idc i need to find this post bc tumblr post is shit on mobile #Y tho

God it must be amazing to never have been depressed or suicidal fuck man

#and fuck anyone who fakes it #to me that makes someone an absolute fucking cunt #it really feels like once you get it itll keep coming back #and the suicidal ideation never seems to go away either #i dont nnow how to handle this shit anymore #my time is drawing near and as predicted nothing has changed #nor will it change #i hope ill have the balls to go througb with it #im just so fucking jealous of people who have never felt this way #what the fuck did i do wrong #id give anything to feel alive again

Sound like a total fucking tumblr edge lord lmao. Insert typical shitty quote and dark background suicidal-for-reblogs-blr aesthetic

#i don't care #half of them aee fucking fakes #rooast my ass dont care

Man i really dont know why im still alive. And after putting off the inevitable because some fucking retarded part of me thought life would get better, ive realised yet again that nothing has changed, nothing will change and things can only get worse. Dont believe bullshitters who tell you life will get better because it wont. Maybe that only applies to me lmao.

#i dont even know if i can carry on for another 5 months #ive set a date for the 31st of december #that way i know of 2018 will be trash and my decision was the right one #this is probably my last christmas #i know things wont get better #lol its fucking stupid even putting it off #at least this gives me time to grow the balls to finally end it