hiii i literally love how our taste is the same lmaoooo !!
could i get reader comforting a whiny sub!jesse pinkman after he gets into another fight with walter in the lab and needs to be told how much he's worth to us <333
thank you!! 🫶🫶
beneath the weight
all jesse wanted to do was support you. the both of you. if that meant that he had to make blue meth in a laboratory with his former chemistry teacher who was dying of cancer… then that’s what he was going to do.
the job was tough, not only illegal and tedious, but he had to deal with said former chemistry teacher. he nitpicked everything that jesse did.
when he came home in the wee hours of the night, not only would he be tired, he’d feel like he was unimportant and a burden to everyone in the world.
tonight was different, it was worse than before. you couldn’t even imagine what walter could’ve said to jesse to make him this upset.
he slammed the front door, and you heard him kicking off his shoes and throwing the keys in the bowl.
you had prepared for him to come in like this, today was already an off day for him. the night wasn’t going to be any different.
you sat up in bed, waiting for jesse to come into your shared bedroom. his eyes were red and so was his nose. he had been crying.
“jesse…” you got up out of the bed and walked over to him, lifting his head up by his chin. his body immediately tensed as you touched him. your eyes took in his entire expression. “what happened, baby… talk to me.”
“i don’t know why i keep letting that fucker get to me. every damn time!” jesse raised his voice, he raised his hands, intertwining his fingers and placing them on the back of his ear.
you let him calm down for a second before you pulled at his wrists allowing you more access to wrap your arms around his neck.
“listen to me,” you spoke into his neck. “white doesn’t know shit, okay? he doesn’t see you, the way i do.”
“fuck, you don’t get it.” he pulled away from you, and you noticed the tears welling up in his eyes. “he says shit like ‘i don’t need you’ or ‘you’d be nothing without me.’ he calls me pathetic every god damn day.”
that made you feel a way, walter white of all people, giving jesse shit. “that old fuck doesn’t know anything. you are not pathetic. not to me, not to anyone who truly knows you.”
he wiped his eyes, trying to rid himself of the tears he shed. “come here.” you tilted your head over to the bed before laying down and resting your head on the headboard.
“come on…” you spoke again, this time with a softer tone. he huffed out a sigh before walking to your side of the bed, laying on your chest with his legs between yours.
“you know everybody makes mistakes, even white. you know what i love about you…?”
“what?” his doe eyes looked up, inspecting every bit of you.
“that you never let that shit get in your way. you still get up every morning and go to the lab. do i like the line of work you’ve decided to go for… not necessarily. nonetheless, you take care of both of us. i’m so thankful to have you in my life. regardless of what walter has to say to you.”
you brought your hand up to his face, rubbing his cheek with your thumb. his eyes softly closed immediately after you did that.
“i’m not gonna go anywhere. you know that you’ll always have me. it doesn’t matter what that… thing says… okay?” jesse scoffed at hearing your name for walter.
“okay…”
“now let me get some of that stress away, alright?”
My newest obsession is Jesse Pinkman from breaking bad. I'll dead watch breaking bad just for that pasty lil junkie yt boy with crystal meth blue eyes and an ugly ass fashion style🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤
Trump’s DOJ has botched the Epstein files release even more than previously thought.
Hey, everyone. Things are not going well for Trump's efforts to keep his name from appearing in the Epstein files ...
Jesus motherfucking christ, these people are dumber than a box of hair.
[It should be noted that, while this exposes Trump in a big way, in many instances it also can reveal names of victims that were supposed to remain private. So, yes, it's hysterical in regard to Trump. But, the sheer dip-shittery of Trump's administration and other chronies also did further harm to Epstein's victims.]
the wisdom ive learnt is that becoming part of a friend group 1) takes a long time and 2) involves a lot of feeling awkward and left out at first. there’s nothing terrible about this but if you grew up chronically lonely or have any kind of trauma relating to social isolation this likely feels Really Wrong and activates danger signals. but both fortunately and unfortunately it’s just how becoming close to new people works most of the time
another thing that was not intuitive to me as someone who grew up an autistic loner: basically everyone on the planet is starved for connection all the time and almost everything people do is an attempt to reach out to another. most seemingly illogical interactions and behaviours can be explained by this. you have to take as many of these invitations as you can. even if you're wrong you still attempted to bring more warmth into the world
the concept of mulder, an atheist, reverently kissing scully on the forehead and then on both sides of her face in a manner that depicts the sign of the cross is just a little too insane for me.
when you grew up as a lonely uncool girl it will never stop haunting you by the way. you will meet a cool person at a bar or the train station or at a friend's party and you can wear your most stylish outfit and striking eye makeup and you will swear that they can see through all of the facade and see the lonely terribly insecure teenage girl you used to be who desperately wanted to connect and you will swear that they know that there is like an insurmountable gap between you. this will happen forever
so you’re telling me that they just left misty out there the ENTIRE night. why does no-one care about her??? i’m actually gonna get so mad!!! misty get behind me!!!!
avoiding yellowjackets season three spoilers online as a bisexual woman is like being in the chokey from matilda and trying to avoid being poked by nails 😭
