[bobm2007]

At some point you dont have the strength for it anymore You get tired, of everything And whats worse is youre smart enough to see how ugly, toxic and bad for everyone youve gotten You just reach a point where youre just waiting for the day when you finally have the stones to do it But until that day comes you suffer A slow burn I just dont want to be alive anymore Im just going to fade away The only silver lining is that no one will notice when Im gone If we have ever spoken I just want you to be happy

[bobm2007]

well that was fun thanks to everyone who came out

[bobm2007]

tldr: I’m probably gonna take an extended break or stop using tumblr/this blog. Leave contact if you wanna keep in touch or w/e.

[bobm2007]

Happy New Year

[bobm2007]

There's something funny about being so utterly sleepless and alone while being plagued with trying to find an answer to the question that I've been asking myself for nearly all my life now while listening to mellow music. It's getting to a point where it's a state of normality now. Where it feels familiar, and oddly almost comforting. Laying in bed, wide awake staring at the ceiling I can't help but feel like this is something I'm going to experience for the rest of my life. There might be moments of peace or even happiness but moments like this, I'm going to feel like this for the rest of my life. I should be horrified to be thinking like that but I'm not. I guess I always knew.

[bobm2007]

Even the Christmas towels feel the same way... Merry Christmas

[bobm2007]

...

[evilsupplyco]

The Longest Night

I will watch the moon tonight Struck dumb and silent with wonder As it silently sits, a heavenly monarch Dipping regal gowns of light Into my ignoble eyes My mute mouth

[bobm2007]

couldnt sleep so booze why am I writing this out? cuz theres no one to tell

[teachagainstfascism]

i just have this persistent feeling of “i’m not doing enough” combined with “i don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fucking sucks

[darkwebdad-deactivated20160207]

[brainbubblegum]

Babby Jesus- World’s first metal-head?

[bobm2007]

hey-sus

[tastefullyoffensive]

[bobm2007]

I suck so bad at this making new friends thing

[squidwurd]

[bikinipowerbottom]

this video becomes so relevant every summer

[beachdeath]