Some people are just born stupid and dont a good thing when its right there in there face... it looks like today.I closed the chapter in my life.There's about two and a half years with the bitch couldn't fucking couldn't hang, she's not real enough.The fake onesThey don't ever last. I know my worst. I know that I'm a good dude. She's accused me of some horrible shit that I didn't do right and if you know me, you know me, I've tried to love her. And tried to do whatever, and she just such a shallow person. Yeah, I'm not even bothered by it because like what did I really lose? You know what did I really lose? I've been more peaceful lately. Just trying to get my shit back together. Back above my feet. You know, on my own got a good job. Take care of a couple, you know, good kids, man. But I'm not kids, they're in their 20s, but some good guys help them out. And put them, you know, put my, I'll just focus on my job. And get back to debt. Being late, you know me aint gonna worry about some dragging me down with the negativity, and they're yelling or screaming, they're gaslighting their narcissism, their lies, always cheating talking, doing dirty shit out of my back. I aint gonna worry about that. No more, no anxiety, no, nothing, just me chilling, fucking doing what I want, but yeah, this is how I get. Thanked for trying to pull someone out of the fucking gutter, ghetto place and get them into a better life. You know, I try to give someone love that. They never had in their entire life. And this is how they repay me by doing everything they can at a spite. That fucking hurt me, but the joke's on them like I'm untouchable. I've found my peace. I've found like I changed this changed me. But not in the bad way, like my empath, my shit's complete. I'm untouchable now like I'm getting goose but I'm just thinking about it. I'll miss her because there are some good things about her but there was a lot there wasn't. She's gonna have a lot harder time than I am. Because she needs that validation. She needs that reassurance from outside sources. There's me I don't I know. I'm a good dude. I know what I bring to the table. I work hard. I Love Hard. I'm loyal. I know how to communicate, so this one won't not me. This one was on her like and sucks, but I've never met someone that would like that. Rejected everything good in their life. Just to make themselves look like a victim. Every time I put my hand up to try to help or a truce. He has we quit fighting and shit through like smack my hand away and just find Something Else to bitch about. And start a fight about she's crazy. I'm telling you and sad I got. I'm probably gonna have to take her to court too. So I keep trying to label me like crazy or a threat or abuser and shit, and I'm like, God damn.
I man, I'm not an abuser. If you know me, you know me, I'm a good guy. I give I help, you know. I take care of three people that can't take care of themselves almost every day. That gives me a good feeling like it's not a whole lot of people, but it's 3 individuals. And I'm making their lives better. You know, I love my job. So boys over there that love me and I'm like a Big Brother to him. I make them laugh. You know, trying to try to explain things to him. How life can be hard? You know you just gotta take it in. Stride and honestly like Kyla's more disabled than they are in her fucking head. So the sad dog like I go file. Some paperwork today file some charges or whatever. Your life's crazy. I thought she might have been the one, but she's not. She's not and like I'm. I'm another year older now, and now I'm kind of getting to the point where I think it's I'm just meant to, I'm meant to help people. Heal and go find the other people. Something I'm just I'm I know. I'm kind of hard to love too. I refuse to like give up my my values. And what I stand on is you can't stand if you don't stand for something you'll fall for anything. And I got a pretty good set of fucking morals and shit that I live by my code that I built for myself over my life. I hand picked it. Everything to put in there to live by it. And there's some really good motherfucking things like respect, having good character. When you give your word, you keep your word, my loyalty is unmatched by anyone. I've ever met. You can do me dirty, and I'm gonna still give you a chance. You know until it until I know when it's done when I'm done tolerating it. And I no longer see any hope in you, and that's when I cut all fucking contact and I don't get all men out of shape. And I don't make a big scene. I just I go I disappear, and I think that's what I'm about to do. Now I don't know, I gotta take care of them, dude. Jj, but other than that, I think it's time to go. I'm not dying or anything. Just go somewhere on another seat. Another road. Whatever I've been out here for way too long.
I i've been out here damn near 20 years. And see, I got out here no 9 yeah. I'm like 17 year at 17 went faster than the fucking first ones. And there's I'm up here now, but I've got a pretty good skill set. I got a big open heart. You know, I know how to love and still be strong at the same time.
It and when I heard a little bit like when it all started, but I've been down this road so many times I know nothing's forever. I'll never put all my eggs in one basket. No more, take some time to be by myself. And heal up, because whoever comes next, I want to be the best me but yeah, this is my learning. She was my learning. She was my lesson right before the big. The big change I can feel it. She took my kindness's weakness if you know me know I'm not weak. My kindness is a strength and it's because I understand people better than what most people do. Because of my empathability, and like it's her loss completely cause she can she'll be out there and shouldn't she'll be looking for everyone, she'll never find another me. And I'm okay with that. Can it's your choice? So she can go out there and get hurt. And whatever? And she's gonna try to make me look like the bad guy. But like she does everyone but it shows through in the attitude. I got the positive attitude. She was always negative. Nancy always start in fights with everyone like she literally has no friends. She has online people and simps that are fucking like. Yeah, that's it. She probably die without all that. The end Can't you can't make a whole housewife, just can't you try? But like I said, and waste some time
When and I don't regret anything or any time. I spent with her because that says it says a lot about her not me. I'm out here, you know, trying to be nice and be kind and understanding and communicate. And all that shit, you know, because who I used to be as a kid to what I am now is a complete turnaround and like in the most unconceded unegotistical way. I'm the catch. I'm the catch because I'm the man. I'm out here working. I do I got a lot to offer. I got multiple skills and all kinds of shit and yeah, she didn't bring nothing but drama. And a pretty face is it? So there's lots of chicks out there pretty Faces, what's meant for me to find me? It just kind of sucks cause like I was single for 7 years, no hurry, I met her and things just sparked right away like the most intense sparks. I've ever felt in my life, and he's like, maybe it is that intense because when you forge something in a fire that fire has to be hotter than all the other fires, right?
I it's sad, but you know, people people show you who they are Uber time. And I'm not blind, you know, just cause I was forgiving, and I kept hoping that, you know, I kept hoping, but it's time to go now. It's time to go take me home. I have no idea where home is
So so Kyle, I know you're dyslexic, or whatever you can't read, how like your homish. Education, if you read this, I did love you. I did, and I want to wish you the best. But at the same time, I don't, I'm allowed to be a little bit petty right now. So I hope you're never satisfied ever
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