Breaking My Body To Keep My Mind Intact.

Completely in love with Tiffany Ferguson. Ride BMX and sleep to stay sane. Follow me! 👻treebeardgrower 📸christopherleebogle

[boglechristopher]

Regular 360 then an oppo 3. The oppo is a little on the sketchy side. But I got spins both ways back! I missed riding so much!

[boglechristopher]

Anxiety in over drive tonight. I don’t know how much more of this I can take. I’ve been working so hard to better myself, but no matter what I do my brain takes over at night and I can’t stop it.

[thankyoufortrippingwithme-deact]

Nothing better than nightmares all night followed by anxiety attacks to wake you up in the morning.

Today’s gonna be long, I can already feel my heart thumping in my head. Fuck

[dankmemesreasonforliving]

[boglechristopher]

My friends have been amazing and supportive through this. But with out you in my life anymore I’ve never felt so fucking alone. I miss talking to you. Seeing you’re beautiful smile. Kissing those perfect lips. Hearing you say you love me. Having you there whenever I needed you. You are my best friend. And the love of my life. And even if we don’t end up together again I honestly don’t think that will ever change. There’s just going to be an empty hole where our life together should be. I’m sorry I ruined us with how unstable I am. I’m sorry I always make you feel like you can’t talk to me about what’s going on and just bottle it up. I don’t deserve you and I never did. But I will do whatever it takes to get you back. I just wish you would talk to me.

[boglechristopher]

I don’t know if I can continue on, you were literally my life and now you’re gone.

[boglechristopher]

Today really isn’t a good day for me. I’ve been so anxious and inside my own head that I’m completely exhausted already. I can’t stop thinking of the worst and I don’t have anyone to talk to. I’ve been feeling so alone and unimportant lately. I’m feel like I’m starting to go back to that numb place again and I don’t like it.

[boglechristopher]

This still isn’t getting any easier.

[puppiestotherescue]

[boglechristopher]

My mind sure is going crazy tonight. It’s nights like these I really need someone. I can’t keep these thoughts at bay. I’m trying to stay strong but its so hard.

[boglechristopher]

You mean so much more to me than you’ll ever know.

[girlwithabong-deactivated201905]

I’d do anything to not give a fuck

[young-suenaga]

Antagonism

[happinessbythekilowatts]

Gastown - Circuit Soul Rocket Bunny FRS - BOX One Collective

Reggie’s car is probably my favourite ZC/N6 build ever.

Even better now with the Varis kit. Major car goals

[treebeardgrower]

One of the strains I made during my first time breeding. Thinking about calling her Planet Express. It’s Space Candy female x Pineapple Express male.

[treebeardgrower]

The rudeboi OG from Archive Portland is almost done. 👍🏻 just a few more days and she comes down.

[boglechristopher]

I don’t know how much longer I can take this pain. I’m tired of not being able to sleep.