why you should not glamorize ed:
making your friends and family high cal/unhealthy foods so they would gain weight
hair literally falling out in CLUMPS
you literally lose muscle before you lose fat
no s3x drive
always seeing your friends as competition. btw they aren't playing!!
the most RANCID farts
all you think about is food. all day everyday.
constant body aches
comparing your body to literal children
not being able to walk up stairs
your brain will not work the way it's supposed to
internal bleeding
infertility
open sores in your throat
metabolism slows down
no energy for anything
the number on the scale is never enough
dehydration
so so so irritable
constant dizziness
night sweats
food makes you nauseous
bad breath/yellow teeth
not being able to reach your full potential in sports or school
being cold all the time
watching mukbangs
purposely sleeping in
memory loss
being able to talk ab nutrition for HOURS AND HOURS
always tired
PERMANENT damage to your organs
never knowing what your body actually looks like
having to change the batteries in your scale like every week
never feeling valid or always in denial
nobody cares until you're literally skin and bones
your my eyes only filled with body checks
can end up with alcohol or drug addiction
bruises bruises bruises
brain shrinking
being embarrassed to eat in front of others
clogged drains
insomnia from hunger
heart palpitations
walking around the supermarket for hours but not buying anything
no personality
becoming allergic to foods
all or nothing
hands or feet going numb
everything is competitive
lying to everyone you love
ruining relationships
your skin can turn green from anemia or organ failure
heart failure
planning meals beforehand
craving food constantly
the guilt.
very intense mood swings
either super hydrated or super dehydrated
chew and spit
avoiding social events just in case there might be food
obsession with calories
blindness
exercise addiction
increased anxiety
"intermittent fasting"
binging
brittle nails
not being able to shit
wrist pains
joint issues
judges what other people eat
rotten teeth
the worst heart burn ever
feeling weak 24/7
hallucinating bc you can't sleep
being too unstable to keep friendships
getting full after like 2 bites of food
moldy food in your room
thoughts never making sense
dreaming about food or being hospitalized
blue fingernails
arms and legs start swelling
once you start it feels impossible to stop
smelling food instead of eating it
punishing yourself everytime you eat
poor wound healing
spending hours looking at thinspo
swollen tongue
isolation
takes so long for you to eat one meal
walking for hours on end
using the tiniest bit of food as a reward after intensely working out
veins hurting from drinking too much water
bursting blood vessels in your eyes from purging
having the habit of checking the calories on everything. and i mean EVERYTHING
thinking people just want you to get fat when they tried to make you something to eat
the headaches. oh the headaches
being broke/taking money from people to buy binge food
thinking you're faking all of it for attention you don't even crave
not taking antidepressants because you're afraid that they will make you gain weight
pale skin
bad body odor
acne
brittle bones
not knowing where any of your bruises came from
again with night sweats, waking up in the middle of the night in a pool of sweat
lanugo, literal fur
always uncomfortable
gaining back all the weight you lost and having to repeat over and over (never worth it)
your ed becomes your personality
very emotional or very numb
no period
passing out
yelling at your family
knowing the calories of what you're eating without checking
getting called anorexic as an insult
vomit bags in your room
wasting food
not being able to enjoy holidays
"it must be healthy bc it's low calorie"
hands literally turning yellow
being able to feel your body shutting down
paying close attention to other peoples diets
"this wouldn't happen if i was skinny"
always finding a way to make yourself busy
YOUR ED WILL BECOME THE MOST IMPORTANT THING
wanting to have a healthy relationship with food but also being in love with your ed
jealous and insecure if you notice your friends lost weight
ignoring everyone who says to get help
feeding tubes
losing trust with everyone
"morning skinny"
people watch you eat so you have to act like you're enjoying it
thinking everyone around you is looking at you
breaking the toilet
oh and i forgot. DEATH!
they aren't fun! we are sick and dying!
