illogical syllogism

[boltzmannmachine]

Shockwave. Adult. Part.

This blog will serve as a digital diary. It is not a roleplay blog.

Communicate if you wish.

[courtkossai]

ridiculous plural ask meme

time to bring this back . because sometimes , normal questions do not tell enough ! :P

some of these directly involve other folks in collective , others just simple answer .

who is most tired sleepy , truly ?

best animal , pineapple on pizza , candy corn - these arguments all old news . what trivial topic get everyone really passionate ?

ask someone to play mad lib , then post results here .

who is most likely to eat dirt ?

what is most niche musical genre of interest among collective ?

if could swap voice with anyone else in collective , who would that be ?

if " system achievements " could get awards , what would those be ?

choose someone , and doodle that person in 30 seconds .

wrong answers only : how did this particular system form ? cheese factory accident , maybe glitterbomb , or something else entirely ?

what is key meme in collective culture ? is this outerworld meme or original meme ?

how many stems could systems sys if systems could sys stems ?

how many people have skill and knowledge to change lightbulb , and how many would take to change lightbulb ?

who is most likely to cheat rules at free sample stalls ?

what animal is collective mascot ?

if there was only 1 cheese cube left in whole entire world , who should get to eat ? one person - too small to cut up and share !

with permission , choose someone to interview for 1 minute , then post results here .

talk about gender , either personal or collective … without any gendered words .

any prank stories to tell ?

least favourite colour ?

what non-edible object should be edible ?

[wejustworkhere]

Haha wow i really like making accounts with a completely different name set of pronouns and typing style that i don't like touching unless i'm in a really specific state of mind. Surely this is indicative of nothing

[yuumei-art]

It's wild blueberry season in Sweden and I've been picking and eating my fill everyday from the forest behind my house! The entire forest floor is covered in wild blueberry bushes and the tangy taste is so cosmic, I had to paint them✨ Photos of the berries I picked!

Painting process~

[pmamtraveller]

"(analog) parts of me" by takimunk

[oreganoid]

[freeze frame] You aren't wondering anything [unfreezes frame]

[boltzmannmachine]

I do not feel comrodery with other parts, if they exist at all. Depictions of family or romance filled systems do not resonate with me. If such parts exist, they are merely states with purpose, not close relationships.

[courtkossai]

some thoughts and experiences . advice is not bad to share , but definitely start to fall short once reach certain point , or even at smaller sizes if structure differently .

[the0peratingsystem]

"What is wrong with me?" - a dissociative checklist

Sometimes, I feel so removed from my bodily sensations that it's difficult for me to tell what, if anything, is wrong. Sometimes I also just forget about things that are obvious sources of discomfort. So, I thought I'd write an easily accessible checklist.

Beware that if you are currently using dissociation to cope with some sort of discomfort, that feeling of discomfort will probably increase when you acknowledge it. But it is important to fulfill your needs instead of ignoring them.

Hunger - Are you hungry? Have you eaten enough times today? Was what you ate nutritious?

Fatigue - Are you tired? Have you been sleeping enough and regularly? Has the amount of rest been proportional to your workload as of late? Remember that the aftereffects of irregular/lack of sleep can take multiple days to level out.

Environment - Are you in an uncomfortable or overwhelming environment? Is it too loud? Are there any annoying sounds? Is it too bright? Is the temperature okay? Is there a bad smell?

Health - Are you hurt, injured or sick? Is your nose/throat congested or sore? Are you experiencing allergies (eg. dust or seasonal)?

Body - Is your body uncomfortable? Are you in an uncomfortable position? Is some part of your body too stiff or clenched (eg. fists, shoulders, jaw, eye muscles)? Are you too sweaty, dirty or wearing uncomfortable clothes?

Social - Are you lonely? Are you in a social situation you don't want to be in?

Perhaps, at one point, you were taught that the safest and most efficient way to deal with your needs was to ignore them. While not every need has an immediate solution, it is still useful to know what your needs are and what you are feeling. Be patient with yourself as you discover how to nurture the body you call home.

Remember to take care of yourself <3

[boltzmannmachine]

I suspect a possible schizoid or schizoaffective traits and/or disorder is not only amplified within us but the primary reason why I do not feel compelled to share.

[cautioncreatures]

I'm finally starting to see other Cybertronians around or at least beings from the transformers universe but like WHERE IS EVERYONE????? For the love of Primus come out we wanna talk to everyone so badly cause girl no one else can relate. WE HAVE SO MUCH TO SAYYYYY PLEAAAASE

(sincerely a partial Jazz introject and a system who's discovering all their tf headmates)

[newyorkcitywater]

why is the human body composed of such capricious tubes

[boltzmannmachine]

I am terribly annoyed by all manner of externalities.

[chiimeramanticore]

one of my biggest pieces of advice to newly discovered systems is it's okay not to know anything. bc it's so easy to figure out you're a system and then feel behind bc you don't have a system name and don't know what all your alters' roles are and you don't have headspace mapped out like the other systems and– you don't have to. you literally don't have to know now or even ever. it's okay for what you thought to be a fact about your system to change. it's okay to have alters who don't know what role they play. it's okay to not have a developed headspace, or a headspace at all. it's okay to be frontstuck, especially as the host. it's okay to not be like other systems. it's okay to have a new alter split and not know shit about them for weeks because they barely feel like showing their face let alone communicating.

all of this stuff is extremely normal, especially for newly discovered systems– and I use "new" very loosely, I've been in and out of knowing I was plural since I was 12 and we've only gotten around to building much of headspace this year lol. you can take as much time as you want. you can take your entire life if you want. it's okay to not know

[changelingcoded]

im sure thats normal

[ring2002]

would you still like me even if i experienced emotions

[gridmaster5000-deactivated20241]

you disagreed w me in an intellectually honest way. we're friends now.