ROCKBREAKER

|18+ | Indie | Open|Multi-verse|◈Cracked Gaian heart, overcome with rage◈ ❝You, me and Ven. All share the same dream.❞ ►Birth By Sleep Terra blog, au friendly & shipwhore, can contain NSFW, sometimes not tagged. This is a warning.I track bondsinthedark◄(main blog to shivaswarrior)

[bondsinthedark-blog]

Well...

I guess this is it, guys. I deleted the promos because I'm not leaving a trail that she or anyone else can follow that I do not wish to.

I've spent a long few years (maybe six?) on this blog and I had met many people that unfortunately never stayed in my life. It is sad but at the same time, it makes this all easier on me.

Terra was my first blog, so it'll always be special to me. He helped me discover much about myself through roleplaying on this platform and for that, I am grateful. I miss playing him, please don't think the reason is I got bored of him.

No, quite the opposite: I cared TOO deeply for my muse. To the very point I had my heart broken romantically, friend wise and more. Terra was, in a sense, an extension of me... And maybe now it's time to set the crutch down.

I'm not done rping just yet, though my hesitation to find new partners may continue to haunt me. I'm not sure, but for now I will focus on the sideblogs I have given myself.

This note is bittersweet to me; half of me never thought the events that have taken place ever would have. Now that everything is past, I'm happy to move on from the pain caused and settle into the warm, caring embrace of new friends, lovers and those in between.

In short, I just want to thank everyone who came into my life, however fleeting. It has made my journey of life all the more rich.

--B

[bondsinthedark-blog]

Small (not really) announcement

So boys and girls and all between… It’s finally happened.

I no longer feel comfortable on this blog so it will be permentantly archived.

It’s a decision I’ve wrestled with for the past couple months behind the scenes, especially with Terra. I tried not to let my breakup interfere with my life but it did due to lack of…anything on her side. Since my break up, I’ve been questioning my sexuality, which includes being polyamorous, and if I am trans or just non-binary.

I lost a lot, learned to leave pieces where they lie… But I cannot stop the memories every time I log in here.

I miss my old friends, I miss my ex but it seems that life of mine is over.

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?

I honestly don’t know if I wish to continue Terra on tumblr. However, my sideblogs (Squall, Nyx, and Gladio that is) may be moved under another main.

I know I keep asking but if you all could be just a little more patient while I perform this task, I will be appreciative. I doubt I ever will leave tumblr at this point, I’ve said I will and always return.

Thank you and stay beautiful, all.

[bondsinthedark-blog]

Small (not really) announcement

So boys and girls and all between… It’s finally happened.

I no longer feel comfortable on this blog so it will be permentantly archived.

It’s a decision I’ve wrestled with for the past couple months behind the scenes, especially with Terra. I tried not to let my breakup interfere with my life but it did due to lack of…anything on her side. Since my break up, I’ve been questioning my sexuality, which includes being polyamorous, and if I am trans or just non-binary.

I lost a lot, learned to leave pieces where they lie… But I cannot stop the memories every time I log in here.

I miss my old friends, I miss my ex but it seems that life of mine is over.

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?

I honestly don’t know if I wish to continue Terra on tumblr. However, my sideblogs (Squall, Nyx, and Gladio that is) may be moved under another main.

I know I keep asking but if you all could be just a little more patient while I perform this task, I will be appreciative. I doubt I ever will leave tumblr at this point, I’ve said I will and always return.

Thank you and stay beautiful, all.

[bondsinthedark-blog]

Small (not really) announcement

So boys and girls and all between... It's finally happened.

I no longer feel comfortable on this blog so it will be permentantly archived.

It's a decision I've wrestled with for the past couple months behind the scenes, especially with Terra. I tried not to let my breakup interfere with my life but it did due to lack of...anything on her side. Since my break up, I've been questioning my sexuality, which includes being polyamorous, and if I am trans or just non-binary.

I lost a lot, learned to leave pieces where they lie... But I cannot stop the memories every time I log in here.

I miss my old friends, I miss my ex but it seems that life of mine is over.

WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?

I honestly don't know if I wish to continue Terra on tumblr. However, my sideblogs (Squall, Nyx, and Gladio that is) may be moved under another main.

I know I keep asking but if you all could be just a little more patient while I perform this task, I will be appreciative. I doubt I ever will leave tumblr at this point, I've said I will and always return.

Thank you and stay beautiful, all.

[bondsinthedark-blog]

So keep an eye out for a massive announcement coming soon. It's pretty important.

[vhsmeme]

* soft angst starters

‘ stay with me tonight? ’

‘ don’t talk. save your strength. ’

‘ hey, i’ve got you. it’s okay. ’

‘ i’ll be right here. don’t worry. ’

‘ i think we’re done. ’

‘ hold my hand. ’

‘ it’s all been a lie, hasn’t it? ’

‘ we’re out of time. ’

‘ you’ll always be a friend. ’

‘ just hold me. ’

‘ i have to leave you behind. i’m sorry. ’

‘ don’t do that. it’ll only hurt. ’

‘ go on, cry. ’

‘ keep your eyes open. ’

‘ can i hug you? ’

‘ i trusted you. ’

‘ do you remember? ’

‘ i loved you. ’ 

[bondsinthedark-blog]

me: i love roleplaying

me: roleplaying is so fun

me: this is a fun time

me: takes 90 years to reply

[fitmunk-deactivated20180620]

As 2017 is dying

Anonymously send me something you’ve always wanted to tell me

[bondsinthedark-blog]

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[onceuponamusing]

       Here  I  stand,

                              BLEEDING                              BRUISED  &                             BREATHLESS

                                                                    —  but  still,                                                          standing.

[memeasaurus-promptus]

Fainting/Dizzy Scenarios

Send an icon for:

👇 to find my muse collapsed on the floor

👎 to catch my muse when they fall over

✋to stop my muse as they sway where they stand

👊for your muse to complain about a headache that is making them dizzy

or send 🔄+ an icon to reverse roles!

Requested by Anonymous

[cid]

in this house we respect terra.

[milubee]

[reblog-thisif]

Reblog this if its okay for your followers to introduce themselves to you.

[jamausis]

Just come to my ask box and tell me stuff about yourself. Your pets. Your favorite music. What you had for breakfast this morning. Literally anything you want, I love making new friends

[taylorswiftville]

I MADE ACTUAL FRIENDS DOING THIS BEFORE

[relatablepoetryandquotes]

via @extramadness

[bondsinthedark-blog]

I know we haven't interacted for a while, but I really do love your portrayal of Terra <3 He's precious and both Riku &. I love seeing him ( and you, ofc ) on the Dash !! <3

I knoooow it's been forever. I blame myself entirely and my crazy life but doing with you always brought a smile to my face! 😃

[penguin-memes-blog]

tell me your honest opinion of my portrayal