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[bonesandsatan]

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*About me*

Pronouns: She/They

Name: Ry

Age: 16

Zodiac sign: Capricorn

Stats:

Height: 5’3 or 5’4

Sw: 136lbs

Cw: 128lbs

Gw1: 127lbs

Gw2: 120lbs

Gw3: 116lbs

Gw4: 110lbs

Gw5: 107lbs

Ugw: 100lbs

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Just in case ;)

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TW

7:51 AM (heyyy it’s me at schooool) Anyways I wanna rant so that’s what ima do. My cousin pities himself a bit too much. Little inconveniences like his earbuds breaking make his day automatically “bad” and he also thinks that every body no matter who it is should take his mental health seriously.

I agree with most things said yet the way he goes about it isn’t good behavior. He’s a bit dramatic and will just sit an talk about how awful his life is while the only things that happen to him are minor inconveniences...

Maybe it’s because I’ve learned to not pity myself. And I’ve I’ve faced the reality of people not caring or taking mental illness seriously. Many are misinformed about all types of mental illness. But my cousin get upset and throws tantrums over it... he’s a senior in high school and very immature for his age....

Maybe I’m being inconsiderate or dumb, I understand people deal with mental illness differently but Idk....

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Tw:

It 1:41AM :) and I’ve realized I’ve been barely trying to recover. I won a brownie because I wrote the best short story in class and I had a mini panic attack because I didn’t wanna eat it but I also won it and it’d be rude if I didn’t... I ended up giving it to my friend :/

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TW:

Sorry I’ve been inactive for awhile. We (mother dearest and I) moved my aunt and cousin in since my mom and stepdad are getting divorced and mom can’t afford bills. I also tried recovering again and now I hate my body even moreee. I’m pretty sure I’m gonna crack and relapse, but I’ll let ya know.

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I’m bitches....

[vampirebeverage]

psa

no one fucking tells you this so here it is:

when signing out forms to apply for disability / filling out a form for diagnosis

you’re supposed to fill it out as you on your worst days

like, I filled out forms that said I could do most things usually

like, my doctor added in the conditions like “yeah, they can feed themselves when not stressed” “they can do this when not stressed”

but how I should have filled it out was more like

“some days I can’t feed myself” “some days I can’t leave the house”

My doctor didn’t even know this, but I talked to someone who had worked with people with both developmental and intellectual disabilities for a number of years, and she told me to write down how it is for your bad days

this should be a thing they tell you, but it isn’t

part of the reason I didn’t get my autism diagnosis as soon as I should have is because I filled out forms wrong!

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This also goes for filling out forms for disabled parking rights. I’ve been rejected multiple times for a pass cause I didn’t find this out till recently.

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Wow

[myceliorum]

Also you’re generally supposed to fill it out as you are without help.

That throws me too.  Because the more help I get, the more capable I get.  It’s easy to forget what happens when the help falls away even partially let alone completely.

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So my dad pissed me off while we were watching a movie and so I decided to go downstairs and sit in the couch and now I’ve been down here for a few hours lmao...

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TW//Rant Fasting Mention And Stuff:

I honestly eat too much at my house... I’m so good at fasting when I’m at my grandmas house because I don’t like eating food that wasn’t personally bought for me soooooooo yea... but my dad visits while I’m there and I think he’s catching on to my Ed💀.

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Fun School Rant:

Today I started to decide what classes I’m gonna take next year based on what career I want to pursue and so I was like “I wanna be an archeologist or anthropologist!” And turns out I have to do the advanced classes to be able to that so I’m gonna un-alive myself.

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I feel like I’ve ate a lot recently but I’ve lost a good amount of weight in the last week.... what is happening 💀

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I’m currently on the school bus and a kid keeps yelling tommyinnit.... I hate children, they ruin everything 😂

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skip dinner wake up thinner? lol. 

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My cousin just said I was being a ‘Kyle’ because I drink monster 💀

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( I’ll probably not follow everybody, tbh I only follow ppl who actually post and are active and stuff....)

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