I Deserve To Bleed

Penance shall be paid, They/Them | 21| TW: Active ED Vent Account 5’10” sw: 198 cw: 158 gw1: 150 gw2 140

[doomed-introvert]

[skinniminniii]

fav thinspo atm

[potenxal]

i wish sadness didn’t feel like agony. i wish i could feel a negative emotion without wanting to rip out my eyes.

[just-sad-vibes]

im sorry that being around me became a chore that nobody wanted

[recaption]

[sugar3ones]

honestly, I love the way ice cold water hits bones when I haven’t eaten in days. like my empty stomach and aching head have an orgasm when water trinkles down my throat 😭😭

[killa-log]

“all i wanted was you…”

[aloha-summer]

Tips to curb hunger:

(For myself)

1. Ask yourself how you are feeling.. sad, lonely, bored?

2. if you’re feeling sad:

-Look up happy/motivational quotes.. here’s a few:

“the secret of happiness, you see, is not found in seeking more, but in developing the capacity to enjoy less.” - Socrates

“Self discipline is self love” -will smith

“Less is more.”

“One day or day one”

“The more you let go the higher you rise.”

“I make myself rich by making my wants few”

“Happiness is not out there, it’s in you.”

-write a letter to your future self of how proud you were that you stayed strong and kept pushing through to reach your goal(s)

3. If feeling lonely:

-Maybe watch pdrn.. ?

-text a friend and tell them you’re feeling depressed and see their reaction

-watch ed sheeran videos on YouTube

4. Now if you’re bored.. there SO MUCH you can do:

-Take a measuring cup and drink 1 cup of water

- finish your assignment you keep putting off

-brush your hair, do a hair mask, do face mask, do hand mask, do foot mask, do nose strip

-brush your teeth, floss and gargle with mouthwash

-do a 15 minute arm workout video

-watch movies 🎥

If you’re still hungry:

Drink your Diet Coke

Drink Snake juice

Eat a stick of celery or

Eat something healthy

It’s okay.. there’s always tomorrow.

☠️

[freezingfae-deactivated20230524]

—one of the best thinspo is just looking at summer pics and knowing that i can't fully enjoy the next summer if i'm not skinny enough

🦋

[weepingmiraclekitty]

Missing this so much, I'm such in a bad place right now idk why I don't want to get better

[di3tsw0nnie]

I hate my fat legs

[h00k3r-deactivated20230426]

Cześć motylki!

Dzisiaj 194kcal zawiodłem się sobą ale przez ostatnie dni było 0 więc może nic się nie stanie grałem też 2 godziny w siatkówkę

Tw wymioty

Pół dnia żygałem ze zmęczenia i głodu pocieszyło mnie to bo wiedziałem że jestem pusty.

[blufarasha]

Sososo tiny

[prettierstudying]

her

smkin 2 my dth

[dietredbull7]

this is never gonna happen to me

[sanzhou-deactivated-deactivated]

spo

[everpeepxo]

i miss when you could clearly see my ribs