I don't usually talk about my thoughts. So I can't talk about them now.. just when I wanted to. I can only talk about them when I'm drunk. And then I talk too much, and it is just all weird 'cause I'm like saying every thing that comes on my mind. I'm happy that I don't think exactly the same when I'm drunk, what I think when I'm not.. yeah, and this whole text is weird but i like writing, so im just gonna write something now. Okaay, I hate wen I have this feeling, last time I had that feeling in 11.1 maybe.. yeah, I think so. It's like nothing, but suddenly I just start to think about everything like..mhh heeyyy .. why are my parents always home, I want to be home alone and then invite someone special to my house, yeah of course I know who, I have only one guy, ofc. mmh but my parents can't understand me, they're just talking like they wanted to me sometimes go somewhere sleepover so they could spend the whole night together... eeee.. okay. But if I said like that they would be like whatta no this is our home, we're not leaving anywhere. So, they just don't understand. But even talking would make me feel better right now.. not talking with them no no ;D but talking with him. I know what he thinks. He doesn't know what I think. I'd like to tell, but wtf how!? I'd want to spend one time 24h with him, just we 2. Like one day, one night. Just doing normal things, waking up together in the morning, hanging out, eating together, just chilling, watching tv, and everything... ;) it would be kinda nice. even when i know that my good friend is only one who knows that this is me, I can't write about everything. My thoughts are weird. I wanna get drunk with someone, and tell her/him. I'm not even gonna read that text ^^ I would delete it right away... so, okay bye.
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