Bella 🚬

I like tcitr and yapping

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my boyfriend is so cool

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It’s about this time at night where I want to be held by someone

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alright my loyal fans welcome back to my favorite time at night: Bella posts her thoughts for the whole internet to see!

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so apparently i have a cracked tooth

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boyfriend boyfriend boyfriend

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little flirting session please and thank you?

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my dad is snoring so loud I’m about to tape his mouth shut

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I hate people who are like “omg we’re so Romeo and Juliet!!” So you’re fucking weird and insufferable and whiny okay

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I just want to be held and showered with gentle kisses until I fall asleep

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👀👀

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can we bring back men who yearn

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I don’t do casual, only soul-entangled

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would you still love me if I was this thing

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IM SO COLD

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I can’t ever understand what makes men think it’s okay to send women unsolicited dick pics like yall should die frfr

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hi this is gonna be a rant/confession I guess

hi this will be discussing eating d1sorders

Does internalized fatphobia exist?? If so, I’m pretty sure I have it. Now don’t get me wrong, I wear xl clothes but im also disgusted by my body every time I look at it. I have atypical an0rexia and I guess with that comes fatphobia. I feel so bad looking at bigger people and immediately judging but honestly like I’ve spent my whole life counting calories so it’s just habit at this point and seeing people who don’t immediately feel guilt whenever they eat just like baffles me. idk I guess what I’m trying to get at is that I feel like a bad person for for having different eating habits than other people. Also not to mention the fact that whenever I eat like a semi normal person I feel like I have to counteract it with total starvation the next few days. Like the canes I ate today is being followed by like 3 days of up to 300 calories because I panic whenever I go over 800 calories. I tell myself that I’m recovering but I know damn well I’m still sick. This isn’t even the tip of the iceberg for me bro ok I’ll stop talking

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welcome back to Bella rants all night

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having long eyelashes is great until they get all in your eyes and I have to blink fast like a fool