[boombangkiss]

Those are exactly suggestions. I think I'm going to take a bit of a break, try to round up some inspiration and then come back to revamp all my kids. I think I just need a change of pace because I've lost the ability to relate to them, you know, me going insane over stress and all. I won't keep you two on hold forever, though it feels like I already have because there is fucking always something wrong. 

I think, however, revamping is exactly what I need to do.. I need to find a new basis for everyone and a new twist for their lives then we can just go from there.

Ugh, I love you both some much and I'm glad you're both capable of keeping busy and still having fun when I'm like this, it makes me feel better because I know that I'm not ruining your good time. So please continue to write, interact with each other, interact with other people and I'll starting putting some shit together for my 3. I need to watch some movies and anime and listen to a few songs, but I'll get it.

Do you guys have an request or ideas in directions you'd like me to take any of them?

[boombangkiss]

Ugh, my muse is so dead. I still love our babies, but I don't know what to do because when I try to reply it is just shit -- super boring shit that I can't even deal with. What to do?

[jicute]

Yongguk’s adorable expressions ;3; 

[bangchan-deactivated20140223]

[boombangkiss]

I'll get to my last reply after dinner. Ily guys sm! Sorry I haven't been around.

[hyossuuuuungggg-ex-deactivated2]

Jeon Hyosung 'Yes Lingerie' Photoshoot CF

[shininghime]

[shininghime]

[asilentlife]

[boombangkiss]

all grown up

[runawcygirl]

(` tapping the rim of her own glass against his she called a soft “cheers, oppa~” before taking a small sip; eyes widening a little in her usually over-exaggerated appreciative reaction to pleasant tastes. a little tingle of happiness coursed through her being; and her smile was award enough to show it. she couldn’t help but feel ironically grown up; despite the disneyland setting and the childish joys the place evoked within her, hyosung sensed something was changing — it wasn’t the fact that she was getting a strawberry daiquiri over a milkshake, it wasn’t the fact that she was roaming the magical streets at night instead of rugging up in bed; it was the way that the other spoke to, looked at, held her — in a way that told her that she was no longer a child; but a woman. His woman ) It’s really nice here; but instead of visiting here twice and coming back, shouldn’t we go explore other plac— O-oh.. (` demonstrating her trademark speaking without thinking was a usual thing; as was her stopping mid-sentence and tripping messily all over her words — her eyes glanced over thoughtfully at the other as she answered, slowly, carefully ) .. I.. Yes. (` she nodded, smiling unsurely as she raised a soft brow in curiosity ) Would you.. someday? 

[boombangkiss]

One day, maybe.. but, there is plenty of time for that. {` he answers nonchalantly, taking a  slow sip of his brightly colored drink ) Where do you want to go from here, Hyo?  We can't make a life together if we don't know where we're going. {` swallowing hard, he wishes he had bit his tongue instead of ruining the moment with his need for order and logic. part of him knew that she was still young, that she probably didn't think that far ahead or make plans for her life beyond debuting, but he needed her to. without those plans, he wasn't sure what kind of chance he stood, more than that, he didn't know any longer where his own life was going )

[boombangkiss]

air of my lungs

[runawcygirl]

  ` she is stuck at a crossroads. her heart tugs her closer into the security, into the hope that the other’s words are true — that they’d be able to simply tell their company of the relationship they’d committed themselves to, and everything would be okay; that they’d be protected, safe. her mind reassures her that this relationship, this life; all of it is about to be turned upside down — thoughts of negativity and clouds of uncertainty which shroud the skies of the future; cultivating those doubts which had always burdened the girl into second-thoughts and regrets when it came to the man who sat before her ) .. What if we’re made to leave?  What if they made us choose between each other and our dreams? Would you leave me for the company and hate yourself for it? Would you stay with me and resent me for it? What if we can’t be together? Something is always keeping us apart. (` she allows all the questions clouding her mind to now sit heavily in the air scented by candles. the press of his lips to her hand, the softness; yet strength in his voice, the look in his eyes — it all should have been enough to reassure her that her doubts had no ground, but a lifetime of having the things you most wanted slip through your fingers made her question things that she shouldn’t need to )

[boombangkiss]

They're not going to let me go, my career has leverage and after all they've invested in training you, I don't think they're going to let you go either -- especially if I make it a stipulation to me remaining with the company. {` he caresses her cheek with the back of his hand, trailing one finger down to tuck beneath her chin ) This is our moment, Hyosung.. I don't know if we'll ever get another. We can either jump and risk it all, or give it up. As much as I care for you, I don't think I can go back to living in the in between. I mean, what if that was the choice -- us or your dreams? I already know that I could walk away from it right now, if this was what I had to choose. I love my music, but I can find another way to make it and it isn't as important to me as you. {` stops a moment, a look of realization crossing his serious features ) I'll quit. Then there won't be as much of a risk. { he concludes resolutely )

[boombangkiss]

players anthem

[zelouy]

I will give more than anything to see Hayi on that water ride with me, if that means messing up my hair I'm willing to do so. (/anticipates and leans his head back as he breaths in the fresh air, ignoring the non-foreign insult the older muttered. he smiles out of anticipation because of the water ride his mind began to delve upon vivid imaginations of him and his beloved but the soft, siren-like giggling foamed away his thoughts as his eyes opened to dart at the girls) Make them go away hyung, I don't know what to do... they're probably a hundred years older than me. (/fake gags before taking another succulent lick of his ice cream, hoping it didn't look too inviting as he watched the girls suddenly inch closer) 

[boombangkiss]

{` reconsiders his words and then laughs out loud in a bursting sound ) I take that back, you might have to be the one to drag her onto one. I didn't think about her not wanting to mess up her hair or make-up. {` for the first time in the longest time, the older male was unsure what to do around women. ever since he confessed to hyosung, he hadn't even thought twice about another woman even if he did notice them from time to time, it was only to speculate on mundane things. his bad boy ways had been officially forgotten, only to be replace with an aversion to all women, but one. however, the more he stared at the girl across from them, the more he wonders about his old ways -- whether they're politely lying dormant or if he's really lost his touch yet not his appeal ) Let's go talk to them.. {` he trails mindlessly, not really sure if he'll stick around much longer to wait for the boy's answer )

[robyn-rihanna-fentyy]

[robyn-rihanna-fentyy]

[meantfor-theflies]

[yourthea]

[khanbtch]