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i would trade this sleep for you in a heartbeat.

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Somehow she remains both civil and tactful for those who quite frankly don’t deserve the courtesy. 

They're not friends but she laughs as if they are at every feeble attempt of a quip or witticism.  Through gritted teeth she feigns a smile, nods on queue to that reassure them that their sentiments are as interesting as they think they are. 

She’s entertaining company she doesn’t care for, people who only want to be around her to entangle their web of connections within the realm of pretentious chamber music fanatics and virtuosos alike.

And by the time they all finally part ways, she’s left exhausted and alone in a restaurant that seems eerily silent without the buzzing of businessmen and their socialite spouses. 

But she’s not too tired to drink away her sorrows, and the untouched bottle of soju beside her is begging to be emptied.

“Hey, pretty boy.” She tilts her head toward the empty seat across the table, hands moving nimbly to twist off the cap and fill a shot glass to the brim. “It’s not too busy in here right now. Wanna join me?”

@hpjskip -- june ‘17 

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Soojung knows better than to wake Bora at obscene hours of the night. 

Soojung knows better than to message Bora incessantly with the way impatience piques her.

Soojung knows better, and that’s exactly why Bora feels an uneasiness in her chest that spreads to her fingertips rather than blood boiling up to her ears.

She rushes past the line that snakes its way from the front door of the club around the side of the building, shoots the bouncer a knowing glance as he shakes his head and waves her in.

Being known at a club for showing up to rescue someone that sways like an oak tree in a hurricane whilst under the influence of whatever narcotic she can get her hands on is an embarrassment. She tries to imagine how Soojung must feel knowing the bouncers stare at her in awe every time she staggers outside, but she doesn’t get too far -- shame doesn’t suit her.

It isn’t long until she finds her slumped in the corner of the bathroom, a river of blood trickling down her cupids bow and stopping just before it runs down her neck.

“God, Soojung. How many times a month are you gonna do this? No, how many times a week are you gonna do this? You’re not fucking Tony Montana.” She pulls the pack of tissues out of her purse, fingers fumbling to grasp the flimsy sheet. “You’re lucky it’s cold as shit today. If we see any cops on our way home, at least we can blame your nosebleed on the dry air.”

@hpjsj -- february ‘16

[greelin]

it's a bird, it's a plane, it's

me, trying to outrun my feelings. there i go

[twinpeakscaptioned]

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✆ ⁇ ✘ ☠

✆ for a morning text

( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) you know i thought they were doing construction outside( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) but then i realized it was just your snoring( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) for the love of god please sleep on your side

⁇ for a worried text

( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) i’ve noticed your dark circles are really bad lately( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) have you been getting enough sleep?( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) don’t burn yourself out

✘ for a text that should never have been sent

( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) ironic you’re always trying to tell me how cold hearted i am when you’re life revolves around trying to be me( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) don’t think trying to compare yourself to me absolves you of your own evils( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) you’re not any better than me and you fucking know that

☠ for a misguided advice text

( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) i don’t know, maybe try to just show some personality for once( kkt – ㅅㅂㄴ ) i’m sure it’d be easier to get a raise if you were actually likeable

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since it’s been approximately a week since the last meme was posted, here’s a new one to keep things #fresh and #fun. please note that responses to this meme will not count toward the next activity check. with that being said, reblog this if you want some sent to you, and don’t forget to send it to others!! 

send ✆ for a morning text

send ♔ for an angry text

send  ♠ for a drunk text

send ☏ for a vague text

send ⁇ for a worried text

send ♣ for a text not meant for you

send ✘ for a text that should never have been sent

send ✺ for a saucy text

send √ for a long-winded confession text

send ☠ for a misguided advice text

send ☢ for a desperate text

send ☼ for a congratulatory text

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London is a girl draped in yellow in a world of black and white. 

Bora never tires of watching her slide her hand across paper as she writes, movements so graceful it almost seems as if all of the symphonies in the world were written just for her. Composers hope to capture her essence, try their hardest to replicate the way she can craft a story out of mere breezes and sighs but fail to truly encapsulate the way she does just that to everyone that has the pleasure of even glancing at her.

”Physically writing? You’re so old school,” she tells her. “Where’s your typewriter, Kerouac?”

It’s in jest, a brief sentiment laced with affection disguised as mockery. She’s never been good with showing she cares, that her heart holds more than just contempt for piano and self loathing, but she knows London is keen enough to realize what her words actually mean.

“Sunshine with the ink of a pen smudged on its palm,” she muses, fingers languidly combing through her tresses. “With how often you’re scribbling away, you have to have amazing dexterity. Maybe you should be the one playing piano.”

Once again, she doesn’t mean it -- not all of it, anyway. She would never wish the cruel fate of spending a lifetime pressing away at monochromatic keys on someone as full of color as her. 

“So, what universe are you creating this time? I can’t wait to fall into it.”

@hpjlondon -- june ‘17

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ya girl being the genius that she is got locked out of her other acct :~)

if we were plotting, please forgive me!! i wasn’t intentionally ignoring anyone, i literally couldn’t respond and i didn’t have time to make a new acct until now. i’m going to be kind of starting fresh (not really, but for the sake of my sanity of replying to things in a timely manner, i’ll say i am) so if you don’t mind pre-established connections and want a starter, go ahead and like this post!! i’ll read up on your character and message you if i have any questions, otherwise i’ll kind of just wing it. if there’s any specific plot you wanted, feel free to message me as well. ty for your patience!!

[limxbora]