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Oh. An Avocado... Thanks...

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So it's been awhile and I want to start by saying sorry. I fell out of it and went into hiding so to speak. It was recently I came back to lurk and check on things and I find dms concerned about my well being. I want to clearly say no matter what, even if I disappear off my accounts that I will be okay. I can promise you all that much. I don't usually talk about what goes on with me personally, but I'll say the kind words are appreciated dearly. The concern is touching and I'm sorry for making anyone worry.

As far as posting Obey me fanart... I'm still unsure what to do. I've lost a lot of passion, but I don't want to let go either. I've mentioned that struggle before, but also in general I also don't feel great as an artist either. I've been dealing with that headspace for years and taking breaks or drawing other things hasn't really helped that. I keep thinking that I'll figure something else out, but I've been saying that for years.

I guess I can only say that I'm doing fine, I'm still taking things slow, I hope everyone is doing fine themselves and thank you for everything.

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Long time, No see~ I'm sorry I'll try to spill the beans later =w="

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I'm so sorry there's just a lot going on… >>"

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Idk what happened. I thought things were going well. I felt like I was finally recovering from art block and all. Yesterday evening my laptop crapped out on me again. So im back to square one. I went to the repair shop today. I’ll have to wait and see.

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*Salutes You

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I haven't seen your art in forever! I thought you stopped drawing a few years ago. Amazing to see ur still drawing Obey Me art!

I haven't stopped. But slowed down significantly for sure. Just kinda going through it, making promises I can't keep, being perpetual burnt out, dealing with a lot of personal stuff, feeling inadequate about myself/my art, and not wanting to let go of Obey Me even though I'm running dry and ragged for ideas/motivation. It's not something I wanna admit but should be at least be honest with everyone who stuck around thus far. Thank you all btw. And I swear I'm fine and I'll sort through my mess eventually.

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Laptop is finally up and running again.

Thank you all for the support. Now excuse me as I flounder to get things done again =3="

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When you get the items/parts I hope your laptop gets fixed fast then my military entrance exam did.

I guess I can keep waiting. It is wild switching back to traditional art. I’m so lucky my markers didn’t dry up during limbo but after using them now they’re starting to give up >w>””””

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Still anxiously waiting for my laptop to be fixed~

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So a laptop update~

Thank you so much for the support I was able to earn enough to pay for the diagnostic and repairs. It’s just a matter of waiting for parts to come in and to install them. Hopefully my files are just fine but I’m considering this problem solved. So I’m just going to finish the commissions I have now and that’s it. Thanks again 🙏

I little later I feel like I should spill the beans on what I’ve been doing since I haven’t been active and haven’t been keeping my promises. It’s just been up and down personally, but I swear I’m fine and all. I’ll yap more later when I gather my thoughts.

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Okay so here’s a teeny update.

I was able to make enough for a diagnostic appointment. It will take about a week to get back to me with what to do next and a quote on repairs. An initial look over they said my laptop battery was probably ready to explode. NEAT.

I’m still taking small emergency commissions for the time being. Info here (Link) But thank you all for the support so far.

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Please read!

I’m just doing simple traditional commissions so I can fix my laptop.

It is $10 usd on PayPal for a half body or a chibi of this quality. Comment under this post if you are interested. I will dm you later for more details.

Please note:

You can ask for any character or oc as long as I can get reference.

I have limited supplies so matching color schemes may not be one to one.

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Steadily doing emergency commissions for my laptop. Working down the list and still open if anyone is interested.

Im hoping when I can get it fixed I can properly scan these in and have better quality images to give everyone who has commissioned me so far. I apparently can only take decent pictures every full moon.

Finished Commissions Below~👇👇👇

Thank you much.

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Please read!

I’m just doing simple traditional commissions so I can fix my laptop.

It is $10 usd on PayPal for a half body or a chibi of this quality. Comment under this post if you are interested. I will dm you later for more details.

Please note:

You can ask for any character or oc as long as I can get reference.

I have limited supplies so matching color schemes may not be one to one.

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A little heads up

So my laptop is in limbo and I want to try to save it. It only turns on for a minute then shuts down. I found a repair shop but I’m in a tight squeeze. It’s not much but, want to try and offer some of my traditional work as commissions. I’ll see if I can have them up by Wednesday.

Examples Below~

I was thinking of just offering $10 for a half body or a Chibi on PayPal.

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Oop… My Laptop Broke >>”

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Oops Wrong Package~