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#me irl except i dont get high and im just like this by default #i genuinely convinced myself i had breast cancer one time because of the TINIEST bit of muscle on my chest

what if. we made a tumblr blog. FOR SIN OF SIN 😳😳😳😳😳😳 CAN WE

YEEESSSSIRRRRR HOW DID I MISS THIS IN MY NOTIFS

please look at this baby anne my friend drew for artfight

im cry laughing shes so fucking adorable i love my emotionally constipated daughter

just trying to have some me time for a couple hours and already being treated like i just died

#i adore these people and their lack of object permanence

colouring is probably my least favourite part of animating. there is no joy to that whatsoever

byn004

A birthday gift for a friend

#chainsaw man

beardedmrbean

6qubed

that was everything I was hoping it would be. marvelous

derinthescarletpescatarian

I love this because you know exactly where it's going and you're not disappointed

charlesoberonn

I was so looking forward for the Jupiter gravity and it didn't disappoint and THEN THE SUN GRAVITY MADE ME HOLLER

bunjywunjy

i think you could reach escape velocity on pluto by just jumping really hard

mokimo-art

THWE DRAMATIC PAUSE IN THE SUN GRAVITY HAD ME

MY GRANDMA FINALLY WENT HOME AFTER ALMOST 2 MONTHS IM FREE FROM THE SHACKLES

#you have no idea how hype i am to actually be able to exist outside my room again

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coping with waiting for rhythm heaven groove to come in stock by watching rtgames rhythm heaven videos

kurbique

Breathtaking view of the Milky Way from the surface of Mars

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the universe is amazing

quillusquillus

Stunning.

boxtyphoon

Check Dms. Bizhiw lore? wait let me just copy and paste it here too

ok this is jsut a random thought i had just now so tell me what you think. ok so you talked before about how bizhiw kinda thinks like "why would anyone wanna be me" like its not an active self hatred hes just chilling but if someone envied him outright he wouldnt understand it. and his two closest friends, xavier and anne, are quite stubborn and closeminded people (albeit in different ways). so it made me curious like, why would these two specific people be the ones he chooses to be the closest to? because bizhiw is very easygoing, easygoing but also wants to latch onto people as much as possible, to the point where he still wants to be close to bad ending xavier because even though xavier completely lost themself and literally kills people, bizhiw doesnt wanna be left alone. so i feel like maybe bizhiw would also just kinda lack a backbone even before the prophecy adventure starts? and hes so close to these two people specifically BECAUSE theyre different. anne and xavier act as the moral compasses for him, they balance him, so he doesnt have to think for himself because maybe he feels having such strict "standards" will just isolate him and make him lonely. and he cant have that. and honestly this mindset of his is just supported because anne IS so lonely because of how strict she is with her standards towards other people, and while xavier gets along with everyone, once he goes on the adventure and becomes shadow xavier and he just gets deeper in that pit he becomes so alone too. i think bizhiw wants to be as consumable for other people because it all comes back to how he yearns for the past he built up in his head. in the past he had anne and xavier and they didnt have to worry about anything and their issues seemed so small! he wants to be that way forever thats why he cant handle it when they start leaving

GOOD SHIT! i like to imagine bizhiw is so anchored to xavier and anne because despite how different they are, he sees himself in both their personalities and it allows him to show more sides of himself and be more open minded as opposed to only sticking with whats familiar. since hes accustomed to seeing vastly different personalities between his 2 best friends i imagine he could relate to shadow xavier in the fact that theres parts of everyone that people keep hidden to themselves so despite shadow xavier being…well shadow xavier, he finds a comfort in knowing that even his best friend can have unexpected things behind closed doors (and also that at the end of the day xavier is still xavier and he cant separate the two because that just IS xavier)

he definitely does have his issues with self image but since the 3 have known each other for so long its just that it could be formed more like a sibling relationship wherein despite there being differences you still care for one another because of just how strong the connection has gotten. i think itd be an interesting concept to play around with where bizhiw as a character shows just how complex and diverse personalities and the mind are, how hes flexible with handling people and having contradictory thoughts and actions (like how hes a bit rebellious yet still wants to be the best he can and whatnot)

wolfyisnotonfire

ITS SO GOOD IM GONNA DOUSE MYSELF IN GASOLINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FOR YOUR INPUT BANDIT. i really love how bizhiw acts as the flexible one between these two, he provides a much needed bridge between the gap. both in terms of just simply able to get along with others, and also literally being the "inbetween" where he does not put himself in a box of "fully committed to the prophecy and will die by it" or "the prophecy is the ultimate enemy". he needs both of his friends, the ones who are on complete opposite ends, to be happy and fulfilled!

also, i appreciate how he lets himself have contradictory thoughts and actions, as you note. because again, it really does solidify the "unity" aspect of him, where he just is able to accept a lot of stuff about himself and others. i think his main conflict isnt morality or identity in regards to himself unlike xavier (and anne, to an extent), but more external concepts like that "wanting to capture the happiness of the past" thing i mentioned. hes a genuinely happy and content person, so of course he wants both himself and others to feel like that forever! so when people start leaving and he can't change it, that feeling starts slipping. because that "unity" part of him is starting to break up.

also, i agree so hard with the "he sees himself in xavier and anne" thing. AGAIN it literally all comes back to unity! even though their shared concepts are still explored in different ways with each character, xavier and anne were still intentionally created and built to have enough similarities to bizhiw so that it was believable they could all have such a long lasting and meaningful friendship with eachother.

boxtyphoon

when im in a genius competition and my opponent is ethan wolfy friend wolfyisnotonfire (i adore your writing)

Check Dms. Bizhiw lore? wait let me just copy and paste it here too

ok this is jsut a random thought i had just now so tell me what you think. ok so you talked before about how bizhiw kinda thinks like "why would anyone wanna be me" like its not an active self hatred hes just chilling but if someone envied him outright he wouldnt understand it. and his two closest friends, xavier and anne, are quite stubborn and closeminded people (albeit in different ways). so it made me curious like, why would these two specific people be the ones he chooses to be the closest to? because bizhiw is very easygoing, easygoing but also wants to latch onto people as much as possible, to the point where he still wants to be close to bad ending xavier because even though xavier completely lost themself and literally kills people, bizhiw doesnt wanna be left alone. so i feel like maybe bizhiw would also just kinda lack a backbone even before the prophecy adventure starts? and hes so close to these two people specifically BECAUSE theyre different. anne and xavier act as the moral compasses for him, they balance him, so he doesnt have to think for himself because maybe he feels having such strict "standards" will just isolate him and make him lonely. and he cant have that. and honestly this mindset of his is just supported because anne IS so lonely because of how strict she is with her standards towards other people, and while xavier gets along with everyone, once he goes on the adventure and becomes shadow xavier and he just gets deeper in that pit he becomes so alone too. i think bizhiw wants to be as consumable for other people because it all comes back to how he yearns for the past he built up in his head. in the past he had anne and xavier and they didnt have to worry about anything and their issues seemed so small! he wants to be that way forever thats why he cant handle it when they start leaving

GOOD SHIT! i like to imagine bizhiw is so anchored to xavier and anne because despite how different they are, he sees himself in both their personalities and it allows him to show more sides of himself and be more open minded as opposed to only sticking with whats familiar. since hes accustomed to seeing vastly different personalities between his 2 best friends i imagine he could relate to shadow xavier in the fact that theres parts of everyone that people keep hidden to themselves so despite shadow xavier being…well shadow xavier, he finds a comfort in knowing that even his best friend can have unexpected things behind closed doors (and also that at the end of the day xavier is still xavier and he cant separate the two because that just IS xavier)

he definitely does have his issues with self image but since the 3 have known each other for so long its just that it could be formed more like a sibling relationship wherein despite there being differences you still care for one another because of just how strong the connection has gotten. i think itd be an interesting concept to play around with where bizhiw as a character shows just how complex and diverse personalities and the mind are, how hes flexible with handling people and having contradictory thoughts and actions (like how hes a bit rebellious yet still wants to be the best he can and whatnot)