thanks for the memories

[christhunter-blog]

… I didn’t know her, either. But I find it hard to believe she would have deserved it, even if I had. And even if she somehow did deserve it, her family didn’t derserve that pain. And neither did Cooper and neither do you. If you ask me, I think the fact that you’re even considering the possibility of being able to move on is a step forward.

[boyinthebowties]

She didn't. I was in glee club with her, at least, and I had the chance to work with her on a few dance numbers. She was sweet, whenever I talked to her. I don't know if I will be able to--that's the thing. I just know that I absolutely won't be able to fully do so unless I know why someone would do this. Right now, though...I can't even see how to start moving on. 

[levi-hummel]

I know I should probably be a bit more morose

[levi-hummel]

It’s fine. I’m over it. I don’t have time to play house with someone I’m insincere with, I thought that much was obvious. I’m not even sure how I gathered enough human compassion to want to be friends in the first place, but I’m no longer afflicted. Feel free to continue thoughtlessly second guessing everything I say, I’m not going to stick around to watch it though. I thought you were the only person that would give me a second chance— but it turns out that not even you actually believe in all the acceptance bullshit that weak-minded people like to subscribe to in order to feel better about themselves. Enjoy the journey as you continue to spiral down so far into yourself that you forget to consider anyone else. I’m done, Curls.

[boyinthebowties]

I did want to give you a second chance. I still do. Because you're right; I believe in acceptance--of change, of genuine apology, of accepting the real person behind the facade. You're clearly more than you bother letting people onto, and I made a mistake when I doubted that, however briefly. I really don't need this from you right now, Sebastian, but I still want to give you a second chance. If you feel like doing the same for me, you're more than welcome to come talk to me.

[snixylittleliar]

Is anyone else over all the police probing?!

[snixylittleliar]

They seriously shouldn’t even be making you. I mean it’s obvious you had nothing to do with anything, what is the point in making you give gritty details?! I’m officially over all this crap. It’s not like whoever did it would actually tell them.

[boyinthebowties]

The point is that every witness and every interview they conduct is another potential line of clues that might lead them to whoever...to whoever caused all of this. And I understand that, but I already know there's nothing I can say to help. I didn't see anything. I know Harmony was there and I know I heard at least two more...but I didn't see anything. Cooper was the only thing that mattered. I can't help and I don't want to go through that if it's not going to accomplish anything.

[youllrememberstjames-deactivate]

...It's been a while since I've been on here.

[youllrememberstjames-deactivate]

I was. I was in a coma for a while because I was shot in the back, so there’s no reason you would have heard from me. I’m fine, though.

[boyinthebowties]

Oh...oh, my god.

I had no idea. You're lucky to still be here... I know we haven't exactly gotten along the past few weeks, but I'm glad you're okay.

[levi-hummel]

I know I should probably be a bit more morose

[levi-hummel]

Do I look like the kind of person that feels sorry for other people or has any desire to hand out pity? If anyone is acting based on pity right now, it’s you— and not in a good way. I’m talking full blown pity party status here. You all know me as a stone cold, heartless asshole, so I’m not sure what made you think I’d suddenly grown a conscious and was moving with the sole purpose of soothing it. But I guess it makes sense that you would forget the most basic components of my personality, since you won’t allow yourself to see beyond your own feelings right now.

It’s fine. I honestly don’t care. You obviously didn’t mean it when you said we could be friends, and that is fine with me.

[boyinthebowties]

I'm sorry that what I said came off that way to you, Sebastian, but I'm not pitying you over it. I'm just trying to express that I'm sorry and that what I said may have sounded as though I didn't want to hang out with you. Yes, we do know as a stone cold, heartless...jerk, and maybe that's why I didn't think you were serious when you suggested the two of us being friends. I don't think those are the components that make up your personality, otherwise I really don't think you would have shown up at my house with food and movies. But I also didn't expect you to really actually want to be friends--because of the history we've had. I'm sorry for not taking that suggestion seriously. I'm not going to apologize for being a little slow on the uptake, though. I've been more than a little distracted, and if I can't see beyond my own feelings right now...well, that might take a little while.

I did mean it, actually. I just didn't know that you meant it.

[youllrememberstjames-deactivate]

...It's been a while since I've been on here.

If it weren’t for being in the hospital for the last week, I would have said something sooner. I’ll be back there with the rest of you Monday, even if it’s in a chair for the moment. I refuse to accept this is permanent. Even I can’t believe that all of this is happening. 

[boyinthebowties]

...I didn't know you were in the hospital. You're in a chair...? What happened?

[snixylittleliar]

Is anyone else over all the police probing?!

It’s not like I don’t get why they are up in everyone’s business, but do they seriously have to be all up in our grill every second of every day?! I’m pretty sure whoever did this wouldn’t show their face or do anything ridiculous in open daylight without a hood anyways.

[boyinthebowties]

I understand why they're here and that it's their job, but...the last thing I want to do right now is relive that day. And you know that's what they're going to make us do--we're going to have to answer questions and describe what we saw and I'm not ready for that. I don't want to do this.

[levi-hummel]

I know I should probably be a bit more morose

[levi-hummel]

Ouch, killer. Way to shoot an arrow through my nonexistent heart.

Nevermind. I’ll just go pick up some random at the bar.

[boyinthebowties]

No, I'm--I'm not saying it had to be or that I wanted it to be. I thought you just...felt sorry for me and you were taking pity on me or something. I didn't think you actually had a good time. 

I'm sorry. I didn't mean it like that.

[levi-hummel]

I know I should probably be a bit more morose

[levi-hummel]

Not necessarily true, but I get the sentiment. Are you ready for another night of chinese takeout and cinematic distractions?

[boyinthebowties]

...That was more than a one time thing?

I still have leftovers in my fridge from last time. I told you I wasn't hungry.

[christhunter-blog]

He didn’t deserve it. None of these people did, starting with Quinn. People make mistakes and do terrible things, small or large, but nothing worth the kind of pain for the people who loved them. You’ll find out soon enough, I’m sure. They’ve got to find the person who did this. Even still. No reason for me to rub salt in the wound.

[boyinthebowties]

No, they didn't. I'll be the first to admit, I didn't know Quinn well. I don't know what she got up to outside of school, but I never once thought she could have done anything to deserve what happened to her--and now I know she didn't. I can't even begin to imagine why anyone would want to hurt Cooper, but...I hope you're right. I don't feel like I'll be able to fully move on until I know. 

[levi-hummel]

I know I should probably be a bit more morose

It certainly is a trend lately. With good reason, mind you. Still, I’m beginning to realize that I’m too glad to still be alive to mope too much. Is there anyone out there that’s brave enough to face the world or have you all become shut ins?

[boyinthebowties]

At least a shut in won't hurt anyone.

[boyinthebowties]

Text ✉ Klaine

K: Silly me, how could I forget. Maybe you should change that and make sure I know everything.

K: Good

Blaine: In all seriousness, it's not like there's much you don't know about me.

[boyinthebowties]

Text ✉ Klaine

K: True, all very true, what was I thinking.

K: I'll be there in ten?

B: It's like you don't know the first thing about me.

B: That sounds perfect.

[boyinthebowties]

Text ✉ Klaine

K: Okay i'm not going to have that then, just movies. Movies and we could cuddle...?

B: Do you really have to ask? When have we ever not cuddled?

B: I could definitely use it right now.

[boyinthebowties]

Text ✉ Klaine

K: Do you want me to come over? I can bring over junk food and movies...?

B: I would really like that. I'm not very hungry, though...maybe just the movies.

B: I mean, unless you're hungry, of course--in which case, junk food is fine.

[boyinthebowties]

Text ✉ Klaine

K: I want you to know that even though i've been MIA, I am here for you, and if you need anything I will be there in two seconds flat.

B: I know you are...I appreciate the reminder, though. I'm sorry I've been quiet. I think I just needed time to...process and make sense of things. I don't think it's really working.

[christhunter-blog]

I didn’t know him well, but I knew him enough to agree that he was a good person. Maybe I shouldn’t have brought it up. You shouldn’t be thinking about that.

Shit. This is all so messed up.

[boyinthebowties]

I know he could be frustrating to deal with--he was my brother, no one knows that better than I do. But he wasn't a bad person, and I know he never did anything in his life to deserve what happened to him... I just want to know why. There had to be a reason.  Don't worry about it--it's one of the few things that seems to be constantly on my mind lately, whether you bring it up or not.

Tell me about it.