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Hellscape for all my nonsense

[bozepomagaj]

Welcome to the abyss!

Where's your stop?

1st layer (introduction)

2nd layer (interests)

3rd layer (blog rules/other)

4th layer (writing requests)

⫷-1st Layer-⫸

I go by Ellain! I am a 19 year old lesbian (surprising, I know), I use any pronouns and I love writing. I am disabled (JIA and like 10 different other things) so I tend to leave for weeks randomly but I promise I'm alive&well🫰. HUGE fan of Prushka, Shiro and Lain, I'd also add Sirin but after 4 years I'm dropping HI3rd so goodbye old friend.

I'll focus on fanfiction as of right now as I still feel a bit self-conscious about posting my own original works. I'm a huge fan of AU's so a lot of my works will include different AU's. English is not my first language and I'm still trying to improve on expanding my vocabulary so if you ever see any kind of mistake in my works, feel free to correct me as I'm using this as an opportunity to improve my English skills.🫶

⫷-2nd Layer-⫸

My interests vary and change VERY quickly and I tend to drop my previous interests once I find a new one (neurodivergency is a bitch) but currently my interests are:

- Trigun (Maximum&Stampede too)

- Chainsaw man (part 1&2)

- JJBA (1,2,3,4,5,7, currently reading 6,8&9)

- FFXIV (very early into the game lol)

- Made in Abyss

- Serial Experiments Lain

- Deadman Wonderland

⫷-3rd Layer-⫸

What will I write?

character x reader

character x character

headcanons

angst (yummy, my favorite)

fluff

hurt/comfort

one shots

drabbles

Less likely:

In case there are topics like drugs/gore/graphic violence/etc. I will make sure to properly tag them.

Crossovers

I have a lot of different headcanons for characters but I will try to not force them on a character in case I'm writing for canon instead of an AU. But you might see me slip in a few here and there (cough cough trans plant twins cough cough)

I do not plan on involving myself into any kind of drama or discussions. I have a primary blog for that so please keep that out of my ask box <3

This is obvious but ANY kind of transphobia/homophobia/etc will absolutely not be tolerated on this blog.

⫷-4th Layer-⫸

Writing requests are open!

Whether it's expanding on my own ideas or writing small drabbles or just writing your own ideas in there my ask box is open. I only ask for minimal respect (aka, don't expect me to write something in an hour or two, it takes me quite some time for me to finish my works and don't demand things!). As for now, I'll be focusing on Trigun content (specifically Vash&Knives as I've done the most research on them) but I will update this post once this changes (BECAUSE IT WILL)

Recent works:

[How to train your dog.] - part 3 of the Trigun College AU series

[July 21st] - a short drabble for the twins birthday

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Happy pride! I hope everyone is going to have a wonderful month ^^ Although I'm still working on my ZanixPhoebe fic, I'll still be continuing my HSR characters in bed series (now also including men). I'll also probably seperate them into two parts: one for fem anatomy and one for masc anatomy🤭feel free to request anyone!

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Since my last post is getting received pretty well... I'm calling it a win🙂‍↕️ feel free to request more HSR girlies!!

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HSR WOMEN IN BED

Part 1: Kafka

A/N: first time publishing smut! I'm proud of how this turned out, but I would still love feedback as I'm still trying to figure my way out around how to write smut. But considering it's Kafka in question, this really wasn't that hard to write lol. Still working on the Phoebe x Zani fanfic as it turned out MUCH longer than I expected so take this in the mean time.

CW: NSFW, Shibari, dom/sub dynamics, rough sex, praise

You are, as the kids say, cooked.

As surprising as it is, Kafka doesn't actually have a high libido. And even when she's feeling needy, she can usually deal with this either by herself or can simply suppress her needs. For now.

She will always let you know in advance about your sessions so you can clear your schedule. Trust me, you will need it.

She's into shibari, to no one's surprise. She'll have you tied up on her bed, the contrast between the soft sheets and the tight rope sending shivers down your spine, and Kafka can't help but practically drool at the sight, fingers immediately sliding between her legs, the cold leather of her gloves cooling her needy cunt, as a way of telling herself to calm down.

Don't expect her to play nice. She WILL put your flexibility to the limits and will tie you in positions that most BDSM folks wouldn't approve of because they're dangerous. But it's not like you can complain with that beautiful, custom-made gag in your mouth. And she's got her watchful eye on you, always. She knows when she went too far, when you might actually be in danger.

This foreplay will last for hours, with her taunting you by taking off her clothes tantilizingly slowlyand touching herself, making you hear every little noise all the while you are constrained and blindfolded. She'll climb onto your lap and grind against your leg, describing how she's feeling, how she looks, how her legs are shaking but not letting you touch or see anything. She'll pull your hair on occasion when the friction isn't enough because she's a whore for whines. One of her biggest dirty secrets is that she recorded a few of your sessions, only audio, just so she can listen to your voice and get off on it. And even if you're not vocal that particular time, it's not like it matters. Kafka is perceptive, more than you think. Every time your chest expands because of a sharp gasp, every time sweat begins to trickle down your forehead, every time your muscles tighten and contract, she can see it all.

Once she's finally got you desperate enough, on the verge of tears, that's when the real fun begins.

She has toys, all sorts of them, and she always makes sure to decorate your whole body with them, even if its sometimes in... unconventional means.

Nipple clamps? Who cares, why not put it between your legs, you can take it, right?

Candles? Well, they dont melt THAT easily, we'll just put a condom on them and place them inside, just dont clench too hard so it doesn't break.

Mind you, she is rough. VERY rough when the session begins. Bites, scratches, slaps, and a steel grip so tight it will leave a blue mark for at least a week. That isn't to mention her ruthless pace, the squelching of your liquids loud enough for the whole building to hear as she pounds into you relentlessly. She's not letting you have a moment of peace.

And hell, on the occasion she let's you top and fuck into her? Don't think you're off the leash just yet, because she's pulling you right back in with a custom-made collar and leash and telling you exactly how to fuck her. You might be bending her over but she'll always be there to remind you that's she's the one letting you bend her over.

All the while, she's whispering sweet praises in your ear with that soft voice of hers. Not once will she call you a 'slut', 'whore' or anything demeaning. She'll always praise you on how well you're doing, how you're doing such a good job taking the whole thing just for her all the while she's rearranging your insides. It's this juxtaposition that could make one go insane, the difference between her words and actions could make anyone crumble to their knees and cum on the spot.

Once she's finally satiated and she's had her fun, she will be treating you like royalty. A warm bath with all sorts of oils to help you relax and soothe your skin while rose petals float at the top, a massage to help your aching muscles from being constricted for such a long time, a nice meal and a drink. You'd almost forget how she was treating you not even 20 minutes ago.

In any case, she's an expert in aftercare because she's very aware of how rough she is, that she IS pushing you to your limits and the fact you're willing to let her use you like this means the world to her, of course she's gotta show her appreciation!

The next two days are spent in her bed, relaxing, and she will personally take on the role of your maid to make sure once you're back on track and continuing with your journey, with no one suspecting a thing.

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No one ask me (please do) but I just thought of what most HSR women would be like in bed... I am yearning.

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Proud to announce my official comeback! And with my very first nsfw fic too... heres a little snippet for anyone interested♡

Small spoiler

Zani is most definitely getting spoiled rotten

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My old stuff getting reblogged by the trigun archive acc... I feel so old. Once the worst passes, I promise I'll get back to writing, I already miss it sm

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OFFICIALLY GOING TO COLLEGE 🎉🎉 SO I CAN FINALLY ANNOUNCE THAT THE FIC IS OFFICIALLY BEING CONTINUED AND THIS BLOG IS BACK IN ACTION🥳🥳

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My old stuff getting reblogged by the trigun archive acc... I feel so old. Once the worst passes, I promise I'll get back to writing, I already miss it sm

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Discovering Joost was a blessing cuz I got nostalgic and started listening to all the 90's techno and rave musicians I listened to as a kid, I feel so old (ur 18 dawg)

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....😃

Guess this is my sign to start working again

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HIATUS NOTICE

Hi. I think we all saw this coming but I'm gonna be putting the Modern Trigun Fic on an undetermined hiatus rn🥲. With GCSE's coming up, college applications, and a final thesis I barely have time to think, let alone write. I initially considered just rushing the story and ending it early but I've really come to like this story and I'm glad so many people like it too so I couldn't get myself to ruin the ending because of my lack of time. I might still be around, answering any asks and I might post small drabbles here and there but that's as much as you'll get from me now unfortunately.

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Update.... I ended up in the hospital!?!? Anyways will be trying to finish the fic asap🥲

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New ateez album... PHEWWWWWWW LORD is it good, we're shaking ass this christmas everybody

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Told myself I need to man up and listen to Wilburs new album... never again.

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Just wanna update that I am working on the fanfic, ik I keep promising to post it on time, but things always get hectic😭 but I will post it as soon as possible!!

[gem1ny]

vash fanart

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Me continuing to watch shit go down as I take my 3rd nap today😴 (check tags though lol)