bpd thoughts

starpoint ; 23 ; it/he ; i follow back from heterophobics

[disteal]

shout out to everyone who participated in the january-february mass depressive episode

[disteal]

Thank you everyone for another great turnout to the january-february mass depressive episode

[fraseris]

me having a weird time: man this weird time sucks! i don't feel like myself! i wish i was having a normal time!

me having a normal time: well the weird time did have a certain je ne sais quoi...

[worthless-mess]

"You’re so polite" thanks i was raised in constant fear of upsetting people.

[rainywhispersblog-deactivated20]

[kyini-deactivated20180401]

lapis and steven,, the bestest buddies

[amygdalae]

Me: damn this situation I'm in sure isn't ideal, what am I gonna do about this

Suicidal Ideation Man who lives in my brain: perhaps I have a suggestion ☝️🤓

[unstableshadowgirl]

[secretlyrunning]

flytipping

[unstableshadowgirl]

[genavieveaphrodite]

if i am confusing to you

imagine how lost i am

[honeypleasejustkillme]

having an intense emotional reaction and being called dangerous and scary when you know a literal hug would calm you down is one of the worst parts of bpd for me that make me feel so misunderstood

[bpdgotmelike]

does anyone else get tired of how repetitive they are? i just feel like i’m going in circles and circles talking about how i feel and what has caused me to feel that way but have no power to break the cycle. i’m tired of being tired. i just wish something would change.

[bpdohwhatajoy]

I be having breakdowns that would send people to the ward and yet I just go to sleep after and act like nothing happened the next day

[bpdgotmelike]

i'm just a shell of a person. i have no desires. i don't want to do anything. get attached to anyone. leave my house. live. just want to physically fade the same way my mind has.

[penthousepussy]

[honeypleasejustkillme]

the sexual tension betwen me and never speaking to anyone again

[honeybee-scribbles]

[honeybee-scribbles]

Rape doesnt turn angels into whores it turns us into angry demons you watch out motherfucker