bpd kitten

actively destructive follow at your own risk ♡

[dumb-a55s]

some of you have never tried to completely alter your personality in a desperate attempt to avoid people leaving you and it shows

[bisexualhoe]

I hope no one lowkey hates me. Highkey hate me. Hate me with every fiber of your being. Go big or go home

[natural-treasure-deactivated202]

I pray for those in the black community that suffer from mental illness

•Bipolar disorder •Depression •Anxiety •Dementia •Schizophrenia •OC •PTSD And so many more. We are taught that you are crazy, not that you are actually sick and need help.

[birthdaylobotomy]

i still don’t understand why recovery isn’t romanticized more. getting better after being at your lowest point? working hard and doing what it takes to feel safe again? knowing that occasional dips aren’t the end of the world? changing yourself and ridding your life of toxic behavior/people? i’m sorry that sounds better than any edgy miserable story i’ve ever heard. 

[lightheartedsuggestion]

You know you deserve better. Go get it. 

[lovestruckbpd]

looking at bpd posts makes me feel so validated yet so fake at the same time,,,,i feel like when i read a post i dont necessarily relate to that i SHOULD be relating to it and i keep thinking i need to change my behavior just to ensure that im not faking by having All The Symptoms

[anserpina-blog]

me at 4am: who am i

[inkskinned]

it’s just going to be like this, huh? i’m going to walk around with nightmares and what you did to me sitting in my stomach like a rotting peach and i’m just going to swallow hard and keep walking and i’m just going to have to live like this, knowing you’ll never apologize, knowing i don’t get closure, knowing i never get to yell at you until i shred apart, knowing i’m going to shred apart. 

and you get to live your life and forget about me and scoff about how im crazy or making shit up or how i’m just dramatic. you get to keep going, laugh about it, shrug it off. we both know i’m melodramatic. that my personal narrative is all messed up. that i make shit up.

like, it must be nice. showers are probably just showers for you. no standing in the water picturing what i’d say, what i’d do, how i’d show you. you get to walk away. that must be nice.

not all of us do.

[aidashakur]

I’m an overthinker so if you don’t give me an answer, I’ll come up with one.

[resilient-cherub]

Don’t abandon me. My childlike heart couldn’t handle it.

[ellissten]

A few facts about BPD (borderline personality disorder) Part 1

• People with BPD feel emotions stronger than anyone else. It is believed to be the worst psychological issue for emotions in history by psychiatrists. People with BPD may feel an intense depression instead of just sadness, extreme fury instead of just irritation or annoyance, panic instead of nervousness and shame and humiliation instead of just mild embarrassment. BPD is also known as EUPD (emotionally unstable personality disorder) for this reason.

• BPD cannot be completely cured. It can however, be very much improved with intense therapy, mainly DBT (dialectical behavioural therapy) and taking part in many therapeutic things to help you try and control your emotions and impulses better.

• More people in the world have BPD than schizophrenia and bipolar disorder combined.

• 75% of people with BPD are women.

• 10% of people with BPD attempt to commit suicide at least once in their life.

• 40 - 71% of BPD patients have been sexually abused.

• People with BPD tend to be much more vulnerable.

[rory-has-bpd]

Is jealousy a thing among borderlines? I feel that I usually get more jealous than a normal person

[manic-static]

Can like no one care about me so I can die without feeling guilt

[lez-bruh]

do u ever feel so unwanted and alone and u just sorta want to cry

[anshelinasholie]

not to be dramatic but being yelled at makes me suicidal

[borderlineworld-deactivated2017]

When they don’t respond fast enough so you have to send the “I’m sorry” text because clearly you are annoying the hell out of them and there is no other reasonable explanation.

[depression-healthy-carrier]

I hate getting so sad to the point where my body completely shuts down, and all I can do is just lay there and think about all my problems