i dont wanna lose you

♡ im cj! ♡ welcome to my bpd vent & lovecore blog

[lovestruckbpd]

‘cause i want this, you know i want this
 so come on, mess me up 

[jugurtti-deactivated20210925]

[holyisthenameofmyruthlessaxe]

On the Pulse of Morning By Maya Angelou

[everythingbutice-deactivated202]

[actualsasori-moving]

I’m gonna share the most important thing I’ve ever learned.

it doesn’t mean a damn thing if they love you if they’re not treating you well. loving you doesn’t mean they’re good, and it doesn’t mean they deserve you, and it doesn’t mean they treat you properly.

it doesn’t mean fucking SHIT if bad parents love you. it doesn’t mean SHIT if a bad partner or bad friend loves you.

love doesn’t mean shit on its own.

[lifeafterpsychiatry]

What's annoying to one person is funny to another. Someone will be flattered by the extra attention from someone others would call clingy. The people who are too sensitive in some people's eyes are admired for being in touch with their emotions by others. What some would consider rude, others consider refreshing. What some people think of as oversharing, other people see as courageous honesty. Someone who's too quiet in some people's eyes is considered a good listener by others. What some people consider too personal, other people would love to discuss in depth. What looks like trying too hard to some people is recognized as genuine kindness by others. The point is that there's no such thing as being universally likeable, so just focus on finding the people who enjoy the qualities you have to offer and don't worry too much about the rest. I promise you that plenty of people out there will appreciate you for who you are.

[quotefeeling]

“You deserve a relationship that enables you to sleep peacefully at night.”

— R.H. Sin

[adhdisgay]

[bpdconcept]

Concept: I dont fall in love with everyone who gives me attention for a while

[cherubicghost]

[sodrippy]

me when im evil but i love you: mwah ha ha<3

[regging]

*sitting alone on my bed* *thinks “hm. i can’t keep living like this.”* *keeps living like this*

[borderlineflower-deactivated202]

why the fuck do i procrastinate sleep

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

6 Questions to ask when you’re making a tough decision

1. What option would I choose if I knew I would definitely succeed?

2. What would I do if I didn’t feel scared?

3. Who can I talk to who’s been in my shoes?

4. What are the likely outcomes of each choice and decision?

5. What is the worst thing that could happen; what is the best thing that could happen?

6. Am I making this decision for myself, or am I choosing to please other people?

[zippyzstuff]

[teashoesandhair]

I used to be very into found poetry but haven’t done one in a while, so I decided to make a found poem collated from the most popular Google searches in the UK as of today (23.04.2020!) and it’s a bit of a window into what we’re all thinking about. I used a private browser window so it isn’t influenced by my own searches, and full disclosure, I did remove the searches about when we’ll all be safe to fly to Cyprus, which quite bizarrely seems to be the UK’s number one concern right now.

[teashoesandhair]

[Image description: a series of Google searches with various prompts typed in. The suggested autocompletes for each search are lined up to make a poem. The poem reads:

How long will I love you How long will it take to get home How long will I live How long will isolation last

Am I allowed to go for a walk Am I allowed to go outside Am I allowed to go to the beach Am I allowed to go to a funeral

How do I tell if I have a fever How do I tell him I love him How do I tell someone I like them How do I tell if I am vulnerable

What does it mean when you dream about falling What does it mean to be furloughed What does it mean when you dream about someone What does it mean to be healthy

Is this really happening Is this really necessary Is this really true Is this really the end

When will it be dark When will it be safe to travel again When will it be dark today When will it be over]

[wishing-for-deathx]

“I am tired of being told I am loved and cared about but never made to feel that way.”

— your actions and words never match