Just Someone Trying To Survive

Mental Health Matters

[bpdetrimental]

Intro post since I for some reason haven’t posted one

Hello, my name’s Riya and I have borderline personality disorder. I created this blog to let out my thoughts somewhere, and to connect with others who have personality disorders as well.

About me:

•20 years old and happily taken

•Hispanic, native Spanish speaker and fluent English speaker

•Favorite music band is Sleep Token

•Big nerd, love reading and video games

Since my page is about bpd and personality disorders, the things I post may be discomforting to some. This is your warning.

My posts may contain uncomfortable themes. I post things that help me cope and will not change what I post to make you comfortable.

Content may include: self harm, suicide ideation, sexual themes, self deprecating behavior, etc.

If you are not comfortable with this, simply block. No need to report. This page is my way of finding solace.

My messages are always open to anyone who wants to talk (please keep it appropriate), I am always here to listen <3

[daddystinygirll]

when someone notices my sad eyes but im forever grieving the person i couldve been if i wasn’t mentally ill

[bpdetrimental]

If we suffer to exist

Does that really make life worth living?

[wowlookwhosspirallingagain]

i’m just so fucking tired i don’t think sleeping for 20 days straight would help i need to die

[bpdetrimental]

Fucking hate when others look at me.

Do not perceive me. I wasn’t made to be noticed. Im nothing to look at.

[bpdetrimental]

Who am I but a reflection of those around me?

[icarusfallsblog]

theres something so innately and intrinsically wrong with me its in my bones and my blood and everywhere inside and around me and i cant tear it out no matter how hard i claw

[bpdetrimental]

Currently dealing with the consequences of not being able to kms, come back later.

[satorusbabyk]

People really think I'm joking when I say my emotions get so intense that I believe the only way out is to kill myself.

[bpdetrimental]

Do you think that in every timeline

In every alternate universe

I’ll always be this broken?

[bpdetrimental]

Staying up into the late hours of the night thinking of ways to kill yourself is something else entirely.

[bpdetrimental]

Every day I wonder when it will end.

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I envy those with “normal” brains.

Like can we trade? Mines a bit defective but with the right amount of love it’ll work.

[bpdetrimental]

Can’t think of anything worth living for in the world anymore

[bpdetrimental]

As someone with BPD, nothing triggers me quicker than my own parents.

[buck-forever]

“man i dont know what to do. im just so stressed and depressed right now. i feel so alone. i wish someone would give me attention and love”

the indomitable hypersexual spirit of bpd:

[bpdetrimental]

Bpd been fucking me so hard lately I’m surprised we’re not exclusive.