bpd cutie

BPD, OCD, BDD, MDD, GAD ﾟ✧ ✩I just want you to be happy.

[ojibwa]

[suicidehours]

bpd: hey y’know what we should do?

me: oh god what now?

bpd: don’t say a word to anyone until they text you first

me: why?

bpd: it’s the only way to prove that they actually care

me: ……..shit ur right

[fadingsuggestion]

Fuck anyone who says I have to forgive everyone, “for my sake.” I worked hard for this anger. I worked hard to love myself enough to hate them.

[vivid-ellipses]

Shit, yeah, this is a thing that is hard to articulate. Some people don’t feel healed by forgiving the people who hurt them, because that’s what they kept doing over and over and it only led to getting more hurt. Sometimes you feel healed when you’re finally brave enough to say “This person was horrible to me, and I did not deserve that treatment, and I don’t have to be okay with it.”

[drawandchill]

Me: *make a minor mistake*

Bpd: Amazing. You are a good for nothing, a complete failure. Everyone will consider you a moron now. Your future will be a disaster bc you suck. You should bury youself alive to death.

[memescomedy]

[etherealghostdoll]

I feel like

✨TRASH✨

[gorps]

Me n my mutuals logging on

[thebootydiaries]

Someone: why do u always say u feel sick

Me: because, my sweet dude, I literally cannot determine the line between my mental illness and physical unwellness anymore. I am Literally Always Ready To Die I am in a constant state of uncomfort my guy it always makes me feel like I’m gonna be ridin the queasy train to regretville

Me: haha

[typicallyexceptional]

the thing about being a relatively self-aware person w/ bpd is the more support you need the more you draw away from people because you’ve been taught that your need for validation/attention is inappropriate, and then because you’re not getting the support you need, things get worse, and it just spirals downwards

[taquito]

If u ever feel depressed then stop

god u are so wise

[sadlesbianclown]

am I sick from anxiety or am I actually physically ill? a memoir by me

[garysinises-deactivated20160402]

am i lazy or horribly depressed: the sequel

[captainkirkmccoy]

does everyone hate me or am I just very insecure: the completion of the trilogy

[bpdqt]

please don’t forget trauma/mental illness have different results in different people, and no one way is the “right” way. some people become sex-repulsed while others become hypersexual. it’s not right to ostracize trauma vics/mentally ill people who become fixated on dark/macabre themes, or to make them feel “wrong” or “dirtier” for relating to those things, the same way people shouldn’t feel impure for being hypersexual. always, of course, under the assumption that no one is being harmed in the process.

[fuks]

[tofutitties-deactivated20200329]

Bpd facts -people w bpd have over active frontal lobes (the things that control emotion and memory)

-ppl with bpd have amygdala glands that are 16% smaller (the part of your brain that regulates emotion)

-people with bpd experience pain similar to how others feel when they lose a loved one almost daily and over super minor things

-people with bpd will test others by pushing them away, in these situations reassure your loved one with bpd and if they still want soace give it to them but let them know youll be glad to hear from them again if they want to come back

-after an episode people with bpd most likely wont remember much of the episode and can bounce back fairly quickly after an episode which can be confusing

-when a person with bpd tells you they are suicidal, no matter how often, they mean it. Bpd is horribly, horribly painful

Hope this helps some people understand a lil better but theres precisely a shit load of info online so if you think you cant help your loved one with bpd, think again

[dickssociation]

is it just me or does any fuckup noticed by an angry older man / father figure feel like an absolute death blow

[dickssociation]

bpd culture is never really being sure whether a reaction is an overreaction bc you’re so used to being gaslighted by yourself & everyone else

[dickssociation]

borderlines need softness from people so badly because every angle and every edge in our lives is made so hard by our disorder