Hi. I have BPD. Diagnosed professionally. I have weekly therapy. I'm going through meds to find one that works. I'm angry and want to put that anger somewhere.
Bpd is a very serious disorder. If you feel like you might have it, please get help.
Bpd is not manic pixie obsessed dream gf. 10% of people with bpd will commit suicide. 70% will try. Every day I am alive I am in pain. I am eternally exhausted and fatigued to the point I cannot brush my teeth or shower or clean my living space because of how my emotions fluctuate and take over everything. I get intrusive thoughts constantly. Not "oh I'm sad and want to dye my hair" that is an impulsive thought. Intrusive thoughts are things like wondering how hard you would have to push to break a leg, yours or someone else's. Seeing in full detail what it would look like, how it would feel as the bone creaks and curves beyond what it should be.
This disorder is not a joke. It is not something you want to feel unique. It is hell thrown at a child because someone decided they didn't care enough to help that child.
