Delusion

Im gonna end it soon

[bqndaged]

This is going to be less than pretty, but bare with me.

Introduction !

(woohoo)

My name is Oliver, or Vincent. ( I'll probably change my name, if I do, I'll update the post.) I'm bodily a minor, though I don't mind who interacts!

I go by he/it/ze, but pronouns are subject to change depending on who is at front! If you are ever unsure, then feel free to ask. Although most of us are perfectly fine with they/them.

I am transgender and grayromantic, and I am also taken! All relationships will be kept strictly platonic.

Traumagenic system, I have a headcount of around 26? I'm not sure, I lost track.

Fandoms! (I'll only include those that I'm active in.)

EPIC: The Musical. Bungo stray dogs, Fundamental Paper Education, Regretevator, A Silent Voice, Creepypasta, The Summer Hikaru Died, Lady and the Tramp, Block Tales, My Little Pony, Cookie Run Kingdom, Angel Love Syndrome, Needy Streamer Overload, DDLC, Studio Investigrave, The last Unicorn. I'll probably add to this, not sure.

Odysseus' blog: @k1ngofithaca

2nd Odysseus blog: @0dysseus-of-1thaca

Ame's blog: @internet-angel-ame

Poseidon's blog: @godoftides

Our art blog: @inf3ct1on (not as used)

My strawpage includes extra information, if anyone wants to read it...

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◟　 　𓏼　　odysseus 　　oliver　　|།ིྀ

𓎟𓎟　　he 　ノ 　neos 　 　꒱꒱ ⌣⌣　　" 　no, you don't understand it, this man plans for every fight　　" ABOUT

Hello! I'd like to just mention that this blog includes a lot of triggering topics (self harm, suicide ect...) which won't always include a trigger warning. This is because trigger warnings are not my main priority when I'm feeling low, miserable ect... So treat this post as a warning to this blog.

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aisg i didnt hwve time to make ny bkog because i was kind of pushed ouut of fronr....

im sosos sorey for my bad apelling im shivering sihsgsh

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woahah i should make my own blog :D usydhneje

a lot of us seem to be doing it sosisi... yuospis

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i dont wantt too go home :[ someone hang out w me plsospslsl

-🦴zai :D

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sighh i rlly want to talk to someone but texting ppl first is scary... i usually just write stuff in a server on discord and hope someone responds but.. sigh 😓 i dunno...

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hello zai ! are u feeling okay? those cuts of urs doing well? not like i care hmph. i wouldve cared more if u actually responded to me

youre kind of uhdndmd scary. could u leave me alone please.. </3

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so what... u can be disobedient for once am i right? :3

uhmm... i dont rlly like being called that...? the word makes me uncomfortable sorrryry 😓and uhm, i like listening to those older than me.. ^_^

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r u rlly gonna listen to what odysseus says? :p js unblock mmeee...

yhh i mean.. 😓 hes like... older than me..!!! so i think id rather listen 😞... sorryryr..

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yeahhh im greaatt... i was js wondering if u could unblock on dc? :3

uhsmsn...i dunno.. odysseus told me not to unblock u on anything.. 😓 actually he also said we hav u blocked on here...?? how r u sending us stuff..? 😓😓

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ofc you've missed me! Ive always been there for u sooo... ofc u did. Are u welll?

sigshsg... i think u were...? maybee... and I'm ok ^_^ thanks u :] i hope ur okayy!!!

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Heyy zaii!! ~ u probs dont remember me but idrc :p but its Lottie!!!! ive missed uuu >-<

ohh haii... i think i remember u kind of 😓 uhmmshdm i thnik i missed u as welll!!! ^_^

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OWIWIWIW hiiai!!! ^_^ omggsg im so happy to be here... even though my front was triggered.. 😓 uhmm...znshsjsj ANYWAY!! im so happy but like im always happy i dunno im fronting alone sighh odysseus got rlly upset :[ sisgsh....

[0dysseus-of-1thaca]

I feel pretty enough to have my face cam on calls, sigh. I like how we look. A lot of people will probably disagree, but oh well. Self-love matters more than people's opinion.

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I WANNA DO THWT???

NO WAY

I FORGOT

FACE CAK EXISTS

oh my goshshshs

NEW HOBBY UNLOCKED

-Kendall

[0dysseus-of-1thaca]

I'm going to sleep. Again. But before I go, look at what Kendall made me..! He's awesome. Most of the time...

[bqndaged]

Hiii hellooo

im the famous celebrity that made this

yes yes guys...

it was me

are we proud of my work

Im gonna go post more,

they're fun to make

-Kendall

[0dysseus-of-1thaca]

The fear and unease I feel whenever I have literally any Poseidon interact with me genuinely needs to be studied. Sigh. It's ridiculous. I have to carefully plan out what I'm going to say before responding to them. It's worse when it's a Poseidon within our system, they're harder to avoid. Sigh. I hate myself

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Bluds so cooked our Poseidon is literally our second co-host 🥹🥹 ggs Odysseus ❤️‍🩹

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yaoi.

-kendall

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Our Odysseus and Poseidon are getting awfully close and I feel like it's my fault because I read that fuckass fanfic that had a SLIGHT mention of Odyseidon 😭

I mean I guess they're both somewhat source separated so I suppose I'm not TOO surprised, but c'mon... What am I gonna do if they decide they want a non-platonic relationship...

Also I know this makes me seem like a hater towards the ship, and I'll be honest - it's not my FAVOURITE ship of all time... I can't see it happening at ALL. But, y'all ship what you want icl as long as it isn't like illegal or something... 😭

[godoftides]

I'm responding to this again because I've given it another read and, well, I genuinely don't think me and Odysseus could ever work out in a romantic relationship.

(I'd probably kill myself.)

[bqndaged]

I love how this ship is an ongoing joke in our system I'm SO happy Oliver is also in on it because this is hilarious to me 😭 -Kendall

[bqndaged]

I'm in on all the jokes -Oliver

[rosenestz]

Aren't Odysseus and Poseidon enemies in their source? 🥹

[internet-angel-ame]

Enemies to lovers

[bqndaged]

LOL 😭😭