braden.

just trying to find where I fit in.

[braaadeeen]

guess I’m single now.

[braaadeeen]

the shittiest part about being away from home and having no friends is the fact I have no where to go when I need to get the fuck away from my life for a second.

[braaadeeen]

my oh my what a wonderful evening.

[braaadeeen]

miss how things used to be. I miss having friends.

[braaadeeen]

god damn.

[abstract-aberrations-deactivate]

[braaadeeen]

I should have said no...

[braaadeeen]

I can't wait for life to start being fun again...

[braaadeeen]

I've forgotten what it's like to have friends...

[braaadeeen]

so... I'm going to be a dad.

my mushrooms are starting to grow. :)

[braaadeeen]

I miss having friends. </3. 

[braaadeeen]

sometimes you have to make a tough decision. and I suppose it's not always what you hope for or want, that matters. ultimately, it is what's best for you that matters...

[valvularedutora]

PSYLOCYBE FANATICUS CYLCLE

[braaadeeen]

starting to feel really hopeless.

never going to find a job.

probably going to end up moving back to seattle, at this rate.

life is great, huh?

[thebluthcompany]

[braaadeeen]

story of my life.

[braaadeeen]

I feel like I'm always on edge. I've got nothing to do, no where to go, and no one to talk to. so I sit and think. and in turn that makes me depressed. I really just need a turn for the better...

[braaadeeen]

there was this moment last night. while sitting in the jacuzzi and watching the steam rise from the water and starring up at the unending sky. where I was completely care free. it was only for just a sliver of time that, while looking back, felt like an eternity. I had no cares, no worries, no anxiety, no heart pounding in my chest. I was calm, relaxed. I could breathe for what felt like the first time in years. a cool, cloudy night with my best friends spent in a jacuzzi. 

it was by far the most peaceful moment of my recent memory. serene. 

here is to many more.