a place for my brain trash

i yell into the void here. you can call me Crypt. disabled, 24, he/him. nsfwish sometimes maybe

[braintrash]

lowkey moving my whole house in like 2.5 days was actually one of the top worst things I've done

I legit barely ate anything for like 4 days and barely had an appetite because of how stressed I was, similarly I barely drank any liquids

got like 6 hours of sleep over 48 hours (an hour on Friday night and thankfully more the next night)

I don't think my feet and back have ever hurt so bad, I was just standing for so long

but now all is well, we lived, and my boyfriend from across the country is flying in tonight :)

[braintrash]

it's been so fascinating seeing ariana grandes fans defend her probable ED. i saw someone earlier say that she couldn't be disordered, because she was able to perform a whole show and you can see she has muscle definition. babes have you ever looked into the dance world? i promise there's ways to make it happen

[braintrash]

10 DAYS TIL HOUSE AAAAAAAAAAAA

(hopefully)

i think we've hit the point where we've sent all our stuff and now just waiting for other people to do their stuff

hate that

[braintrash]

i miss my boyfriend and i wanna talk to him so bad but i also dont wanna annoy him but i wanna talk to him :((((

[braintrash]

so far worst part of buying a house is the pacing of it all. it was so goddamn fast for a minute there but now there's roughly 21 days left til we close and it feels too close and wayyyyyyy too far away at the same time and im going to start gnawing at the bars of my enclosure

the worst part is trying to get things lined up for new house without having access to the new house

going to have buy fridge? cannot measure space for fridge

looking at new couches? gonna be hard enough to move the couch we have now so gotta wait

the waiting is so hard!!!

[braintrash]

holy fuck I'm going to be a homeowner. like. imminently. within a few weeks we will be in a home that we own. I don't think it feels real

[braintrash]

IM GOING TO HAVE A YARD

that I can do whatever I want with

I can paint the walls and do a good job of it

hell it's our home we could paint murals on every wall if we want to

when things break we can get them fixed on our own time that works with our schedule

[braintrash]

holy fuck I'm going to be a homeowner. like. imminently. within a few weeks we will be in a home that we own. I don't think it feels real

[braintrash]

it's so odd to me that people get so hung up on polyamory as a concept. like, my relationship works the same as any relationship, just more people involved. that's it that's the difference

[braintrash]

todays challenge is: try to get an answer from my fiancés about viewing a house day 3 (not counting that weekend)

[a-totally-reasonable-username]

@namelessennes

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@sandstonesunspear

[polyamorousmisanthrope]

Jesus Tapdancing Christ... THIS is a good welt pocket and the people who designed Simplicity 2895 ought to be blasted well ASHAMED of themselves for the crap way THEY wanted a welt pocket made. *SNARLS*

[makereadgrow]

This is how I learned to do it and a good example of what you want to see in a short form tutorial: pinning, pressing, seam finishing, good fabric handling.

I would mention that you can make the pocket facing with a small panel of your matching fabric that is visible and the rest in a lighter fabric to reduce bulk. That's a lot of denim layers for comfort.

[datgreenmonstah]

Here is the tutorial, I don’t get paid doing this and I’m not an expert at this so please don’t think I can answer everything(ask others for help or look up "flying bird mobile" for other tutorials online).

I hope this explains everything enough.

The measurements for mine came out to 15 1/2 inches on the body from tail to beak tip ans the wings 13 inches long(you can make the wings longer if needed)

Please use the comment section below to ask and someone who has done this or understands the mechanics better can answer.

Aside from that I wish you luck and I hope you have fun.

[datgreenmonstah]

The flying bird(quetzalcoatlus) mobile is done, I’m getting onto the tutorial. I’ll see if I can trace the pieces so there’s a pattern ppl can use if they wanna make this one in particular.

The whole thing is based on weight distribution and balance, like a swing set with a hinge on the seat.

When a breeze hits it’ll flap on it’s own(the wind this morning wasn’t that strong, but a nice breeze showed how it can make it flap a little)

[datgreenmonstah]

I sat down and traced the pieces I had cut out because ppl wanted a pattern. Adjust these as needed, especially the holes on the body pieces to make sure they align.

Tutorial is still being edited so I’ll hopefully have that together sometime this evening or tomorrow.

[braintrash]

sorry I read the dumb silly joke too literally and ruined the moment and now you're ignoring me and I didn't mean to mess up I swear I didn't it's just hard to read jokes over text especially without emojis or anything else to denote a silly joking tone

[braintrash]

fun surprise: even there's an adult kid in your family who has moved away a little bit, you should still call them if someone is hospitalized

especially if it's a close to fatal thing?????? hello this should be obvious????

id be a little more understanding if we moved very far away, but we didn't, only an hour. fucking what.

[braintrash]

if this is supposed to happen then it will

if this is meant to happen it will be easy

it will be smooth

[braintrash]

i need literally all of the good vibes for the house tour today. idk man maybe it's the red bull but I just feel like there something about this one

[braintrash]

staying up late to talk to you always sucks so bad the next morning but it's always worth it

i'll take any semblance of closeness I can get until we're all in the same place again

side note: it is so frustrating missing someone when it literally is an "it is what it is" situation. ive missed my partners terribly before, before we lived together (and now I miss them so much more when they're not home), but we all lived less than 30 mins distance. we always knew we'd see each other again pretty shortly, so even if it sucked and made us upset it would resolve pretty soon at least.

this is a different type of missing someone. this is like actually almost painful and it's only been a month out of 6

id probably be more familiar with this feeling if i had made online friends like most folks my age, but I never have, so this is new to me entirely and I am NOT A FAN