4 yrs
It feels like so long ago
Around four years
I guess I just want you to know
I thank you for always wiping my tears
I dressed myself in sorry cries
We never came to terms but
You left me with broken goodbyes
Sometimes we need to learn
We weren't made to be one
It mostly felt natural
But neither of us won
I thought there was collateral
In the things we were
But I coped with ice cream
I didn't think we were sure
So you slept with iced drinks
I couldn't see the future
Didn't know my worth
If only I could've been cured
Only stayed to get hurt
He took me away
Saw that I needed space
But I literally spaced
It all changed at that place
Felt like a dream where I was being chased
My angel flew down
Showed me how to love
The only one who won't let me drown
Some of y'all make me sick of
A life that I didn't even want
My soul took a break
Even though he still fought
I finally found my piece of cake
I shine so bright
Even on my dull days
I gave up the fight
I have tried to show you in so many ways
But you have always looked away.
-bkras
