Brandon Linsley

The name is Brandon Linsley. Age twenty-one. So I'm now legally able to consume my demons.

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

[brandon-linsley]

I love you.

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

What happens now?

[brandon-linsley]

What do you want?

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

It’s probably a lot harder to breathe when you’re drowning in alcohol

[brandon-linsley]

Probably.

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

Brandon…

I know what it’s like…to pretend that they’re still here, or they never existed at all…Just because someone cant hear you sing, doesnt mean it didnt matter.

[brandon-linsley]

No... She'll never here.... She... she.

Nora, why? Why can't anyone stay for me? Why can't they live?

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

You shouldn’t hate you.

You just made me miss you.

[brandon-linsley]

Why would you miss me? I'm a monster, a fucking monster! I spent weeks singing lullabies to figments of my imagination. Drowning myself just to bring her back. Why would you miss someone who can't cope with reality? Reality is she's dead and all of those lullabies were just made for air.

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

It doesnt mean the same thing anymore, does it?

[brandon-linsley]

I don't know... I hate what I do to you? I hate how much I hurt you because you deserve better. You deserve more than me now. Me then was barely good enough.

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

Should I guess you want this back? (the ring)

[brandon-linsley]

No, it's yours.

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

You look tired.

[brandon-linsley]

I'm in a constant state of tired.

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[addison---miller]

H-hey,

[brandon-linsley]

Uhm... Hi.

[brandon-linsley]

So I'm out.

[brandon-linsley]

Dear Nora,

Losing her I drank. I drank to bring her back because I couldn't have her any other way. I drank because I couldn't hurt you when I was drunk. I drank away the pain. But when I stopped she didn't come back and neither did you. So I stayed in this room avoiding the hurt in your eyes. 

Because I don't know what to do. I just know I'm not someone my dad would have wanted.

My mom still doesn't know she's dead.

But I do now.

[brandon-linsley]

I need to get away from my room.

Anywhere but there.

[brandon-linsley]

I've had no motivation to leave my bed lately.

[harrehciaran]

  I feel yer pain, mate.

[brandon-linsley]

I don't believe I've even met you before.

[sweetworldonfire-deactivated201]

[brandon-linsley]

I've had no motivation to leave my bed lately.

Never mind my room.

[brandon-linsley]

Dear Diary;

Everything is shaking. My hands. My bones. My world.

It's not just the withdrawals. It's not just the baby that's crying in the other room.

I'm letting her cry because she's not really there. The doctors say the withdrawals are making me see her and once their done she'll finally be quiet. They say I should let her cry. 

They say I should let her go. Which her are they talking about now?

[brandon-linsley]

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And we don't know which one to choose But either way, we're gonna lose Still we pray but Even love couldn't save us We wake up On a bed of guns and roses