Brandy

Uncensored, Unbelievable & Completely Uncontrollable. I am just me. 💋

[brandyhughart]

My handicap nephews idol and requested I made him a poster of Elvis Presley.

[brandyhughart]

I wrote and drew this while I was incarcerated, I decided to paint it. Just a reminder of not to go back to where I was at.)

I know what I am,

I also know I will fall, crawl, stumble and crumble underneath the weight of it all.

But-

I will climb up off and under the rubble swinging a heavier hammer than I have, Before I wind up back in the slammer again.

[brandyhughart]

My higher powers painted out

[brandyhughart]

I literally stepped into my old public shelter/TLP room. Thinking it’s changed so much I wouldn’t recognize it. Everything changes, gets destroyed, replaced or repainted in time. I open the door and it was a frozen time capsule of my drunken past. 4years ago, 4 inches of dust and little sprinkles of what I left behind. Untouched since I left.

Instead of bad intoxicated memories, I cleaned the room, the mess I created and closed the door for good with a forgiving smile. A spiritual experience I will never forget.

I felt self compassion for my first time. A closure or lift that needed to be lifted. I don’t understand why all that waited?untouched, unused, locked up, forgot about when it’s a public building for human services. Until I came back. Signs of a higher power and I was listening.

(No this is not a metaphor, real life, real situation but now mentally in a different place)

[brandyhughart]

I am Aries; My fire destroys my past, cleanses then replenishes to start a new future.