[bravepaladin]

hello! I'm a Mike Wheeler fictive in a DID system. This is my yapping blog

I'm a minor

。mike speaking - me

。(not) mike speaking - by headmates who aren't me

。spilled thoughts - vent posts

。reblogs

since ive been asked a few times: sourcemates are fine to interact :)

[bravepaladin]

whenever i get into a new media the fictives of the media i was previously obsessed with start descintegrating. discinegratkng. dissolving like pills. i cant spell

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i really wish i was alive during the 70s-80s and was in a power pop britpop mod band

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im in a voice acting club adn the main criticism im getting is so ennunciate my words. but im pretty sure i have a speech impediment sob

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i hate the duffers so much i started writing an album about what should've happened

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well on the bright side i got so emotional that my mom finally hugged me and asked me if i was okay

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I HATE MILEVEN

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FFUUUUKCKCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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im standing outside in the freezing cold becayse its the only place j can cry

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spoilers

THEY GAVE WILL AN EPILOGUE BIYFRIEND that shoudlve been me

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spoilers

i started sobbing and shaking during the mike and el kiss and my mum noticed i couldng fucking tell ber because she sould hate me but j need to cry so bad BUT J CANT this shit is so ass i hate rhe duffers

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for some reason ive convinced my brain that byler getting together will make my 2026 amazing but if its queerbait then 2026 will be horrible

[bravepaladin]

Are you okay with doubles?

no

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i read a paper on did and now i feel like im broken

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i wish we didnt split a mike introject.. its a weird feeling to watch yourself become a shell of a character, i hope the finale delivers at least

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i just finished volume 2. will byers the man you are. however. did i just get queerbaited. that was the most dissapointing volume ive ever seen

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how do i tell my cultpilled mother that i have religious trauma without her thinking im a satanist