@brazyspirit

INTO THE SHADOWS.

[brazyspirit]

# 𝐵𝑅𝐴𝑍𝑌𝑆𝑃𝐼𝑅𝐼𝑇 .  an independent multimuse canon & original character roleplay blog , written by em ( twenty-eight, she & they) . discord is available for trusted mutuals. dni: muses and muns under 21 years old, exclusive smut blogs or fcs with problematic behaviour/allegations against them.

↳ carrd. ↳ opens. ↳ memes. ↳ wanted plots.

[brazyspirit]

hiii friends!👋🏼 i'm em (she/they), 28 and based in gmt timezone. had a lil time away but i'm back and looking to find some fresh rp partners!!

looking for the following pairings, canon or au. big lover of a steady mix of angst, fluff & smut.

shane x ilya (heated rivalry) - i'm happy to write as either

buck x eddie (9-1-1) - i'd be writing as buck

full list of my muses here

drop me a dm or like this post and i'll message you! 

[brazyspirit]

hi hi! life has been very cruel lately, but i'm trying my best to get back into writing. i'll be dropping all previous threads and starting fresh, so drop this a like if you wanna plot ! <3

[super-bl00m]

okay hear me out...muse A and muse B are both musicians who are doing their first tour together. they're both relatively big and playing stadiums - one is the opener and one is the headliner or they're co-headliners. both of them never date within the industry or in general really, but after a few weeks on tour they've developed a chemistry that they're desperate to hide from their band mates and tour crew. they start up an ~unofficial~ secret fling between them. during days off, they're running around whatever city they're in sneaking around with each other, when they're on stage together it looks like they're playing up the song they duet on but are really just in their feels, when the rest of their tour mates are asleep on the bus they're whispering in the corner and doing other cute things. someone please give this to me xoxo

[luciferaesthetic-rp]

Are you telling me the idea of a big intimidating scary guy having an obsessive crush with an adorable lady that runs a tiny bakery and banging the soul from her body on the counter while they’re both covered in flour and fuckery isn’t something the world needs?

[cruelsummerx-archive]

Day 1 of asking for a bodyguard x person he's sworn to protect plot

[brazyspirit]

hiii friends!👋🏼 i'm em (she/they), 28 and based in gmt timezone. had a lil time away but i'm back and looking to find some fresh rp partners!!

looking for the following pairings, canon or au. big lover of a steady mix of angst, fluff & smut.

shane x ilya (heated rivalry) - i'm happy to write as either

buck x eddie (9-1-1) - i'd be writing as buck

full list of my muses here

drop me a dm or like this post and i'll message you! 

[brazyspirit]

migraine weather has hit me with full force but i'll be back for replies / starters as soon as i can see straight !!

[rosyviews]

open to: any muses! (switches, vers/bottom/tops) / connection: any pre-established! friends with benefits, coworkers with benefits, regular hookups, etc. / plot: cillian is having a shit week, acting very un...cillian. he's tired of being the one doing all the work, always pursuing, being the one vulnerable and showing desire, always domming.

       ( 💔 )     ⋅ ⋅ ⋅    "you know what?" cillian speaks against their collarbone, lips brushing against it before he's pulling back. sits back on their lap where he's straddling them in the hotel bed, lacking his usual lust for life demeanor as his jaw is tight. "i can't do this. not right now, not tonight." climbs off their lap and off the bed; grateful he hadn't completely stripped yet. knows he invited the other over, knows he was the one that pushed them against the bed and helped rid them of most of their clothes. but he's tired of the game, tired of being the only one initiating & showing any sort of intensity. "here, put them back on." words twang with his accent as their shirt & pants are tossed onto the bed.

[brazyspirit]

jackson was taken aback by the other's sudden change in behaviour. he frowned as cillian pulled away and climbed off the bed, his shirt and pants being thrown carelessly in his direction. "hey, what's going on?" he asked as he tugged his pants on, standing up from the bed to pull them over his hips. he could feel the frustration radiating from the other's body. Despite every cell in his body telling him not to push it, jackson stepped toward the other and let his hand rest at the small of cillian's back as he spoke. "it's okay. you can talk to me, cilli. what is it?"

[etxrnaleclipse]

Carlos focused on TK's voice to ground him, to bring him back to reality, back to the moment. Because TK was right. He wasn't there, wasn't in that house anymore. He was home, safe, with the man he loved. That counted for everything, and yet it was still hard to fully believe. Hard to accept the fact that they won, they stopped Darryl and Trudie's reign of terror. They had come out alive, but at a cost. He turned around to face his fiance with a deep breath, leaning into the tender touch of TK's hand across his cheek.

"I love you, TK. So much." he replied, voice a whisper as he looked into the other's eyes for a few moments, silence taking over while he allowed his hand to be taken. All of these little things, tiny moments taken for granted so often, now feeling like they were the very sustenance of his entire life after fearing he might lose them forever. With a soft sigh, Carlos moved so that he could rest his forehead against TK's, closing his eyes while appreciating the mere presence of the other. It truly was amazing how much Tyler's presence alone could do to help soothe him. "Thank you for not giving up."

[brazyspirit]

one of tyler's hands moved to rest against carlos' chest, his fingers ghosting over the skin where he'd performed cpr on his fiancé just a few days prior. whenever he closed his eyes, all he could see was the other unconscious on the floor, drifting away as his heart stopped beneath his touch. knowing how close he came to losing the man he loved more than anything only solidified his desire to marry him sooner rather than later. "i know, babe," he reassured as carlos pressed their foreheads together, soaking up every second of affection he could from the other. he promised himself that he'd never take any of their time together for granted, after all, they'd both had their fair share of situations that could have ended much more sinisterly. tk cupped carlos' face, his thumbs caressing each of his cheeks as he tilted his head up, pressing a soft, sweet kiss to his lips. "i'll never, ever give up on you," he promised, nudging their noses together. "i know that no matter how mad we are at each other, we'll always come home. i knew something wasn't right when you didn't."

[nottheemuse]

She returned his kiss quickly, but didn't let herself linger, didn't trsut herself not to ruin the night by pushing him further inside, retracing her steps back to his bed. "Don't!" Cora didn't recognize herself, the way she hid in plain sight, twisting slightly, covering half of her face with a hand, laughing at how ridiculous it was. "But no, really, thank you. " A blush stayed fixed on her cheeks around him. Still, she was shameless in the way she drank in the sight of him. "You're a handsome devil as always."

She'd never felt so shy with someone in her life, so uncertain, so convinced that he'd be looking for a flaw in her. Maybe she felt that way, because she'd still been hunting for one in him. So far, she hadn't had a bit of luck. Still, she couldn't let a good thing be just that, so she was still on edge with him. Cora could feel those defenses as she let him lead her, surprisingly, to the roof of his building.

Taking in the setup, she found herself positively flumoxed, and she turned to face him, a full-fledged smile on her face, leaving her nose and eyes scrunched. "I love this." She bit back what she really wanted to say, and took the lead, tugging him behind her as she inspected his work. "No lie, this is the sweetest thing anyone has ever done for me." Stopping them just beside the blanket, she was back on her tip toes, kissing him softly, slowly, before pulling back while keeping close, grinning up at him. "Thank you. You're unreal, I swear."

[brazyspirit]

jamie grinned as she gave her approval, his teeth sinking into his lower lip as she examined the display he had made. between the pillows and blankets was two servings of the homemade pasta he'd brought up just before cora's arrival, along with some wine, and an array of chocolates, his cookies, and strawberries for dessert. he wanted to always be the reason she had the smile she was wearing in that moment, jamie making a silent vow to himself that he would always spoil her and show cora exactly how much he cared for her. "you think so? huh, I guess i can be a bit of a romantic when i try," he teased, though happily returned the kiss as she leaned up towards him. his hands found her waist, holding her close against his chest as they kissed. when cora pulled away, he returned the smile, chuckling softly as he shook his head. "right back atcha, sweetheart," he grinned, moving to sit down on the blanket, gently tugging her down with him. "it should still be hot. i ran it up here just before you came," he reassured, nodding his head towards the pasta as he reached for the bottle of wine, making a start on opening it. "i figured a relaxed night where we can enjoy each other's company, talk and make the most of the clear night would be pretty perfect for us."

[nottheemuse]

Cora felt her gut twist at Jamie's admission, her lips forming a soft frown, trying hard not to make this about her or about the sadness and anger she felt for him. It only felt right to share her own... stuff... even if it made her uncomfortable. Even if the discomfort showed in the way she twisted in his arms, moving for no reason other than the nerves she felt to her bones.

"My mom died when I was young, right?" She'd shared that she'd lost both of her parents with him, but had never gotten into the nitty gritty. Could never bring herself to talk about those things via something as impersonal as a DM. A DM, a conversation with him feeling that way now felt laughable enough to pull a little chuckle from her. "My dad lost it. Became a drunk. Hated us for existing." That familiar protective band in her chest clenched at the thought of the younger version of herself and her brother. "Caleb took the brunt of the anger, but I got my fair share too."

"So after my dad finally bit the dust," It was spoken with a pure sense of relief, the kind she felt anytime she remembered that he was gone and couldn't come back. "Caleb figured out how to maintain custody of me, and he raised me. And I'm glad he did it, but sometimes I feel like my life amounts to making sure he's proud of me. Like I'm trying to pay him back for something I never asked for. And then I feel like a selfish monster and I want to vanish. And I guess really all of that counts as my secret, because I've never said it outloud to anyone before."

[brazyspirit]

jamie felt cora tense up and turn slightly in his arms, a subtle movement that he probably wouldn't have noticed if he wasn't so infatuated with her. he nodded in confirmation, giving her a gentle squeeze to remind her that he was right here, no matter what cora decided to share. he listened intently, letting her unpack the trauma of her childhood in silence, soaking in every piece of information she was giving him. jamie loved hearing cora talk, no matter the subject, and learning things about her quickly became one of his favourite things to do. "i'm glad you at least had caleb," he spoke, voice soft as he glanced down at her. "i don't know the guy, but I bet he did it because you're his sister, and he loves you. i really doubt he's expecting accolades in return," he reassured, a playful smile tugging on his lips. "though, i'd say i'd be pretty damn proud of you. you can hold your own, you travel the world. you're incredible, cora. you deserve to give yourself more credit."

[brazyspirit]

"Nobody understands me like you do." (Dex to Buck)

difficult calls weren't unheard of for buck. he'd lost count of the times they'd been called to a structure fire and arrived too late to stop it from crushing to the ground, or being unable to save someone from a rescue. usually, he was able to compartmentalise. the second he was out of his uniform, the pressure of the job and the failures from that day disappeared until the next shift. some days, that wasn't the case, much like today. buck had been on a rescue mission at an apartment complex, taking directions from chimney, who was managing the situation outside, and the dispatch call handler that was thankfully still on the line with the caller he was searching for. it felt like hours wading through the smoke and burning furniture, struggling to locate the correct apartment since most of the painted door numbers had already burnt to a crisp. it ended successfully; buck locating the woman with the help of the dispatcher, and after being checked over by the paramedics, buck felt himself being pulled to one place in particular. he entered the dispatch centre with a smile, under the guise that he was simply visiting maddie, insisting that she had to see if he was okay with her own eyes. "maddie, i promise i'm okay. i had oxygen and they cleared me," he reassured her, though his eyes were scanning the dispatch floor, wondering which of the handlers was the man who had helped him through today's call. it seemed like maddie caught on to his train of thought as she pointed over to a desk in the corner, buck walking over and gently tapping the man's shoulder after confirming he wasn't on a call. "uh, hey. i'm buck, the firefighter you helped out earlier in that maze of an apartment complex. i just wanted to drop by and say thank you."

[luckieangel]

“I’m too old for you, kid,” before he is rearranging your guts

[gifsbyem]

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[imsofuckinggayomfg]

"i'm too old for you" sir, the age gap is literally one of the things that got me attracted to you in the first place

[rebeccabreeds]

childhood best friends slash roommates who get immensely drunk one night and have sex and then just continue to keep doing it because that’s the only way they think they can have each other. spoiler: they’re both in love with each other and have been for years, but don’t wanna say shit about it because they’re afraid of losing each other. cue angst.