I'm lowkey crazy (and shameless) asf
(i like my boundaries, and do not take kindly to them being disrespected.(i'll literally just instantly block you))
!!old enough to be in college!!
i’m in college and i use this blog to share/reblog teacher crush/attachment things. you’ll mostly find me ranting about my tc on here basically hahaha. I speak three languages (so far, planing on learning more tho (currently learning my fourth one)) but will only be using english on here. i have two siblings, sam (they/them) and gabe (gabriel) (he/him), which i might mention every once in a while. (a lot of my posts are scheduled, so that's why i might not reply but post something)
some of my favorite things:
history & politics
reading (especially historical books)
playing chess
animals (especially cats, sharks, bumblebees and dogs)
listening to music
nature
watching movies, shows and anime
candles
flowers (and their language)
symbolisms
my favorite lyrics:
كلام عينيه في الغرام أحلى من الأغاني
(his eyes are telling more beautiful words than any song)
~ sherine - كلام عينيه (kalam eineh)
‼️DISCLAMER: I ONLY HAVE ONE (1) TC, HIM, THE REST ARE JUST RANDOM TEACHERS THAT I WANNA YAP ABOUT EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE‼️
he:
is my tc (i only have one tc, him)
is around his mid/late 50's
has salt and pepper hair
has a son and a daughter
is apparently married 😔 (sadly not to me)
handsome asf
is a very calm person
if you look up the definition of "overworked" he's gonna show up
always wears a business casual suit
is a nerd
vibe: my future husband
relationship with me: student & teacher that are oddly cordial with each other
why this color? that's his hair color 😋 (a lot of symbolism, i know😃)
he ("jade"):
is a rather sweeter older man who tries his best with my class
is 60 (he randomly told me his bday and age lmao)
really, really loves his subject and is very passionate about it
calls everyone just "you" instead of their name
is lowkey overworked
is one of the department heads of my college
is just a chill guy (i don't think this man is able to get angry ngl)
vibe: great uncle/grandpa
relationship with me: friendly student & teacher
why this color? this is a special shade of green called "jade" (#00A36C), it symbolizes calm, wisdom, and harmony. it also represents self-reflection, calmness, strength, creativity, and cheerfulness.
he ("cyan"):
no one can tell me that he does not have adhd-
is hyper asf
is a very sweet guy
has a bit of a short temper (adhd)
is somewhere in his early 40's
would probably do flic flacs around the classroom if he knew how to
is one of the department heads of my college
is his boss (as the department head)
likes to talk smack, especially about him (specifically with him)
most dramatic person to have ever walked this earth
vibe: uncle
relationship with me: niece and uncle (we're not actually related tho)
why this color? this is a special shade of blue called "cyan" (#7DF9FF), it also symbolizes excitement, liveliness, and enthusiasm. it also represents liveliness, dramatism, and dynamism.
he ("tan"):
is his subordinate
if you see he and him interact, you'd think that it's the other way around
he and him are besties
he and him teach the same subject of mine together
is basically like a kindergarten teacher to him
is very sweet
is very calm
he and him are the best duo frfr
is the exact opposite of him when it comes to energy, he's a bit lethargic and calm and he's extremely enthusiastic and restless
likes to talk smack, especially about him (specifically with him)
it's giving mom
vibe: mom
relationship with me: normal/typical student & teacher
why this color? this is a special shade of orange called "tan" (#A0522D), it symbolizes a sense of security, stability, comfort, and warmth. it also represents humility, reliability and honesty.
he ("lemon"):
is my class teacher
doesn't know when one of his "jokes" is too much
has a funny dialect
no one really likes him, not even his colleagues
talks a lot of shit (as in misinformation)
i'm probably one of the only ones who kinda gets along with him, since i used to be friends with his son in kindergarten (but i'm also able to get along with everybody, so)
is like that one aunt who never stops talking
if you talk to him one on one, he'll tell you sooo much random stuff (i know a few things regarding him bc of him)
vibe: that one obnoxious aunt (that never stops talking)
relationship with me: normal/typical student & teacher
why this color? this is a special shade of yellow called "lemon" (#FAFA33), it symbolizes impatience, emotional fragility and selfishness. it also represents lacking compassion and impulsivity.
he ("plum"):
is like the biggest prick on this earth
is about the same height as me, yet still looks 120cm (i'm 1,70m)
is the most arrogant man you'll ever meet
is my class' sports teacher (glad that i don't have to participate in his class)
is the biggest creep to ever exist
i wouldn't be surprised at all if he was gonna get arrested for being a pdf-file
my biggest opp even tho i don't even have him
if he was burning and i had a bucket of water, i'd empty the bucket in the nearest drain and hit him with the empty bucket repeatedly (i'd actually let him burn)
vibe: pdf-file 😐
relationship with me: none. minimum distance: 20 meters.
why this color? this is a special shade of purple called "plum" (#8E4585), it symbolizes arrogance, pompousness and being cynical. it also represents immaturity and unjustness.
he ("beige"):
bro's the definition of "i don't have to come, right? oh- i do...? *disappears for the next two weeks*"
looks like the most strict teacher on this planet
is actually very sweet
seems strict at first, turns out to be really chill tho
does not give the slightest fuck about anything
literally dropped "y'all- i forgot to make verbal grades lmao, i'm just gonna give everyone a b 🧍♂️" 💀
is somewhere in his early 60's (why tf are nearly all of my teachers around that age?? 😭)
i don't think this man likes anyone, he just hates everyone equally
his literal colleagues didn't know that he's married, i was the only one who knew (until i accidentally told him about it, since i thought that he knew), since sam used to go to school with his son
is my informatics teacher
vibe: great uncle
relationship with me: normal/typical student & teacher
why this color? this is a special shade of white called "beige" (#C4B797), it symbolizes simplicity, reliability, and neutrality. it also represents calmness and unpretentiousness.
he ("bronze"):
i see him all the time even tho he's not one of my teachers
is superrr kind and sweet
pls adopt me :(
is always really silly and goofy with me (we match each other's freaks (ONLY in a platonic and familial way)) frfr)
i normally tell ppl "don't worry, you're not getting rid of me that easily (jokingly)" but for once he's the one telling me that instead of the other way around :')<3
he's my new dad, idc if he agreed to it or not, i just decided that and my decision is final
my favorite baldie frfr
PLEASE ADOPT ME 😭
is single handedly healing my father issues
gives me random high fives or fist bumps (i love shit like that sm)
is always praising me to my actual teachers and telling other teachers how cool and nice i am (brothaaa 😭🫶)
did i already mention that i want him to adopt me?
vibe: dad
relationship with me: dad-ish and daughter-ish (sadly not actually related tho)
why this color? this is a special shade of brown called "bronze" (#CD7F32), it symbolizes support, warmth, and honesty. it also represents strength and maturity.
(i'm gonna add more from time to time, since i wanna talk a bit more about my other teachers aswell since most of my teachers are incredible)
a bit ago i talked to him and asked if the doc is gonna be at the conference as well (there was a conference with me as the class rep., two other class reps., the schools administration and the sports teacher regarding the sports teacher's behavior). his face shifted a bit and he instantly was like "[the docs last name] has nothing to do with that at all. ....mhm.." (his tone was rlly off and pissed while his tone was normal before that but the "mhm.." was the softest and most quietest "mhm" i've ever heard from him and he uses "mhm" quite often (ngl, my heart kinda melted when he made that sound bc- holy shit was that soft wtf)). around a minute or so later he went back to that and was like "...[the docs last name] is not needed there.."
i've literally never heard anyone say a name in such a derogatory way before 💀 and the thing is, HE JUST USED THE DOCS LAST NAME. didn't use "mr", "dr." or "mr dr." JUST THE DOCS LAST NAME (over here it's seen as highlyyy disrespectful and rude to do so). AND HE SAID HIS NAME IN SUCH A PISSED TONE.
a few weeks later (after the conference) we we're talking about the conference again and he, COMPLETELY OUT OF NO WHERE, was like "mr dr. [docs last name] may also be there the next time... for his class as the class teacher.." at that point i had literally forgotten ALL about the doc and he just randomly said that.
WHERE DID THAT COME FROM? AND WHERE TF DID ALL OF THE DISRESPECT FROM THE FIRST TIME COME FROM?? HE'S LITERALLY THE MOST RESPECTFUL MAN EVER?? THAT TOOK ME BY SURPRISE SOOO BADLY HOLY SHIT.
like-
they do not seem to have a problem with each other AT ALL (i literally saw them talking to each other completely chill a few days before that. i also saw them laughing together a few times before so it's not like they just don't like each other)
he literally got so pissed when i brought up the doc the one time
he remembered that i asked about him like weeksss before that (while i forgot that the doc even exists) and was still worked up about it enough to comment on it really randomly
him having a pissed tone is so out of character since he's literally so good at hiding what he's thinking/feeling (so he must have been pissed ASFFF to have such a reaction)
where i live it's superrr disrespectful and rude as hell to call someone by their last name without any sort of title
the docs last name literally sounded like a fucking slur when he said it 😭
last but not least, it wasn't even true that the doc "has nothing to do with that at all.", he actually has A LOT to do with that whole topic (and he knows that). that's literally the only reason i asked about the doc in the first place lmao
like- dudeee, i literally sat there, thinking like "oh? is someone a bittt jealous? 👀" i also told a classmate/friend about that bc i found it kinda odd that he reacted that way, and she was just like "OOP- oh he's jealousss alright 👀"
For most people, life doesn’t truly begin until they’re 26-30 or older. The way we romanticize and obsess over youth is super harmful. Your life is not over at 21, I promise you. It’s just beginning
