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I want my gay rights now! - Marsha P. Johnson (NYC Pride Parade, 1973)

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Maya Plisetskaya as Odette, 1957.

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LA VÉRITÉ BEEN IT

Truth Hurts, LIZZO // La Vérité, Jules Joseph Lefebvre (1870)

I have been with my partner for 6 months now and it has been amazing. I really love them a whole lot and this is the healthiest relationship I’ve ever been in. They were so supportive during my fall semester when I was writing my masters capstone project and stressed as hell and even now when I’m searching for a “big girl job” they are so supportive and have even sent me job openings they thing I would be happy in. As someone with depression I never thought it was possible for another person to make me so happy and truly want to make myself better for them. I’m just really mushy and feel so lucky that they love me as much as I love them. Things are just so different and good with them and I’ve even started contemplating marriage. I have always assumed I’d never get married and that was fine with me. But now things are different. They said they would relocate with me if I get a job in a different state or even country... they lived in Europe for 5 years and returned to the US to care for their parents but are willing to move anywhere to be with me. Which is crazy. Sometimes I wonder why they are with me. I am almost 25 and they just turned 33, they have a job and are a whole ass adult, I don’t have a job and am basically a fetus. But they care about me and want to be with me. I am just happy and need to vent about it

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Sometimes you meet someone, and it’s so clear so immediately that the two of you, on some level, belong together. As lovers, or as friends, or as family, or as something entirely different. You just work, whether you’re in love or creating things together or foxhole buddies or partners in crime. It’s so clear, right off the bat, that this is what you’re supposed to be doing, that this is what you’re for. You meet these people throughout your life, out of nowhere, under the strangest of circumstances, and they help you make a life. I don’t know if that makes me believe in coincidence, or fate, or sheer blind luck, but. It definitely makes me believe in something.

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Some guy at Chicago Pride (2018) dressed up as Spider-Man and climbed the roof to drop rainbow bead necklaces for people who spotted him.

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Two other pictures my friend took from across the street

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You are the dancing queen. Young and sweet, Chancellor Palpatine

Things are okay and I feel okay. Which is rare but damn does it feel good

Got my grades back for the spring semester and I got all A’s. I finished the academic class portion of my program with a 3.8 GPA and I got good feedback on a huge paper I wrote about Soviet monuments and cultural heritage that might just end up being my capstone topic. I have been able to take multiple dance classes a week at a company I like in the city with teachers who kick my ass every class. I start my official internship next week at a museum of performing arts and design, I just got offered a job as a children’s ballet teacher for the summer with a solid possibility of becoming a regular instructor there in August. So yeah, I am feeling good mentally and I’m so much less stressed right now which is great. I’ve gotten to be more social and I just hope this lasts a bit. I don’t want to go back to sad and stressed and not eating again. I hope things keep going as well for me as they are right now. I fucking deserve it tbh

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