An untold story from a private clinic in southern sweden
It's a gray rainy day in June, you are sitting at home in your solitude. Your phone buzz, a message shows up, its from a number you don't recognise, but you open it anyway.
'We know you want to be a patient for a day.' you slowly read as your heart begins to beat faster and harder. Who are these people and how do they know this about me?
'We want you to come to our clinic on Fifth Street on June 8th at 8 am for a consultation. Kind regards, the F Clinic'
You quickly write a reply. 'Who are you and how did you get my phone number?' You also quickly write a message to Sara, your best friend, who knows about your odd fantasies. But Sara has no idea what you are talking about. Asking you if you are okay. Shortly after the first message, another one appears, with instructions to fill out a health questionnaire.
At first, you're very hesitant and scared, but after Googling the clinic and understanding what they do, you open the health questionnaire. Answering questions about your height and weight, previous health history, and questions about your sexual health.
----------Day's pass-----------
The night to June 8th, you have not been able to sleep, yet you sit straight up, wide awake when the alarm rings at 6:45 a.m that morning. You quickly look at the message you received yesterday, which said you're not allowed to eat or drink anything, and that you need to shower and shave your pubic hair.
The clinic is half an hour from your home. Imagining what will happen today as you walk towards the bus that will take you to the address.
When you step into the clinic through the large doors, you are struck by a sense of calm. The small, cold room contains a few chairs and a small reception. The woman at the reception desk looks up from her computer and gestures for you to sit down in one of the chairs. Time seem to pass in slow motion until the doctor suddenly appears out of nowhere, standing between the reception and the examination room.
'Hi, my name is Doctor Fetish and I will take care of you today.'
You quickly stand up and walk towards the doctor, shake hands with him and follows him into the examination room.
'Please take off your clothes and change into our clinics chlotes' the doctor says and hands over a long white shirt. You are confused as to why you haven't been given any underwear but you don't dare to ask the doctor. Placin the shirt over your shoulders and closing all the buttons.
Doctor Fetish shows you to a narrow examination table. With support of his hand, you sit up on the table, the doctor then helps you to lay down.
'I'll start with an external examination,' the doctor says and opens the shirt and exposes your chest. He then takes out his stethoscope and begins to listen to your heart and lungs.
The doctor then proceeds to open more buttons on your shirt and exposes your abdomen. He listens with the stethoscope for a few seconds before proceding to palpate all over your stomach. Around your belly button and pelvic area, you flinch slightly, from a sudden sharp pain.
'Did this hurt?' the doctor said, pressing on the area again.
'Yes,' you answear shortly, feeling the sharp pain once again.
'I dont think we can continue our project until we've addressed your pain,' the doctor said, placing a light hand on your shoulder. 'Let me help you.
The doctor steps away from you and picks up his phone, quickly dialing a number and puts the phone to his ear. You can't hear the conversation that is taking place but you see the doctor nodding. The doctor ends the call and turns towards you, smiling softly. He walks up to you and once again place his hand on your shoulder.
'Don't worry, I asked a colleague to come in and help me. We need to do an exploratory laparoscopy. You shouldn't be in this much pain.'
A wave of fear washes over you. Your heart starts to race and your stomach tightens. This is not what you expected to happen. The doctor helps you up from the examination table and leads you out into the hall and you walk further down the corridors of the clinic.
You are shown to a large white door and entering the room you see a small operating table in the middle of the room, with sharp lights and a big machine next to it. The wave of fear returns in the form of a tsunami. You look up at the doctor with fear in your eyes.
'What is this, what are you going to do to me?' feelin tears growing in your eyes
The doctor lead you to the operating table and lift you onto the table. Shortly after, another man opens the door. You get even more worried.
'Hi, my name is Doctor Sevorane and I'm going to help Doctor Fetish with your procedure today.'
The man slowly walks further into the room and at the operating table the two doctors each take one of your arms and straps them to the armrests on the sides of the table. You try your hardest to get out of their grip but after a while of struggling, you realize you can't do anything. They are two against one, you dont stand a chance.
You get goosebumps from the cold air in the room. Doctor Sevorane sees this and gently puts a blanket over you. He seems to smile slightly under his mask. You can not understand why they try to look kind, in this terrifying moment. Another wave of fear wash over you.
Doctor S then proceeds to prepare you by placing a blood pressure cuff on your right arm, you get a pulse ox on a finger on your left hand. Doctor S then lifts your shirt and exposes your bare chest. He puts five sticky circles on your chest and connects them to the EKG electrodes. You close your eyes, trying to hold back the tears and fear, turning your head to the side.
During this time more people have entered the room, a man and a woman in similar scrubs have started to set up a sterile table with all kinds of instruments. Doctor Fetish walks up to you, placing his hand on your chest.
'Its time for you to get put to sleep.' doctor Sevorane says with a soft voice. He tries to place a mask over your face but you try your best to escape his grip, shaking your head back and forth. Doctor Sevorane gets angry and shout at you to stop messing around.
'It's for your own good. You need this!'
You stop and lay completely still, in pure fear. Doctor Sevorane places the mask over your mouth and nose. 'First i'll give you some oxygen.' You feel the light air flowing into your lungs.
'Just take some deep breaths for me' he calmly says and stroke you cheek. You take a few slow deep breaths, and doctor sevorane then star to turn the dial on the anesthesia machine, adding the anesthetic gas. You drift of to sleep and the doctor now takes a better hold of your face and the anaesthesia mask, pressing them tightly together. He then lifts your chin up to open your airway even more. Pushing breath after breath into your lungs with the help of the breathing bag.
After a minute or two he gently lifts the mask and your face droops as you are now sedated. He gently tips your face up into the sniffing air position to make the intubation easier. He places the LMA into your mouth, and firmly pushes it deeper down your throat. The LMA is then filled with air and it gently move as it adjust itself to your larynx. After hooking you up to the ventilator and taping the tube to your face, he tells his colleagues that you are ready. He opens the shirt so that the unknown man and woman can start preparing you for surgery.
They gently lift your legs placing them in the stirrups. This exposes your pelvic area. The woman then places a catheter in your bladder and hook it up to a urine bag. Doctor Fetish and the assistants leave the room shortly and returns a few minutes later, arms wet from the antiseptic hand wash. Donning surgical gowns and gloves.
The woman begins to wash you with a cotton ball drenched in alcohol to prep the surgical area. Rubbing another cold cotton swab all over your abdomen. She pays special attention to the belly button as it usuallly can be full of bacterias. Adding the alcohol to another cotton swab, dragging the fluid up on my inner thighs. She then changes to a more gentle cleaning solution and begins to clean my labias and inside of my vagina, changing the swab a couple of times. The man soon comes over and starts draping your body. Adding a drape on the top of your abdomen and handing it over to doctor S to seperate the surgical field from the anesthesiologist. Adding more drapes on your torso and draping each leg in the stirrups.
Doctor F steps up to you laying on the table. 'Scalple please, miss Mia.' he says and places his hand opened in the air. The woman grabs the scalple and hands it to doctor F. He makes the first incision around your belly button, the blood slowly appears. He proceeds to place the camera port in the incision, taking some time to pierce the other layers of tissiue. He then makes three more incisions on your abdomen and ad the c02 line and other instruments. He inflate the abdomen using the carbondioxide, making it easier to see my internal organs. After looking throug my entire abdomen, doctor F is getting more and more worried as he can't seem to find what your problem is. But as he lifts up your left ovarie he can see the big cyst. He proceeds to remove the cyst very carefully, making sure it does'nt rupture. As they finish the procedure doctor F slowly remove each instrument and starts stiching the incisions closed.
'I didnt have time to examine her internaly' doctor F says, moving to the stirrups. He lifts the drape covering your pelvic area and to his surprise you are very wet. 'This can not be right' dr F says in chock. 'Her labias are so swolen. She is completly soaked.' Dr F proceeds to examine you as you suddenly feel two of dr f's cold gloved fingers embracing your labias, spreading them apart. Then dr f inserts three fingers into you and prosceeds to examine your vagina and cervix. Gently placing his other hand on your lower abdomen and palpating your ovaries and uterus.
He slowly removes his fingers and grabs a metal speculum from the table of instruments. Yet again you feel his fingers seperating your labia and then the cold metal of the speculum beeing inserted. He slowly opens it to its fullest, feeling the tension it creats. He checks thoroughly and suddenly spots a deep red mark on the right side of your cervix. 'Please give me a curette' he says and Mia hands him a smal instrument. You suddenly feel a sharp pain as doctor F scrapes the spot away. He drops the lesion into a container and asks Mia to send it tho the pathologist urgently. He then slowly release the speculum and removes it completly, its covered in blood but also in vaginal fluid. 'She is the perfect patient!' doctor Fetish says. 'We need to keep her for further testing.' He looks over to dr Sevorane and they both nodd. As the drapes are removed, they lay your legs bac on the table. Dr S then removes the ventilator and connect it to an ambu bag. Grabbing the small vitals monitor from the hub and moving the bed out of the room, down the hall into a bigger room with soft lighting. Along the wall other women are hooked up to ventilators, kept sedated. He places your bed at number 10 and connects you to the ventilatior. 'Welcome to project Fetish. We will get go know you more later' He softly whisper in your ear.
All this time you have been aware of all the procedures, from the intubation and incisions to the internal vaginal exam but unable to object because of the anesthesia. Feeling the LMA deep in your throat, and the air flowing in and out with each breath. The cold swabs washing your abdomen and the cleaning of your vagina and cervix. This means you were the perfect patient after all for their project. Examening the factors that can make a woman aroused during a surgery or procedure. Despite you showing fear in the beginning you were actually enjoying it all in your sedated state.
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