Med control & lack of control

Anons and DM open, minors DNI. A secret little blog about most things medical, some etc. that strikes me. 30-something cis guy here - rather switchy, pan feels most accurate. Restraints, tubes, wires, resus, attempts at writing.

[thefrogprinceofbellair]

Are we ready to begin?

[doctorlarch]

My art, rb from main.

[anaesthetichypnoticdreams-deact]

Interesting perspective

We can assume that anaesthesia induction has already taken place and that the patient is now awaiting surgery.

From this angle, the patient's face cannot be seen. The focus is on the mask, the harness and the hoses. We get the impression that the patient is merely an object, connected to the machine that is delivering the gas.

[dr-m0rte]

The anesthesia should keep you unconscious for the entire procedure, but there's a chance you'll wake up before I'm finished, and if that happens...well...that's what the restraints are for darling

-Dr. Mortè

[medcontrol-uncontrol]

Tough, but fair I think.

[theicu]

Monitors and machines beep as she lays connected to life support

[medcontrol-uncontrol]

Such a fantastic ambiance... 💕

[t3ddybrr]

the feeling of their gloves against my skin as i wait for the experiment to start >>>

[andmybody2surgeons]

There's really something special about the dynamics of touch: the patient's hand (ungloved) resting on the back of the examiner's hand or fingers (gloved). The patient is laid bare on the exam table, legs strapped securely in the stirrups, but their hands are left free and grab onto something, anything--the doctor's hand that eventually comes within reach. Sometimes it's when he pinches the folds of skin down there and separates them gently for the outer visual inspection of the vagina, or even when he puts a finger inside. It's okay, they're built for that. It's usually when the doctor places his free hand on top of the pubic mound, speculum in his other, that patients react. They panic. They grab at.

They all know they need the examination. He's only trying to help. In a way, it's like negotiating the terms of their surrender. Some patients look away, refusing to meet the doctor's eyes. Too embarrassed or scared. They'll respond to questions though, small yes's and no's, or yes and no-adjacent noises if that's more manageable for them. They're not covering their holes or fighting him. Their hand around the doctor's wrist or on his hand is not necessarily a no. It's a go slow. It's a wordless please don't hurt me.

Despite generous lubrication, despite being the perfect size (the doctor can tell from one check with his finger the gauge of the vaginal canal, tightness from nerves, allowances), the speculum blades feel uncomfy and alien and the patient squeezing his hand is a pause. A moment to catch their breath. Loosening means continue. I trust you. They're legs-spread-naked, all shaking knees and fluttering belly, in the middle of being penetrated with a foreign object but this way they have a modicum of control. This way it's intimate. The slightest hand contact. Their little pinkie a lifeline, maintaining touch as if to say I'm still here. Skin on rubber glove, it doesn't matter. It's, we're getting through this together, not, I'm doing this to you. Opening the blades is another slow torture but they can be brave for Doctor, they're doing such a good job for him so far.

[ligoeswild]

I need to open up to a therapist about my medical trauma just for them to recommend an inpatient facility, send me there and have me relive everything until I am “healed”.

Bonus points: Last time the trauma was non-sexual, but this time the doctors believe connecting the experience to lust will trick my brain into believing this is something I want.

[hard--byte]

what, dear mouse, would we all need to be really cool about?

look. look look look. medfet is great: doctors and nurses and surgery suff, checkups, cool i guess, fine. but what i really crave is to be an involuntary patient. a long time ago. when things were crueler. i know this is not good. yes i have been inpatient, yes in modern times, and if you have something to say about the mistreatment of patients then or now, i don't want to hear it. this is not the space.

knowing that, you can hit the read more if youre gonna be chill and/or if that kinds stuff isnt triggering for you

i sometimes jerk off to being mistreated that way. i want to be chemically restrained. when that doesnt work, tied down. cuffed properly. a straightjacket would thrill me. i want a nurse who tuts that they don't know know what to do with me. i want a therapist who begs me to tell him what's wrong so i can spit in his face. i want cruel, painful therapies with terrifying machines. at the end of the day i want a doctor who, with no other choice, forces the needle into my skin and makes me go to sleep. routine torture that never breaks me how they want me broken. just shatters me worse a million other ways.

i get so hard thinking about being bound up and foggy in the head. wheeled somewhere i barely recognize, but hell, all white tile looks the same. gloved hand on my cock. one under my nose. hands all over, working the agitation right out of me while i thrash and seize and curse and cry. and the most reaction i get is someone in the corner, scribbling notes, for a file with my name on it that i'll never see.

[medcontrol-uncontrol]

Mistake on the First Day by AlanStrid on DeviantArt

Mistake on the First Day — literature by AlanStrid on DeviantArt. Yet another fairly dark anesthesia story. I've written a very similar stor

This is truly fantastic. Holy damn..

[cheekydyke]

once again day dreaming about being strapped to a medical table and being experimented on!!!!

[theicufloor]

CPR and bagging her

[seizedthebody]

I want i want iwamrttttjrhdhshsj

[gyossefka]

Takato Yamamoto

[medcontrol-uncontrol]

Current favorite part of induction is when the anesthetic in their veins finally, suddenly does it's job - eyes rapidly finish losing focus, their lids quivering softly, they take one last spontaneous breath. They'll have little recollection of ready mask being quickly sealed to their face, made to inhale via the bag attached to the anesthesia circuit as their head is gripped and tilted back. Finally practiced movements as the mask is pulled away to be replaced with the tube navigated down the throat. Just like that, a life is in their hands.

[lovecprfet-deactivated20240622]

I want this done on my resus partner. Do you want to be her?

[hiddendreamsstuff]

Random Resus Lines (in no particular order)

“Babe! Don’t give up on me! The ambulance is almost here!”

“Come on stay with me!”

“I can’t lose you !”

“Pulse check, hold compressions”

“Just breathe for me!”

“No, you can’t stop!”

“Bag her”

“Get her on the monitor”

“24 year old woman, down ten minutes”

“Last shock, come back to us girl”

“You have to save her!”

“Fuck, I’m not getting a pulse!”

“Clear!”

“Tox screen positive for opiates”

“We did everything we could, but we lost her”

“Nothing is working…should we call it?”

“No pulse on the monitor! Start compressions!”

“Her heart want strong enough this time”

“She didn’t make it”

“Baby, please breathe!”

“Shocking again at 360!”

“Damn it…Nothing”

“Doctor it’s been 40 minutes of resuscitation with no response”

“She’s got a pulse”

“Pushing epi!”

“Sweetie, don’t ever do that again”

“She’s gone”

“Time of death 11:54am”

[dr-m0rte]

The anesthesia should keep you unconscious for the entire procedure, but there's a chance you'll wake up before I'm finished, and if that happens...well...that's what the restraints are for darling

-Dr. Mortè

[scoliosed]

sarah sudhoff, exploratory surgery, from the series repository