i'm living, quietly bleeding

vent blog. depressive content, self-harm, blood, cigarettes and lots of whining and self-loathing. i hate everything, so probably you too.

[brokendeceiver]

🤷🏼‍♀️

*shrug emoji* boi idk

i dont understand people and i hate life and i hate how weak i am

I cant even make sense of my emotions and im pissed at her and everyone but i cant even say anything

Molla

[mooncakebunny-deactivated201803]

tbh dating me is like having a pet

reasons -gets separation anxiety -wants your attention all the time -pet me. -I get excited when you get excited -I get sad when you get sad -needs your affection and validation, that’s right tell me I am a good girl. -?????

[fakingitdarling]

[closedforgoodbyelol]

[depression-healthy-carrier]

the worst feeling is not knowing if you should wait or give up

[missblack22]

Nobody:

My brain: …you should just go kill yourself it would make everything so much better

[aidashakur]

i ain’t no weak bitch but i didnt deserve to go through half of the things i’ve experienced

[dumb-a55s]

some of you have never tried to completely alter your personality in a desperate attempt to avoid people leaving you and it shows

[depression-healthy-carrier]

Mom: so if ur friend jumped off a bridge would you do it too?

Me: mom i AM the friend that jumps off the bridge

[01101010-01100100]

yes i have memories. yes they make me insane

[bpdjayjay]

new person: hi!

me: my personality for you will arrive in 5-7 business days once I figure out what makes you happy and how I feel around you

[mszamil-deactivated20220204]

When someone asks you where you see yourself in 5 years and you’re like buddy .. im just trying to make it to Friday

[pariaaaaah]

[ssm-00]

Just show me that I’m important and that’s enough

[d3fendpop-punk-deactivated20170]

[sinnlosekunst]

i can't be alone and i can't be with people

[memespd]