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you have survived the WAR now LIVE with the trauma i sideblog to dcvrsthrn

[brokenmare]

this is an indie isuzu ‘rin’ sohma blog, located as a sideblog to dcvrsthrn. as such, i cannot follow back from this url, but as long as that blog is following you, rest assured that we are mutuals and as such we can interact ic. loved by ari, she/they, pst, 30+.

explores: lifetimes of trauma condensed in one girl, the need to sacrifice her own happiness for those she loves, pain turned into walls thrown up, art as escape, the need to run as far away as she can

[artzandtrash]

goth gf society

[metamorphesque]

― Akwaeke Emezi, The Death of Vivek Oji

[ text ID: What do you do when you’re not allowed to be angry at God? ]

[rpmemesiwanttosee]

My muse has lost their memories.

Send them things you would say or do to bring them back around. Can be as sincere or manipulative as you want.

[rpmemes-gallery]

MUSE IS UNDER TRUTH SERUM FOR ONE HOUR. ASK ME ANYTHING. NOTHING IS OFF LIMITS AND EVERYTHING MUST BE ANSWERED. GO!

[brokenmare]

sohma ‘will kick you if you touch her without consent’ isuzu everyone

[the-chikyuu-times]

[fabledresources]

𝐌𝐈𝐃𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐒  ( 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 𝐎𝐍𝐄 )

part one of prompts pulled from taylor swift’s newest album, midnights. a few prompts might have been split up to make more sense in a rp sense, but most remain unchanged. enjoy <3

𝐋𝐀𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐇𝐀𝐙𝐄

meet me at midnight.

you don’t ever say too much.

you don’t really read into my melancholia.

i’ve been under scrutiny.

you handle it beautifully.

all this shit is new to me.

i’m damned if i do give a damn what people say.

all they keep asking me is if i’m gonna be your bride.

the only kinda girl they see is a one-night or a wife.

they’re bringing up my history, but you weren’t even listening.

you weren’t even listening.

talk your talk and go viral.

i just need this love spiral

get it off your chest

get it off my desk.

𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐍

we lost track of time again

how’d we end up on the floor, anyway?

i see you every day now.

how the hell did we lose sight of us again?

ain’t that the way shit always ends?

i lost you.

that’s a real fucking legacy to leave.

𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐈-𝐇𝐄𝐑𝐎

i have this thing where i get older, but just never wiser.

my depression works the graveyard shift.

i should not be left to my own devices.

i end up in crisis.

i wake up screaming from dreaming.

it’s me… hi.

i’m the problem, it’s me.

i’ll stare directly at the sun, but never in the mirror.

it must be exhausting always rooting for the anti-hero.

did you hear my covert narcissism i disguise as altruism?

one day i’ll watch as you’re leaving, and life will lose all its meaning.

i have this dream my daughter-in-law kills me for the money.

she thinks i left them in the will.

𝐒𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐎𝐍 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐁𝐄𝐀𝐂𝐇

life is emotionally abusive.

time can’t stop me quite like you did.

my flight was awful, thanks for asking.

i’m unglued, thanks to you.

it’s like snow at the beach: weird, but fuckin’ beautiful.

you wanting me tonight feels impossible.

this scene feels like what i once saw on a screen.

i’ve never seen someone lit from within.

to hide that would be so dishonest.

it’s fine to fake it till you make it.

i don’t even dare to wish it

can this be a real thing? can it?

𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐎𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐎𝐖𝐍, 𝐊𝐈𝐃

i play it cool with the best of them.

he’s gonna notice me.

it’s okay, we’re the best of friends.

i didn’t choose this town. i dream of getting out.

there’s just one who could make me stay.

i waited ages to see you there.

i picked the petals… he loves me not.

i play my songs in the parking lot.

i’ll run away.

i gave my blood, sweat, and tears for this.

the jokes weren’t funny.

i took the money

my friends from home don’t know what to say.

everything you lose is a step you take.

you’ve got no reason to be afraid.

you’re on your own, kid. you always have been.

you’re on your own.

you can face this.

[ryutsu]

love her interaction with Tohru 

[riceball-cat]

𝙄'𝙫𝙚 𝙜𝙧𝙤𝙬 𝙪𝙥 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙘𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣, 𝙖𝙩 𝙡𝙚𝙖𝙨𝙩 𝙚𝙣𝙤𝙪𝙜𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙧𝙮 𝙮𝙤𝙪.

[rp-ask-memes-deactivated2026012]

my muse hasn’t slept in days.

scold them on it. yell at them. put them to bed. mess with them. anything your muse wants to do to mine, do it.

[brokenmare]

this may be an ask call who knows~

[eig26]

If anyone has bsd or fruits basket screen caps they’d like me to redraw please send them, I’m all out of inspiration :,)

[brokenmare]

this may be an ask call who knows~

[brokenmare]

oh hey btw rin has a char. sheet….

[brokenmare]

rin learning rogue skills, in her attempt to find a way to free herself from the family. with a pact since birth with the horse spirit. just wanting an escape but not being strong enough to leave.

[brokenmare]

oh hey btw rin has a char. sheet....

[brokenmare]

▌♞ ❝ tohru ( questsy· )

“ … maybe  –  maybe need wasn’t the right word , ”  she tries ,  eyes wide .  “ but it’s nice sometimes to have someone with you ,  you know ? ”  shigure ,  giving her a place to stay after her tent was crushed  –  two boys ,  bursting through the door to make sure that she wasn’t alone on her first new year’s without her mother  –  two boys ,  taking her home from her grandfather’s house .  she’s been very lucky .  “ well  –  i need to start dinner soon .  do you want a snack or something as i cook ? ”

              the  girl  wasn’t  wrong,  but  isuzu  didn’t  really  want  to  admit  to  that.  especially  after  she  had  spent  so  long  pushing  everyone  away,  just  so  that  they’d  be  safe  from  the  anger  of  an  unkind  god.    (  haru,  showing  up  at  her  window  to  help  her  escape  the  overwhelming  pressure  of  kagura’s  house...  hiro,  asking  her  if  she’s  gone  to  school  out  of  concern  for  her  well-being...    even  this  girl,  bringing  jello  to  her  hospital  room  so  she  could  eat.  )    “  ...  where  are  the  other  two?  “    would  they  be  home  soon,  and  potentially  ruin  any  appetite  she  had  by  just  being  in  the  room  if  she  accepted  the  offer?