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Heyyyyyyy uhmmmm got scared and paranoid and nuked my old blog oopsies. uhhh call me rot or rose or wtv u wanna idc she/her cw on this blog for SH SA ED etc etc if ur here you prob know the stuff. block don't report. or do. I don't care atp. I love my bf. okay baiiii
BREAKING NEWS !!!!
MENTALLY ILL TEENAGERS IN ONLINE SPACES ARE… MENTALLY ILL????
ts genuinely ppl on tiktok when they discover shedtwt/blr like bru wtf did u expect???
Tmblr is like "Hey, you need help call the hotline.. do you wanna look at this fucked up tag anyway?"
Guys it doesn’t matter if I self harm cause I can only cat scratch. That doesn’t count
sw: too much
cw: way too much
gw 0 kg
I <3 cutting
iknow I literally just reblogged a post about this but it drives me insane how people are about trans women not being able to access estrogen. and also trans men but that's not my thing to talk about and it's prob different in some ways. because it's always a variation of "oh you'll be valid no matter what" or "well some cis women have that problem too" to every single complaint constantly and that's Not the point. the point is I am upset I have been denied throughout my life the medical care that would have kept me alive and put me into a body I felt comfortable in. I tried to kill myself 3 times. i still want to kill myself because I cannot ever be in a body I like. I'm not even that old and I can't. I cannot. and I would like my pain to be acknowledged instead of dismissed. I would like to be allowed to be angry about my suffering instead of it being redirected to the suffering of cis women because beauty standards damn us all. I would like to be understood.
this post reads like I'm mad at cis women for this no ur all fine I'mjust tired of not being allowed to be in pain for anything. fuck terfs tho
iknow I literally just reblogged a post about this but it drives me insane how people are about trans women not being able to access estrogen. and also trans men but that's not my thing to talk about and it's prob different in some ways. because it's always a variation of "oh you'll be valid no matter what" or "well some cis women have that problem too" to every single complaint constantly and that's Not the point. the point is I am upset I have been denied throughout my life the medical care that would have kept me alive and put me into a body I felt comfortable in. I tried to kill myself 3 times. i still want to kill myself because I cannot ever be in a body I like. I'm not even that old and I can't. I cannot. and I would like my pain to be acknowledged instead of dismissed. I would like to be allowed to be angry about my suffering instead of it being redirected to the suffering of cis women because beauty standards damn us all. I would like to be understood.
how to become retroactively 10 years on estrogen
yeah whatever the second best time to plant a tree is now there is always time it's never too late etc etc. but also like half of my problems ultimately trace back to "there was never a chance in hell of me getting on estrogen early enough to avoid the damage testosterone did to me" and I'm allowed to be upset or atleast miffed about it
oh you figured it out too late? Well that's a moot point really because your family would've been unaccepting at the time and your country's medical system's method of trans healthcare is "waste as much time as possible in the hopes they detransition or die" so like yeah no matter what it was kinda inevitable you'd have broad shoulders narrow hips and have to spend a bunch of money on laser
and like yeah whatever cis women have those too, I'm #fucking valid or whatever. shut uppp I don't caaaaaaare. I don't need to be welcomed to womanhood. I don't need reassurance that clocky girls are valid. I don't even care about passing that much I just want to look in the mirror without being upset. can I have that. can I fucking mourn. can I be a little pissed off and sad that I have to deal with this? can you fucking handle that without shutting me down and telling me I'm wrong to feel dysphoria about anything in the first place?
love that my gender is conditional based on if I'm liked or not and cis women will weaponize any ounce of masculinity against me and cis men will never listen to me anyways.
trans women should not have to be sexy to you for you to respect them. Aaaaaand post
I hate that the best option I have is to be perceived as a cis woman. and everything else is just infinitely worse.
opening up to someone <<< opening up your skin
i fucking love cutting myself holy shit, it's the best thing in the world i fucking love it.
Inside you there are two wolves…
actually just told my blade to jump bc it couldn't break skin what am I doing 😭
might sound insane but the need to relapse every once in a while just to hang on to sanity even tho I'm like. mostly okay now goes crazy
