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{ REASONS FOR ABSENT }

{ REASONS FOR ABSENCE }

Life has been super hectic as of late and I'm pretty much on hiatus in every RP I'm in. I kinda disappeared from here so I just wanted to write an apology yet again. It isn't that I don't like being here, I just feel less-- Well it's the thing I love about indie rp. If you disappear for a few days, you don't have to worry about people moaning at your activity. It's totally down to you.

But yeah. My moods have been all over the place. I broke down crying in an exam because I couldn't do it-- Thank god it was only a mock exam or I'd be fucked. I found out that my Aunt has Bipolar. My Mom has Depression. I had an appointment with a psychiatrist and she says that I could be cyclothymic ((a milder version of bipolar where the highs and lows aren't as-- dramatic?? is that the word?? extreme, maybe)). But yeah, again. I'm super sorry and I'll be back in about two/three weeks maybe because I have university interviews over the next two/three weeks so I wanna keep myself good for those.

I love you all. I miss you all. I know that you'll all be super supportive xoxo

#ratchet I say

yourwonderlandkids

"Well, d’you want me to drive you to wherever you’re stayin’ so we can pick it all up?" He asked, ‘cause in all honesty, he wanted to spend every second with this girl — not necessarily in a romantic way, but in an intrigued sense. "It’s alright." He shrugged, and began to head for the door, and upon reaching it, held it open for Rae to exit before him — like the true gentleman he is, of course.

brokenxheartstrings

Rae held her breathe for a moment as she thought then exhaled with a shake of her head. "I think maybe-- I'd like to see where you-- Where we? Can I say that?" With a scrunch of her nose, a small laugh escaped her lips. "Well the place, first. I can go grab just enough stuff for a few days later. I just want to make sure it's comfortable for me, yknow.. Like-- Not that I'm not comfortable around you, because you're cute and-- Fuck," Her words had completely gone from her and eventually she just used a few hands motions. "Yeah, you get me." A grin spread momentarily across her face as Logan opened the door for her and then headed out. "Thank you." The brunette nodded her head. Outside, it had definitely gotten colder.

#yourwonderlandkids #;rae #rae x logan

okay so its like almost 4am and its christmas so i have to sleep so bayee and ill talk to y'all tomorrow and replies and all that jazz xoxo

meRRY CHRISTMAS THOUGH GUYS ***** HAVE A FAB DAY

#diaryofperriedwards #heartfeltlie #xboundbybloodx #ratchet I say

crxyout

She followed him as he made his wobbly way to his room, just to make sure he didn’t fall or anything. Once he was inside though, she stopped and leaned on his door frame. “It’s getting late, I should get home myself.” He could handle the next morning on his own, right? He’d get his pills and feel a bit more stable, it wasn’t like he needed her to do everything for him.

brokenxheartstrings

Joey stripped his shirt off quickly and almost dived onto the bed, tugging the blankets up around himself. "A--Are you sure that you're gonna be okay?" He mumbled, sleepiness evident in his voice. "You can stay if you want to. I don't get angry in my sleep." The last bit was meant to be a joke but it was barely one at that. Eyes drooping, he rested his head on his pillow whilst awaiting an answer.

#diaryofperriedwards #;joey

{ Marley+Joey || Christmas Problems }

About three hours now- That was the amount of time that he'd spent wrapping presents and his fuse had really begun to shrink now. Joey was honestly sick of the sight of wrapping paper, the sight of presents and everything to do with Christmas. A break was really needed so he sat back for a moment and looked at the pile of stuff that he'd already wrapped. Who the fuck enjoyed this? What kind of person liked wrapped countless presents? Stupid people, that was who. Marley would be coming over soon and Joey knew that he'd probably still be caught up dealing with all this shit. To be honest, what didn't help was the fact that over the Christmas season, he'd been ditching his meds in favour of drinking alcohol. Joey off his meds was never a good story. Pressing a hand to his forehead, the brunette took a breathe. Only two more presents, thank fuck. His patience was really starting to wear away now however and he could literally feel his own blood boiling.

#heartfeltlie #;joeyau #this okay i hope ya

heartfelt--lie said: wooo!! [invites beyonce to our party k ] also probes marley? she needs more threads anyway if you don’t mind

oskieesssss nah nah marley's totes cool [ouR PARty runs da world] yep starter a la pronto xoxo

#ratchet I say #heartfeltlie

heartfelt--lie said: ohh could you?? alsoo maaan idek we’ll see? [THATS TOO MAINSTREAM]

i shall get on that a la prontoooo [flops in the glitter because glitter is life and yall should motherfluffin love it]

OH lulz i forgot to ask who you're going to use im such a frickin loser

#heartfeltlie #ratchet I say

heartfelt--lie said: omg yes yes def up for it!! [chokes u lovely with glitter b ye]

well i can post a starter of joey starting to wrap the christmas presents but i dun even know how long it'll beeee [juST GLITTER PARTY]

#heartfeltlie #ratchet I say

heartfelt--lie said: joey maybe? but i don’t care at all bb! [ accepts your xmas spirit, throws confetti.]

joey could totes work because of his blackouts and all that jazzz :)) maybe he just like trashed the christmas tree or something because he couldnt wrap a present properly and then there'd be arguing and much anger and once he calmed down hed be all "what i didnt do anything-- shit trashed the tree" and then bAM sex [rolls around in the glitter yo]

#heartfeltlie #ratchet I say

junkxdrawer

"No! Normally, I’m very excited about Christmas. But it just feels very not-Christmas lately. I would love that, actually. Might actually bring some sort of Christmas spirit to me."

brokenxheartstrings

"Well I want to make you feel super Christmassy now, okay," Annie laughed and nodded. "We're going to go get hot chocolate and then go get some nice chocolate cake with the snow icing on then go to the park and look at the pretty lights."

#unxsaid #;annie

heartfelt--lie said: yes yiis exactly!! but hush i like your spirit ok

okaaay okaaays so like i have my joey, annie, ashley, eris and rae gifs loaded :))) [embraces with christmas spirit]

#ratchet I say #heartfeltlie

heartfelt--lie said: idk like mix of both pls also i v like your xmas spirit keep it k

like arguing and angsty then make-up//angry sex?? does that work for yoo?? and no but srsly party on up for christmas day

#ratchet I say #heartfeltlie

heyooo sexy mama u down for smut or angst??

#heartfeltlie #ratchet I say #what the frick is christmas spirit i swear

xkneesocks-deactivated20140217

《:—✿—:》——;; Smiling faintly, she gave her head a small nod. “I feel that though, like I used to think my name was pretty damn boring. But then I realized that not a lot of people are named Chanel, and I should probably embrace it.”

brokenxheartstrings

Joey really actually quite enjoyed hearing stories because it meant that people remember. Memory was a delicate thing for him, thanks to his blackouts of rage sometimes. "Well then I guess in future I'm definitely going to appreciate my name, thank you for that Chanel," He chuckled gently. "Never thought I'd say that, ever."

#fatefulx #;joey

well hi there ;) ;) ;) what d'ya wanna do let is befriend

#millerfxmily #ratchet I say

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