Nov 26, 2025
Soooooo I been dealing with depression because my life changed so much in 6 years. And I am so alone and devoid of fun that I lost sight of joy as an adult. I don’t feel attractive, I lost my stamina, my only thing I do is take kids to school and answer calls. All my “friends” disappeared. No one I can talk shit with. Even my new therapist sucks. But that urge to kill myself is not prevalent because I have kids. I just want to regularly be around adults and cut the fool like I want to not how “they” want me to. They being my therapist, my kids, my mom, my so called friends.
