Encore for a Clown (Chapter Six)
Akihiko found himself in a purely white room…Was room even the right word for it? There was a strange, ethereal sensation to this place.
This…was not where Akihiko went to sleep.
And sitting quietly in the middle of the whiteness, with a soft but sad smile on his face, was…a face Akihiko shouldn’t have been seeing.
Especially not looking so alert and alive, the only indication of his tragic end the softness in his voice, as if his throat was still sore from all that awful stuff he ingested.
"Akihiko. My dearest student. Even if like this....I am glad we got the chance to talk again."
Justin Thyme opened his arms, as if ready to comfort should the other wish....Justin Thyme, the smiling clown.
Akihiko's first reaction to this situation was...confusion. Assuming this was a dream (it had to be, right?) this was an alarmingly vivid one, not to mention that he felt more clear-headed than he usually did in his dreams.
But sitting before him was his deceased teacher, the only thing he could see in this featureless void. "Mr...Thyme? But you're..." Akihiko suddenly found himself choking on his words. "If I can see you, are you back? Or...did I...join you?" Sure, he might be able to think more than a usual dream, but his mind still wasn't exactly at full capacity right now.
Justin's expression was patient as ever, though one could also see a degree of mild bewilderment in his own eyes as well. Was he just as surprised about being able to talk, but is holding it together a little better? "Yes, I know. I shouldn't be able to talk to you again, but somehow...it seems things were kind enough to allow me one last say so to my students. I can't say 'how', I hardly understand it...but...given how featureless this is, it feels like a very vivid dream, I'd say? I suppose this is one way of 'dreaming' away the days, ohoho....ah...now's not the time for my jokes."
He still seemed as prone to bad dad jokes as ever.
"I assume this is a dream controlled by you? ...My apologies that my leaving left such a scar if your mind was that desperate to talk to me again that it dragged dreams into this...I wasn't very good at the end at protecting your smiles, was I?"
He seemed a little guilty, apologetic…
So, this was just a dream, then? A true shame, but...Before Akihiko can even process his words entirely, the emotions they give him are gone, replaced by just an overwhelming sorrow. This was his last he would ever get to talk to him, but it was his own despair that brought Mr. Thyme here. Akihiko had been trying to keep things together, especially as the mastermind themself was the next target, but he couldn't deny that Justin's death had hit him hard.
"That's...I..." Without even realizing it Akihiko suddenly found himself with him arms around the teacher, barely containing his sobs and struggling to keep his voice steady. "I just...I wasn't ready to see you go, not like that...after all you've done for us, that's the reward you get...how did someone like you get wrapped up in this Hell?"
Justin blinked in surprise at feeling the other catch him up in a spontaneous hug of emotion...but embraced back, soft and gentle. It's almost like he was wearing the brown uniform he did when he taught the students again, for the hug felt that warm and supportive despite being merely a dream. "It's alright...you can express as much as you want to, if it helps ease the burden." That said, when the question was asked, he sighed. "I was as clueless as to the true intention of this supposed 'vacation' as anyone else...but I remember going because I wanted to keep an eye on everyone even as they were having a good time. I suppose it ended up being a little too literal, but...you needn't worry about 'reward'. Just knowing I was able to provide some support, however brief it may have been...that is all the reward I could ever ask for, you know. And...even if this is the last time we'll talk. You do know...my support and cheering you all on will follow no matter what, don't you? It's in here, even if not in your memories."
He gave a soft, fatherly smile, as he let go with one arm to point to his own heart.
Akihiko was almost never one for performative emotions like that, and moments after he was done talking he let go of Justin and backed up a little, as if embarrassed by his sudden outburst. It didn’t help that his eyes are slightly red, though, and he was still holding back tears as Justin answers his question. At the end of his response, however, Akihiko managed to chuckle a bit. "You really don't change, do you? Even after...after death, you're still always thinking about others." He fell silent for a moment, still composing himself after his outburst. "Y'know, I've lost a lot of people important to me, but it's not often I get a chance to see them again afterwards...I guess I trusted in you more than I realized, if I was able to draw you here like this."
Justin allowed the other to let go, but his smile was reassuring, warm. As if to say he shan't tell anyone about this if Aki does not wish him to. Yes, it's true he had nobody 'alive' to tell, but still...he chuckled in his usual over-the-top clownish manner at the other managing to laugh too.) "I suppose even Thyme - ah - time itself, cannot change who I am. That is who I will always be, you know? As for seeing again...I trust in you, too. And all the others....I am sure that all of you will find a way out, and stop whomever was behind all this. No matter what, I believe in you all...and trust that you will be able to do it. Perhaps that mutual trust is why I was pulled here so easily, oho ho..."
Mutual trust, huh? Akihiko felt another pang in his chest at that. "...you're right, Mr. Thyme. We will find a way out, for our own sake, and for all of you. This isn't my first time in a fight like this, and I don't plan going down this time, either." If Akihiko was fully conscious, that might have felt like letting a little too much slip out, but he somehow got the feeling that this place they were in wasn't going to last much longer.
Ah....the white around them was beginning to fade to black, and the black parts touching Justin...made those parts look as if no longer there. They....didn't have much longer here.
"I'm sure you and the others will go great - 'break a leg', as they say in the entertainment buisness! Oh, but....we don't have much time left here. When you wake up...you will no doubt forget everything that happened in the dream, but still hold onto 'feelings'...so I have one last thing to say, though you no doubt knew it. I always did love all of my precious students like children...you know? Also....take care of Peacock and Tohru for me, won't you? No doubt Bendy's leaving on her part....and my leaving on his....hit them hard, too."
Panic started welling up in Akihiko as the world began to fade, stealing Justin away once more even as he kept talking. It seemed they were about to part once more..."...I'll do my best, Mr. Thyme. I promise you. I'll watch out for them." Akihiko moved forward to hold Justin one more time, but the ground disappeared under his feet before he can reach him and he fell into darkness, returning to unconsciousness.
Justin gave one final smile of trust and endearment...before the darkness stole him away.
…
When Akihiko next woke up, he had no memory of his dream, but he felt…different, somehow. He had this faint feeling of…trust, almost, like there was something important he had been told, and the knot in his chest had loosened.
Well…whatever this was caused by, he wasn’t going to ignore this feeling. His determination seemed reborn overnight, and there was still a lot of work to be done to get off this island.












