BROTHAENDE.

I DON'T WANT YOUR POCKETS TO GET TOO HEAVY.

[caitorwatchescr]

Critical Role - Campaign 2, Ep. 111: Jester’s scry on Mollymauk’s vial of blood

[mollymauk-is-fine]

Ok, so, I am going to go to sleep now, but we will continue to celebrate Mollymauk being fine! Remember we have a two week cliffhanger on our hands, and then after that, Mollymauk’s more specific state (other than fine) is still to be discovered! As much as we love Molly, there is a lot we don’t know about him. We have so much more to learn and so much more time to rejoice! Mollymauk is fine!

[brothaende]

I’M PUTTING THIS BLOG ON A PERMANENT HIATUS.

my mentality surrounding tumblr is always that it’s supposed to make me feel good! and right now, this blog doesn’t anymore. it probably doesn’t come as big of a surprise, given my inactivity throughout the last few months.

now, and i feel like this is important to address, a big part of why i don’t feel good anymore isn’t even about caleb. it’s about mollymauk, and how both the cast and the fandom treats him as a character. the molly discourse in late 2019 really upset me, and it carried some bad feelings into every interaction within the fandom. you aren’t allowed to celebrate him as a character without expecting some sort of backlash. you’re generally policed on how to feel about him.

for me, as a nonbinary person, that’s exhausting. there’s a clear picture of telling nb people to get over mollymauk, since he isn’t the only nb character in the show, and it’s draining. i like to fight negativity with pure positivity, but even that is challenged. 

celebrating mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. missing mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. wanting mollymauk back does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. people feel. let them.

so much for my reasoning! as for writing caleb, i’ll still continue to do so on discord! tumblr just isn’t the place for me right now. i will probably revive this blog at some point or another, but i need a longer break, and i felt i should make a post stating that and explaining why. another disclaimer! i’m not talking about any of my mutuals in this post, naturally. i surround myself with people i’m comfortable and happy with. no worries here.

if you wanna continue writing, hit me up on disc! right now it’s “so come home #6669″, which might change, but you can always ask for it thru ims. i love y’all. thanks for writing w me. 

(oh, and i’ll still be active in all the cr servers! <3)

[brothaende]

I’M PUTTING THIS BLOG ON A PERMANENT HIATUS.

my mentality surrounding tumblr is always that it’s supposed to make me feel good! and right now, this blog doesn’t anymore. it probably doesn’t come as big of a surprise, given my inactivity throughout the last few months.

now, and i feel like this is important to address, a big part of why i don’t feel good anymore isn’t even about caleb. it’s about mollymauk, and how both the cast and the fandom treats him as a character. the molly discourse in late 2019 really upset me, and it carried some bad feelings into every interaction within the fandom. you aren’t allowed to celebrate him as a character without expecting some sort of backlash. you’re generally policed on how to feel about him.

for me, as a nonbinary person, that’s exhausting. there’s a clear picture of telling nb people to get over mollymauk, since he isn’t the only nb character in the show, and it’s draining. i like to fight negativity with pure positivity, but even that is challenged. 

celebrating mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. missing mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. wanting mollymauk back does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. people feel. let them.

so much for my reasoning! as for writing caleb, i’ll still continue to do so on discord! tumblr just isn’t the place for me right now. i will probably revive this blog at some point or another, but i need a longer break, and i felt i should make a post stating that and explaining why. another disclaimer! i’m not talking about any of my mutuals in this post, naturally. i surround myself with people i’m comfortable and happy with. no worries here.

if you wanna continue writing, hit me up on disc! right now it’s “so come home #6669″, which might change, but you can always ask for it thru ims. i love y’all. thanks for writing w me. 

(oh, and i’ll still be active in all the cr servers! <3)

[brothaende]

I’M PUTTING THIS BLOG ON A PERMANENT HIATUS.

my mentality surrounding tumblr is always that it’s supposed to make me feel good! and right now, this blog doesn’t anymore. it probably doesn’t come as big of a surprise, given my inactivity throughout the last few months.

now, and i feel like this is important to address, a big part of why i don’t feel good anymore isn’t even about caleb. it’s about mollymauk, and how both the cast and the fandom treats him as a character. the molly discourse in late 2019 really upset me, and it carried some bad feelings into every interaction within the fandom. you aren’t allowed to celebrate him as a character without expecting some sort of backlash. you’re generally policed on how to feel about him.

for me, as a nonbinary person, that’s exhausting. there’s a clear picture of telling nb people to get over mollymauk, since he isn’t the only nb character in the show, and it’s draining. i like to fight negativity with pure positivity, but even that is challenged. 

celebrating mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. missing mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. wanting mollymauk back does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. people feel. let them.

so much for my reasoning! as for writing caleb, i’ll still continue to do so on discord! tumblr just isn’t the place for me right now. i will probably revive this blog at some point or another, but i need a longer break, and i felt i should make a post stating that and explaining why. another disclaimer! i’m not talking about any of my mutuals in this post, naturally. i surround myself with people i’m comfortable and happy with. no worries here.

if you wanna continue writing, hit me up on disc! right now it’s “so come home #6669″, which might change, but you can always ask for it thru ims. i love y’all. thanks for writing w me. 

(oh, and i’ll still be active in all the cr servers! <3)

[brothaende]

I’M PUTTING THIS BLOG ON A PERMANENT HIATUS.

my mentality surrounding tumblr is always that it’s supposed to make me feel good! and right now, this blog doesn’t anymore. it probably doesn’t come as big of a surprise, given my inactivity throughout the last few months.

now, and i feel like this is important to address, a big part of why i don’t feel good anymore isn’t even about caleb. it’s about mollymauk, and how both the cast and the fandom treats him as a character. the molly discourse in late 2019 really upset me, and it carried some bad feelings into every interaction within the fandom. you aren’t allowed to celebrate him as a character without expecting some sort of backlash. you’re generally policed on how to feel about him.

for me, as a nonbinary person, that’s exhausting. there’s a clear picture of telling nb people to get over mollymauk, since he isn’t the only nb character in the show, and it’s draining. i like to fight negativity with pure positivity, but even that is challenged. 

celebrating mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. missing mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. wanting mollymauk back does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. people feel. let them.

so much for my reasoning! as for writing caleb, i’ll still continue to do so on discord! tumblr just isn’t the place for me right now. i will probably revive this blog at some point or another, but i need a longer break, and i felt i should make a post stating that and explaining why. another disclaimer! i’m not talking about any of my mutuals in this post, naturally. i surround myself with people i’m comfortable and happy with. no worries here.

if you wanna continue writing, hit me up on disc! right now it’s “so come home #6669″, which might change, but you can always ask for it thru ims. i love y’all. thanks for writing w me. 

(oh, and i’ll still be active in all the cr servers! <3)

[brothaende]

I’M PUTTING THIS BLOG ON A PERMANENT HIATUS.

my mentality surrounding tumblr is always that it’s supposed to make me feel good! and right now, this blog doesn’t anymore. it probably doesn’t come as big of a surprise, given my inactivity throughout the last few months.

now, and i feel like this is important to address, a big part of why i don’t feel good anymore isn’t even about caleb. it’s about mollymauk, and how both the cast and the fandom treats him as a character. the molly discourse in late 2019 really upset me, and it carried some bad feelings into every interaction within the fandom. you aren’t allowed to celebrate him as a character without expecting some sort of backlash. you’re generally policed on how to feel about him.

for me, as a nonbinary person, that’s exhausting. there’s a clear picture of telling nb people to get over mollymauk, since he isn’t the only nb character in the show, and it’s draining. i like to fight negativity with pure positivity, but even that is challenged. 

celebrating mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. missing mollymauk does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. wanting mollymauk back does not negate caduceus’ presence at all. people feel. let them.

so much for my reasoning! as for writing caleb, i’ll still continue to do so on discord! tumblr just isn’t the place for me right now. i will probably revive this blog at some point or another, but i need a longer break, and i felt i should make a post stating that and explaining why. another disclaimer! i’m not talking about any of my mutuals in this post, naturally. i surround myself with people i’m comfortable and happy with. no worries here.

if you wanna continue writing, hit me up on disc! right now it’s “so come home #6669″, which might change, but you can always ask for it thru ims. i love y’all. thanks for writing w me. 

(oh, and i’ll still be active in all the cr servers! <3)

[brothaende]

stay here and never you mind / the lights of the town are blinding you / the sailors they come and they go / but listen to what’s reminding you.

stay a while, and we’ll dance together now / as the light is falling / we’ll reel away till the break of day / and dance together till morning. 

mollynott aesthetic for @lunarwoven  © to midnigtartist & empress-s

[brothaende]

HIATUS

[trustgenius-deactivated20171220]

send  💀 for my muse to die in your arms.

[brothaende]

HEWWO DARLINGS, due to me feeling super uncomfortable on the dash lately ill do a lil unfollow spree once im home.

as always, it's never personal! sometimes people don't mesh well together. it happens. just wanna get my tumblr muse going again skdjsk

[schnetzlarchive]

self indulgent professor caleb

[foenyg]

                                                   🐱 A FRUMPKIN RP BLOG 🐱                                                       follows back from brothaende

MEOWCOME! do you like … paw-sitively clawful cat puns? do you like fey fur-miliars who die a lot? do you like a good nat-purred cat who’s used as a dirty wizard’s emotional support animal? then this ……… is the paw-g for you. i’m a paw-sitively claw-ver kitty named frumpkin! lend me a paw and like/reblog this if ur feline up to interacting with me!

                                                                    ( art credit. ) 

[brothaende]

you know, i still wanna make a frumpkin rp sideblog

[brothaende]

i hope ur doing well atlas!! just wanna say this anon loves u and ur caleb and i hope u kick life's butt

this is such a sweet message,, thank you so much ! 💞😭 i hope ur doing well too, anon !!

[helaena-targaryens]

a game of broken telephone (requested by anonymous)

[brothaende]

ANOTHER UPDATE!

i moved on monday! i’m still settling in, but i’m finally in the city of my university, during my first uni semester. i’m still processing a lot all the time, and my moods have been wonky, but i rlly wanna get back to writing properly ksjdkv. i’ve missed being here a lot. so! basically, i should start popping up more, now that i’m actually moved out of my old house.