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I'm not sure if everyone saw the first episode of The Last of Us. Pedro as Joel Miller is the best thing ever! He acts and looks just like Joel from the video game๐ฑ. Plus he looks amazing. His acting is showing even more emotion and intensity. Love it.
I will be writing a Pedro Pascal x Singer-songwriter reader fic set on the red carpet of The Last of Us premiere. Might also write a Joel imagine as well.
Please feel free to send Pedro Pascal requests any time
Din Djarin x f!reader ( kind of an AU, all stuff we know about him and Star Wars stays the same, just changing around some stuff. ๐ )
You've known Din for all of your adult life. As time has went on you've grown very close and one day the flood gates of your feelings for each other open.
AN: Hi everyone!!! ๐ฅฐ๐๐ Soooo I'm back to writing. I thought doing this amazing Secret Santa writing that @pedrostories is hosting would be a perfect way to get back into it. I definitely think having a set date to get stuff done by will help a lot with me. Getting the idea gears working and such.
AN for this story: Using her/she a lot at first because it's in the past, so embracing my inner narrator... ๐๐
So I left a lot of things open to imagination. I have always done that with anything I've written, even when I did it for school. So that is why some things aren't as descriptive.
There is some things I did not include from the prompt my giftee gave. I did my best to include. How I ended it, is kinda left open, so I can write more if you would like.
I hope you like it! ๐๐ฅฐ
I'm still kinda new to writing, so I apologize if it is bad and I worded stuff odd.. ๐๐
Word count- 2,825
They've been partners for as long as they both can remember.
Din; he'd been a full Mandalorian for about a year.
Y/N; she had been bounty hunting since she was a young teenager.
Her parents were both hunters and knew the risk of having a kid in their line of work. But they taught her all they knew as soon as she was older enough to start. But when she was about 14, they passed during a bad job. It broke her heart losing them but she knew it would come one day. So she pushed on and followed the steps they set up with her for when this day came. Then the rest was history until she met a certain Mandalorian.
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The day Din met Y/N, he was so thankful to have his helmet. Because he was entranced by her beauty. He knew who she was, only by name, he'd never actually seen her. So the respect and love he already had for her from how badass she is at her job; it was so so unmatched to how beautiful and badass she was in person.
It took him a long while to work up courage to go talk to her. He never thought the shy little boy he used to be would make an appearance, thought he shut the young boy away forever for both their safety.
So one day he decided he would get up early. Get all the chores done, take a nice shower, clean all his armor, track down so beautiful flowers native to the planet they are on. Then a little after mid day he'd go to the local cantina in hopes that today would be one of the days you come in for a drink.
To his delight, she did.
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She knew who he was. Mostly by name and reputation. She did however see him at the cantina in town. She knew how gorgeous Mandalorian's armor could be, but his was so much more breathtaking in person. One of the many thoughts she had the first day she saw him was " why hadn't he painted his armor? Could it be something meaningful? " She sure hoped so and wanted to know one day.
Over time there was this crush she developed on him. Never in a million years did she think she'd have a crush on someone, it's so dangerous in this galaxy, let alone on a mandalorian that has never shown his face. So she never really went up to him to say hi or anything.
But today was different, she was gonna go talk to him.
Knew he was there everyday she was, so safe to say he was an everyday visitor to the establishment.
She decided on a gorgeous but professional outfit to wear. Had to catch his eye, but still needed to be prepared to work if needed.
The outfit: all light into dark silver. Kind of a swirl mixture of the shades. The top was a tank top that accented everything she wanted to. She had found this skirt pant combo type thing that struck gold in her opinion. Because come on, she could look gorgeous with a skirt on one minute and then the other still look gorgeous but in pants. Such a win. The jacket though, it was her everyday one that went with everything. It was her mothers, she had gifted it to Y/N when she was around ten. And Y/N never took it off after that. The shoes, boots but they were more fancy and clean. Went very well with the outfit. She did change her hair some. Kept it up in case there was a job thing to come up, but still so beautiful and elegant.
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~ The day of the meeting. ~
Both of them were so nervous. Din was still so thankful for his helmet, because he was sure he looked so worried and was cherry red from how nervous he was. Y/N was nervous endlessly but was keeping it cool so she wouldn't worry anyone or even Din.
She made it there first. Went to her regular spot by the window. Always has been a favorite seat, because you can see all the important spots in the cantina.
When Din arrived he had to contain himself from doing a happy dance once he saw her. He oddly calmed down a lot after he saw her. I mean look at her. So gorgeous in such a simple but effective outfit.
He decided to sit at the table right next to hers.
( Y/N internal thoughts)
" ok we got this. Just say hi to him. Thats a good start right? " she said while fidgeting a bit out of nervousness.
~ Back to the real world ~
" Hey-
"Hello -
They both speak at the same time. Instantly mumbling to themselves about being sorry and "why did I do that."
"What were you saying? " She said while waving her hand in his direction to offer him to go first. Also with a precious but nervous smile on her face.
Din instantly froze from how polite and soft spoken she was. Reminded him very much of himself.
After a few seconds he answered her.
" I was just going to say, would you like to share a table? Since we both are here alone, I thought it'd be nice to have someone to talk to and such. " he said while gesturing to the other side of the booth from her.
" What's funny isโฆ I was going to ask you the same thing. " she said shyly.
Din sits there and admires her for a moment. Saying to himself; "she's the sweetest kindest person I've ever met in this galaxy. ", among other sweet things.
" yes yes I would love to join you. " he says as he's standing up to go sit with her.
~ Y/N internal thoughts ~
" ahhhhhh!!! He's sitting with meeee!! And all the sweet things he saidddd!! How he is so intimidating, but such a sweetheart?? " as she is completely freaking out about him internally, she's keeping it cool on the outside by just smiling at him and looking at the drink list but really admiring him more closely because she's never been this close to a mandalorian, let alone one so gorgeous.
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They sit there for hours. Getting to know each other, comparing stories of past bounty jobs, finding out how alike they are.
After it starts to get a little late in the evening. They decide to make sure to meet up everytime they are on planet. Same time each time, so they won't miss each other by some amount of time.
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Present day ~~~
Din and you have been partners for about 10 years now. They're have been times you guys have given into your desires. But it never changed your relationship with each other. Everything stayed the same. The only thing that really changed was you traveled/lived together on Din's Razor Crest. And there was never any love interest for you both. Just were always content and happy with being with one another.
Although you guys have not wed, he has told you his real name and shown you his face. He decided after the armor told him he was mandalorian no more and gained the dark saber, he was safe and comfortable showing & telling you. You've been by his side for over a decade, trust you with his life and everything.
Boba one day sent a holo message to Din about a job. He, nor Fennec could go undercover for the job, because everyone would recognize them in town. So they contacted you guys because they knew your parents passed down this gadget to you that changed your appearance and voice. And they as always would pay you both well.
Din asked you if it was ok and you guys talked it over. Always do whenever there is a new job. And he knows it is always needed and thankful when it comes to something to do with your parents. ( he's such a gentleman)
You said "of course, always happy to help out old friends. Besides they can always count on us, they helped us tremendously with Grogu and everything. "
He smiled at you with that darn adorable dimple and sparkle in his eyes as he was putting his helmet back on to send a holo back to Boba.
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In two days, you guys arrived in Tatooine.
Dinner and catching up was done between the four of you. As the dinner and the conversations died down a bit, Boba wanted to talk about the plan.
" So as you two know it's Christmas time here on Tatooine. The city is having a big party. There is a person I want you two to find for me. He knows some information that I need as soon as possible. " Boba said in his always serious tone.
" Sounds pretty easy to me, what about you, Din? " you said, looking at him, making sure he was ok with the job.
" I have one question about the job. Why do we need to use Y/N's appearance changing gadget? " He said with that no emotion voice of his that you've always loved.
" Well here's the thing, it is a well known enemy of ours that we need the info from. We have no way to get in contact. Can't exactly send in our friends that everyone knows in town to go get them. So that is why we asked you guys. Not only because we trust you dearly but we know you guys can pull it off the best and won't have any slip ups. " Fennec said.
" Oh. " Din and you said in unison.
" That makes sense. You guys can always count on us. Is there anything we need to do special to our appearance, besides just changing it? " You said in a very professional voice.
" Din, you will have to take your helmet off and change. Yes I know only select people have seen you, but I just want to be safe. Besides in a way you are still wearing your helmet. Y/N, you have full freedom also with how you look. I, we have full faith in you both that you'll get the job done perfectly. " said Boba.
Din was very shocked and didn't know what to say. But he calmed down a bit because he knows only Y/N will see his actual face before they change. So he isn't freaking out too much.
Y/N instantly knew he was just from how he shifted his weight and wasn't looking anywhere. So she moved closer to him and put her arm around him and soothingly rubbed his back. He melted into her touch immediately, which made her smile because it always warms her heart that she can help him calm down so easily.
Boba and Fennec exchanged a look of surprise, but didn't say anything. The reason is, they know how close you two are, so they just go about what they were doing instead of saying anything.
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It's the day of the party. You've been working hard on getting the gadget ready.
Your appearance changes:
hair: long wavy red into blonde tips. Eyes: one green, one blue. For a unique effect. And some other changes that aren't that noticeable, but are needed to make the look look real. Voice: a mixture of the famous rebel, Leia Organa and your own.
Din's appearance changes:
Those beautiful curls of his, you decided to make sure those are shown off. So you made them a little longer and darkened the color to black instead of the brown. His eyes: oh the beautiful brown. You really struggled with whether you should change them. Decided to do it, changed them to a gorgeous blue. Same as yours with the rest of the changes. Voice: a mixture of another famous rebel; Han Solo and his own voice.
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All it is to do the changing is a holo pad that is modified to do the task. It scans whomever and scans a second time to put the effects in. You can put in any amount of time for it to last. The reason your family doesn't use it unless in an emergency is because for it to work it uses the power that is used in ships for the hyperdrive.
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You both have changed, now it's time to get dressed for the party. You'll be matching of course.
Your outfit/look: This gorgeous sith lightsaber red flowing dress. It hugs you in all the right places, and accents the important things. It does have sleeves that come down to the elbow. There is a cool thing about the sleeves. They secretly have Din, Grogu, and your name with family next to it sowed into it. So you'll have them with you always. The shoes, simple but so effective. They are the same shade of red but with sequins.
Din's outfit/look: Dark green, very Christmasy shade of dark. It is so sharp, hugs all the right things. The dress shirt is a slightly brighter green, to make the suit pop. You had found these neat dress boots that can totally pass for his Mando boots, they are just nicer than them.
You both get dressed in different rooms.
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As soon as Din sees you in your outfit, he almost passes out. His mind didn't even register the appearance change,all he saw was you. How gorgeous and breathtaking you looked in that dress.
When you turned the corner the air was knocked out of you. Did not expect Din to look so elegant and handsome in his outfit. And the same happened with him, when you saw him.
" Din, sweetie are you ok? " You said because you were a little worried after you gained your composer back, because he was worrying you a bit from how frozen he looked.
" I- Yes I - Wait what did you call me? " he said. His voice lowered an octave and his eyes darkened.
" I I um.. I called you sweetie.. I didn't even think twice, you are my sweetie though. " you said shyly but confidentially because you're finally confessing your feelings.
He doesn't even say anything he strides over to you and kisses you. Cups your face with one hand and snakes his arm around your waist to pull you close to him.
You quietly yelp when he collides into you. But as soon as you registered what was happening, you melted into him.
The hunger you both had for each other just bursts. Hands roaming each other's body. Just all around very steamy and beautiful in a way. Because you guys finally are saying screw it and giving into your love for each other.
After a few minutes of making out and such. You guys unglued from each other kind of unwillingly since there was a big moment between you two.
" Baby, I think.. I think we need to get going before Boba scoldess us. " Din said while still peppering kisses up and down your neck.
" Yes.. We should.. I don't want to but we should.. " you said as you ran your fingers through his hair and gave him kisses all over his face all cute like.
With that said you guys made sure you were presentable. Surprisingly, only hair was ruffled a bit.
" I'm really proud of us, we didn't make each look too crazy with making out. Definitely felt like we made each other look like we were drug by banthas. " Din said while laughing. A sound you rarely hear. Anytime you do it warms your heart.
" Yeah I definitely thought we would look a little more crazy. " you said with a smile while fixing your hair a little.
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The party
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It was difficult to find the guy. He was always moving when Din picked up his tracking signal. But about an hour and a half into the party you ran into him ironically.
You had gone to go get drinks for Din and yourself. Right as you turned around to leave the bar, this guy ran into you almost spelt the drinks. As soon as your eyes locked, he knew exactly who and why you were there. Soooo he bolted.
" I found him, but he ran. I'm going after him now. you said into your company link.
Oh and yes I put my location on so you can track me to come help. I know you too well sweetheart. " you said with a smirk.
" You know when we get back on the Crest I'm going to have to reward or maybe punish you for calling me sweetheart so much. I haven't decided what yet. " he said with a smirk and a much deeper voice.
" I like the sound of that sweetheart. And you're killing me with that deeper voice of yours. Kinda in love with it. " you said in a teasing sexy way.
hi hi hi, all! for the month of october, i plan on writing a series of halloween inspired oneshots for the boys (javi, din, joel, frankuie, agent whiskey) releasing every monday right up until the 31st!
but, in addition to that, i will also be releasing a drabble/headcanon/ask/musing every day of the monthโand thatโs where you come in!!
i have 31 slots available (which is a ton so pls pls donโt be shy about sending in multiple asks/requests/headcanons). i will turn on anon so that anyone can feel free to request something without judgement but if anyone gets mean iโll just turn anon back off to save my fragile mental state lmao. and please be specific in your choice of character (the boys listed above) and if youโd like the content to be smut, fluff, or angst.
The goal of this book club is to establish community here for those of us that may not feel as though we fit in, to broaden our literary horizons/get back into reading, and to go through the books that Pollito has recommended over the years (as well as our own every now and again)!
Weโre up and running! Our first book weโre going through is Master and Margarita by Mikhail Bulgakov.
Brief Overview: The Master and Margarita is a darkly comedic takedown of Soviet society, an audacious revision of the stories of Faust and Pontius Pilate, and a thrilling love story. (TW: religion, atheism, Christianity)
Total Pages: 350+
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Ok so I want you guys to pick what I will start writing next since I'm taking a little break from Memphis. I got a few ideas cooking, so I'll list them. ๐ค
You can send in an ask or comment on this to choose. Whatever ya want to do. ๐ค
All stories are 18+!!!! Minors do not interact please!!
Part two of Savior ๐. I have some loose ideas for how pt two will go already set in my head.
Oberyn Martell. Idek how else to describe what came to mind with this one, besides food kink... ๐คญ I have a picture and a gif that gave me some ideas. If I get enough votes for this I will show it.
Max Phillips. Ok so I get these nail strips from this company, it's just nail polish in a sticket form pretty much.. Absolutely adore them. And they released Halloween ones recently... And one was vampire themed... Soooo I instantly thought of Max... The few ideas I got was him getting turned on by them.. Wanting them all over his body, stuff like that... ๐คญ
Another Max one. I have a picture inspo one, same as the Oberyn one with showing it. 80s themed party. He spots reader and makes his way over to her. She's isn't buying his charm, but she really is.. She just wants to see what he'll do.. Might have spicy time.. Idek yet... ๐ค
Marc Spector. Finally! Finally wanting to write what I have had listed on the masterlist since I started writing. Another picture inspo.. Without giving anything away.. What my idea is, he and reader are at a party and she does something to cause him to blush and grin out of embarrassment but loveee (lust) for her... And there will be a punishment of some sort later... ๐๐
I will have this up until Tuesday evening. Around like 8:30pm Central standard time, US. Then I will post the results and start writing!! ๐๐ค Might start on some of them tomorrow just to have them have some stuff going, lol.
No pressure at all to choose!! ๐ just wanted to give y'all a choice, lol! ๐ค
Warnings: fluffy cuteness. Protective Frankie. Asshole family. Mention of addiction,non descriptive, just mentioned. Make out sessionnnn!!! I think that's it. If I missed anything, please fell free to shoot me a DM or ask. ๐
AN: Ok so in July I had to go to a family thing. I have never known why but when I'm at family things, I am always hiding next to my mom and anytime I try to speak or be included in conversations.. I am always ignored. So this time around, I was really irritated with my aunt and some of her family that came over ( she's my adoptive aunt, btw.) So I instantly thought, I really wish I had Frankie or one of the Pedro boys here to comfort me, etc. So I started this series. ๐ As I say in the last paragraph in this, I'll explain what I changed, etc for the story a bit in my second AN.
I don't remember if there is an actual name for his kid in the movie.. Soooo we are naming her Nola.
Just like I've been doing I left some parts open for you to imagine what happens next. ๐
There is a part where I talked about Frankie, I went into a lot of detail because it looked sooo cute in my head sooo I wanted to get all the details for ya.. ๐คฃ๐
Ok so.. This is my first time using dividers, Idk the appropriate amount to use/when the use them.. ๐ So I just decided to do them when the scene changes. I hope it'll make sense how I did it, lol. ๐ค๐
Ok so the big part... I changed it around like 96%. There is some stuff that actually happened ( I'll put it in my after reading AN) and then I added in stuff that I think would have happened if I actually had my own Frankie there, meaning a boyfriend that is two + decades older then me. Will add something else to the end AN about a part in it, also. ๐
I decided not to have anyone read through this.. Just throwing it in the universe and running away. ๐๐๐จ too nervous about this part.. ๐๐
Some keynotes/translations:
When there is words in this font and have (") it is internal thoughts. When it is the font by itself it's me describing what the setting looks like, more in depth of what's going in their head, stuff like that. ๐
All translation is from Spanish. I just went to Google and asked what it was in Spanish, lol. If I got it wrong shot me an ask or a DM. ๐ค
Mi Cielito - my darling
hermosa - beautiful
cariรฑo - sweetheart
Summary: Frankie gets to meet your family.
Inspo of the gif ~ this the best I could find that captures how he looks in my head during the part in this where he's saving the day for reader.
( being very blunt and no context at all with that I know... But it'll make sense after you read. ๐ )
Memphis masterlist
Main masterlist
Around three months of you guys being together you guys decided randomly that you both were ready to tell each other the reasons you moved to Memphis.
It just came up out of the blue one day, but both of you trust each other unconditionally and feel safe sharing that kind of stuff about yourselves.
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You go first.
Frankie listens so patiently. You still don't understand how he does it with how bad you ramble, but that makes you love him even more.
He asks questions here and there. Gets defensive at times also. Just like you, he doesn't understand why family members have to be such assholes.
But in the end he is so understanding of everything. Why you think its annoying people when you ramble. He thinks it's endlessly adorable. Why you are very shy around anyone, especially the boys. Which you're getting better at feeling more comfortable. Frankie told them why one day while he was out with them, you're ok with it, because you know he'll always protect you and the boys would never do anything to hurt you. Among other things. He always takes his time with you in any aspect of anything, makes sure you're doing ok, etc.
Frankie's turn
You are kinda shocked.
He had told you about his daughter, Nola like the second week of dating because he had to go out of town to visit her.
But the addiction shocked you, only because he is such a sweetheart and you would never had thought he had one in the past.
You absolutely don't look at him different. He's still your sweet goofy Frankie.
He was so so nervous while he was telling you and more so after he finished. Because you had a neutral facial expression and you took a little while to answer him..
But of course you reassured him that he was safe and always will be safe with you. That he can talk to you about anything that bothers him and when he is having urgers to relapse.
You and Frankie have been together for about six months now. You're practically living at his house now. The job at the vintage store is going amazing, you're already manager. Best thing you ever did was move to Memphis. It's been absolutely fantastic and everything. Still have to make plans to go to Graceland though, cost a lot so got to save up ; but you aren't in a rush to get there.
One day you get an a Facebook invitation to an event. It's for your aunt's birthday. Yours is 10 days before hers, but ya know she has to be the most important thing during the month, so yours always gets over looked unless it's a big number. So youve always held a grudge against her for that, always kept to yourself because you don't want to cause a fight.
You're sitting on the couch reading what it is. You instantly groan in irritation while pinching the bridge of your nose.
" mi cielito, is everything ok? " Frankie says as he's walking into the living room with your snacks and drinks for the movie night you're having.
It has became a tradition for you two. Every Friday you have a movie night. Get all the goodies and pick out a few movies for the night.
Tonight it is Over the Top, Dirty Dancing, Top gun.
" yeah I guess. Just family crap.. Let's watch the movies, I don't wanna talk about it. " you say with a smile that isn't very reassuring, Frankie can instantly tell something is up and it's bothering you.
" you know you can always talk to me mi amor. Always gonna be safe with me. Will have to be a lotttt to me to run away screaming. " he says with that precious smile that melts your heart because he is saying hes here for you always just with his facial expression. And while he's caressing your legs that you draped over his lap once he sat down, then leans over and kisses your cheek and forehead, then sneaks a little peck to your lips.
" you're so lucky I love you. " You say while smiling that smile that is only held for Frankie. Then you playfully hit him with a pillow.
You show him your phone. He let's out a little huff because he knows how much your family irritates you. You tell him all about her because she hasn't ever came up in your discussions about family.. He is flabbergasted that she acts like such a child and she's twice your age. Most definitely is on your side and dislikes her just as much as you do.
" no way I'm letting you go to that by yourself. I'm coming with you. Itll be fun to see your hometown. " he says with such a warm smile then it fades into a teasing one in the second part. Because ya know he's a brat.
You just look at him in shock... He almost gets worried because you haven't said anything but then you leap forward and kiss and hug him.
" what is this for, hermosa? " he says while cuddling up closer to you as you crawl into his lap to be even closer.
I just.. I love you so much. I seriously don't know what the hell I did to deserve you. You are always so sweet and amazing to me. Sometimes I feel like I'm in a dream because it feels so beautiful and I don't even know a word, just so perfect. " you say while tearing up a bit because it's just so crazy but magical that you have Frankie.
He pulls you closer and kisses your tears away then says; " I feel the same way all the time. You're way out of my league, soooo damn gorgeous, wayyyy to good to me. But you're stuck with me cariรฑo, as long as you'll have me. "
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You guys make plans to go; get work off, you decide to take your car since we know it can make the trip already, get all the things you need packed, book a hotel, get your aunt a present. ( even though she doesn't deserve one)
It's finally time to go.
You're pretty excited for the trip. It's your first long trip with Frankie so you're excited for more fun and goofy stuff on the way. Maybe some spicy stuff since it's a twenty hour drive. ๐
But there is a good amount of nervousness. You're worried your family won't like Frankie or approve of him. Since he is twenty-four years older then you. There is a little bit of hope they won't be too flabbergasted by it, you have always liked and had crushes on older men; so maybe you won't have to worry about it...
Then there is this thing... You haven't told any family about him.. Youve mentioned you're seeing someone, just no details or pictures. The reason so is, because ya just know someone is gonna have an opinion about the age gap or that you jumped into a relationship so quickly after moving to Memphis, there is endlessly possibilities. Sooo you just kept it to yourself so nothing can ruin the amazingness.
You get to town finally. The nerves are in full swing now. It ended up being your turn to drive when it got to last bit. Which is ok since its your home town. And... It's an excuse to see Frankie sleeping.
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He is the most adorable sleeper. Since he was in the military, he is able to sleep anywhere; since the sleeping places were always so uncomfortable. So in other words he passes out completely anywhere and in any position.
Your favorite ones, always have to take a picture to save the moment. You make a mental note that at some point you want to make a collage of them.
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Of course this time it's a picture perfect one. Still buckled up. ( gotta stay safe of course) He has the seat leaned all the way back. Stole your comfort travel pillow without you even realizing it and is cuddling with it. Little did you know he grabbed it to sleep with because it smells like you which brings him comfort, and it is sooooo comfy and floofy. And his hat is pushed down all the way to his nose to hide away the sun. But now it's pushed up all goofy like because he's cuddled deeper into your pillow.
You pull over on the side of the highway right out of town to wake him up so he can have the full experience, lol.
You take the picture with the biggest smile on your face from seeing him look so adorable. Your heart always swells 1000x bigger because you love him more then words and can never get over how nice and sweet he is to you.
Then you lean over to take off his hat. Smoothly and sweetly caresse his hair out of his face. Give some sweet delicate kisses to slowly wake him up. When youre done giving him kisses you lightly rock him to wake him up while saying; " sweetie we are here outside of town. Do you want to wake up so you can see? "
He cuddles into your touch while lovingly humming at your warm comforting touch. " hmmm. Sure, hermosa. He yawns and stretches some. That was the best nap I've ever had in a car before. " he says while chuckling and fulling sitting up.
After he is sat up and back to a comfortable position in the seat he leans over and gives you a kiss. It's sweet and delicate at first then turns a little steamy.
He hums at how your lips feel and how they always feel like heaven, even after being with you for six months he still isn't used to them.
Then he slowly moves his hand to your neck to craddle your neck and lower cheek. You instantly put one hand in his curls ( can never get enough of them). And the other hand goes to his torso and caresse all over. You of course let him in when he ask to enter your mouth. Instantly releasing a mixture of a moan and whimper at how amazing and skilled he is with his tongue. Never get tired of that, he's such an evil god at using it.
That goes on for about five minutes or longer, it feels like forever. It always does because you both are alwaysss so focused on each other and in love.
" ok as much as I want to keep doing this, especially after the long drive.. We really need to get settled in at the hotel. Then we can go explore wherever you want my love. " you say slightly out of breath. As you say the exploring part you playfully pinch his nose and smile a bit. Because you know he's dying to see your hometown.
You run through the basics of showing him around. He asks questions here and there. After you're done you ask him if he wants to see anywhere in particular. Thinks for a second then adorably says your favorite get away when you needed to do so. You get choked up a little bit at that, because it is one of the things you love about Frankie, he always asks such deep but meaningful questions that make you fall for him even more. You agree to show him.
" now don't make fun of me because of the odd randomness of it. " You tell him as you're pulling up to a cemetery. You nervously giggle while saying it.
" mi cielito, is this where you kill me?? " he says in a joking worrisome voice while dramatically ( but adorably) clutching his heart.
" oh totally, sweetness. I got a spot and everything for ya. " you say while wiggling your eye brows all goofy and then winking.
After that you both burst into a laughing fit. Yeah it's an odd place but it makes sense after you tell him why.
" I've always loved being in nature and have been fascinating about cemetery things. Like the badass headstones people get, the different resting places you can choose to be laid, the creepy but cool ways Hollywood showed them. All kinds of things. One day I went to visit a family friend at this cemetery, I hadn't seen his headstone in person yet. When I was walking away I noticed how crappy the grass looked, two metal ones sinking into the ground, and how many things just looked sad. So I decided to see what was required to become a groundskeeper here and I did all the requirements, and became one when I was 18. There is something so soothing about doing grounds work and taking care of these people, so I always felt at peace here. Even before I started working here, I always came to walk around saying hellos to all the groups I passed and when I had the time I would always go and get flowers for everyone in the cemetery. Because ya never know who doesn't get visitors, so I always wanted to be nice and give them something sweet, I still did it even working there. You probably think I'm crazy but it's true I always feel so peaceful here no matter what... " you tell him after you have parked at the groundskeeper house.
He just sits there listening to you so intently and lovingly. You think you've just word vomited the most you've ever done to him, and think he's gonna be weirded out. Little did you know he thought it was the sweetest thing ever and loved you had something so unique for yourself to have a safe place.
He grabes your hands from your lap where you're nervously fiddling with them and says; I don't think you're crazy at all, cariรฑo. Yes it's different but it is beautiful in its own way. You helped the place look more colorful and comforting. I bet if we could talk to the residents here they would say such wonderful things about you mi amor. " he then leans over to give you a reassuring kiss on the cheeks, nose, and then your lips.
You smile into the kiss and let a tear run down your cheek from feeling so loved and everything from this angel of a man..
It's time to go the party.
As you walk into the house, its already a little crowed. You forgot how much crap your aunt has in her house, plus her family.. Will always blow your mind how they live there. No one really pays mind to you because the family that sees you first are ones that don't really care about anything or saying hi like a polite person..
As soon as you get to the kitchen you can hear your aunt talking a mile a minute about her new obsession, you don't even care enough to listen what is. You go say hi to her and your mom, and introduce Frankie to them.
They both have a shocked look on their faces. You already know what they are thinking which causes you to tense up. Which Frankie sees and comes to hug you and ground you so you won't loose it this early.
" Y/N sweetie! I've missed youuu!! I didn't expect you to bring your boyfriend. But I'm happy to meet him. " your aunt says in a very fake excited voice. Which causes you to Internerly scream at her. ๐ค
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The party is going as normal as they always do when it comes to parties in your family. You tucked away in a corner, practically invisible to everyone. At least Frankie is here to keep you company and help it not be as bad.
You think to yourself as you're looking up at Frankie, because he's holding you all protective like; " I am so thankful to have you, idk what I would have done here if you weren't with me. My handsome savior. " you smile and then cuddle into Frankie some more because he's the best cuddler ever and you always feel so soo safe wrapped up in his arms.
" what are you thinking about mi amor? " he says with that sweet like honey comforting voice while kissing the top of your head and nuzzling your neck, then leaves a few kisses there.
You tell him what you were thinking about. He smiles and has that look in his eyes that says he loves you endlessly and he's always gonna be here for you no matter what. You lean up and give him a kiss, a kiss that says thank you infinitely and I love you endlessly.
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Some more time passes, it's time to eat. You and Frankie get up to get food. He is behind you hugging you while you make your plates. Giving you kisses along your neck all cute like and soothingly caressing you where his hands lay.
You go and sit down to eat. But you hear someone say something in a whisper; " he's so much older then her.. Why did she bring him? There has to be something fishy going on there. I just know it. " it's your aunt talking to her husband your uncle.
Frankie looks at you. Sure enough you have that broken look on your face. The one that he knows is caused by something that hurts you deep. So he reassuringly rubbs your back and then takes your hand and says;
" I know this is the first time we are meeting, probably will be the last after I say what Im about to. Why does it matter our age gap? We are infinitely happy, we both are adults. Can't you just be happy for your niece for once? And for your information, I came with her so this lame fucking party would at least be a little bearable. Unlike every other party she's told me about, that she's always in the corner pretty much being ignored. You all are real assholes to Y/N, she doesn't deserve what you guys put her through. And I'm gonna always try to prove and show her that real family doesn't do this shit.
Let's go hermosa. "
He ofers his hand for you to take so you guys can leave. You don't even say anything, you're in shock but have so much love and adoration for him right now for standing up for you like that. Because you could never be that brave.
Your aunt on the other hand... She's utterly shocked.. You don't stay around to see what she has to say. You guys make it out of the house before she's able to say anything.
Frankie is still fuming when you get to the car. You're in shock but surprisingly ok. Because somehow that happening lifted such a weight off of your shoulders.
He looks over to you and grabs your hand and says; " Y/N, baby. I'm so sorry I did that.. I just couldn't take hearing her say that after you telling me everything they've put you through.. I hope your not made at me. " as he finishes the last sentence he stutters a little bit from holding back from crying because he starts to think that you'll he mad at him and will break up with him. Pretty much all things bad, he's thinking them in that short time.
" oh my goodness sweetie. No no you didn't do anything wrong and I'm not mad at you one bit. I'm very impressed and love you even more. You know why my love? He looks at you with such a worried face, but it's going away slowly. He sniffles a little and says what? in such a small whisper. Fuck them. I've been wanting to do that for years but I've been to scared that the family I am on somewhat good terms with will hate me for it. So in other words.. Thank you for being my protector, my savior, my angel, my everything. I love you x infinity and beyond Fransisco Morales. " as you are saying the everythings part you're getting all teary eyed. Then when you say the I love you, you lean over and give him such a beautiful loving kiss to show him you aren't mad one bit and you love him so so much.
After you've kissed for a little while, Frankie breaks it and says; " you think they'll want me to come to Christmas with you? " you both start laughing hysterically.
" oh I bet so, you made such a great impression. " you say between giggles.
" hey. I love you endlessly and infinitely. You deserve so much love and people that love you and care about you. You are always gonna have a place with me and my family. Yeah it's just the boys, me, and Nola. But hey we make it work and you will always be safe with us.
Now, let's go back to the hotel and get some rest and we can leave in the morning. How's that sound mi cielito? " he says while looking into your eyes and holding your hands the whole time rubbing reassuring sweet circles. Then kisses both of them when he's done talking.
" how do you always know how to make me speechless mister? I don't even know what to say. But yes let's go get some rest and then go home my love. " you lean over to him again and give him a kiss on the cheek and then a deeper one on his lips.
The end for now. ๐
AN after reading: ok so. Continuation of what I changed and such.. The birthday things is actually true, she has always been like that. Everything is about her no matter what. I won't bore you with more details about her. I do truly wish I could stand up to her, yes she has great aunt qualities but her assholeness over powers it sooooo much.
The cemetery thing. I do want to do that one day, lol. The visiting a family friend part actually happened. The cemetery is just so sad looking and it made me upset that day. Wanted to go complain and ask for a job that day... ๐๐
This was really really therapeutic to do. I hope you guys liked it. ๐ I still am blown away that I decided to start writing and how much I've done. ๐ฅ here's to more adventures! ๐
This is not the end of this series. But I might take a break from it to work on some other ideas I got brewing. ๐ I just wanted to thank you all that have shown love this story and my work in general. It means the worldddd to me! ๐ฅฐ I'll never be as amazing as all of you, but I'm truly honored I get to be here to share and read these stories with you all. ๐
I do apologize that it is mostly from readers point of view, I didn't show an equal amount of Frankie's. But like I've said a million times.. ๐ this was me word vomiting in a therapeutic way.. ๐๐
This is a reminder that no matter how much you write, you're still a writer.
It takes effort and time to work on a wip, to create worlds and keep up with all the worldbuilding, everything that keeps that WIP going.
You only worked on your characters today? Still writing/working on a WIP.
You talked about your WIPs with somebody and explained what you're working on? Still counts
Every little helps. Every step counts.
Be proud, be loud and God damn keep your head held high. We need to support each other in this community. The world is a dark place, so let's make it a little brighter
a piece of writing advice: don't get too disheartened if you don't seem to be making progress as fast as other writers. writing takes time, and you got this!
Can I get some fluffy Raymond Smith with a short(like not even 5' kinda short)f!reader? For some reason I just want something like the reader falling asleep with her head on his lap after a rough day at work. I could see Raymond picking her up and carrying her to their bed and giving a relaxing massage after accidentally waking her up. Things could get spicy depending on how you feel, but caring gentle Ray is always great with or without smut.
Care for you
A/N: Thank you so much for requesting this! I've been wanting to write a Raymond Smith imagine for a while and this is a perfect idea. I, myself am around average height for a female but I want to let all those who may be short in height that you are all beautiful ๐ค. Also, for the sake of the story, the reader will have brown eyes but please imagine them being your eye color as well.
Warnings: None, lots of fluff
British English Translation: I am not from England. However, watching the movie The Gentlemen, dozens of British shows and the time I spent in London helped me see the difference in how we speak English. Apologies to anyone from England, if i got these words mixed up lol.
Barbie = Barbeque
Telly = Television
Takeaway= Take Out Food
Word Count: 755 (Short and Sweet Oneshot)
You being very short was not always the easiest thing to handle. It was difficult for you to accept that you were not going to grow even at the tender age of 28. You have been able to accept yourself even when others didn't.
One person who has always made you feel loved: Raymond Smith. You first met him while waiting for your Fish and Chips from your favorite spot. He was so kind and didn't look down at you jokingly as others often did. He obviously was quite cheeky with his dashing blue eyes and adorable glasses.
Fast forwarding to 2 years from then, you and Raymond started dating and moved in together. After learning he worked as the Right Hand man for an American Drug Lord Mickey Pearson in London, you were a bit shocked but you loved him no matter what. Besides Mickey loved you. You worked as a fashion designer who constantly designed custom suits for him and his henchmen and dresses for Rosalind, his wife.
To your surprise, the fashion world was amazed at the creations you made and how artistic you were. While tons of celebrities and high end client knew who you were and respected your work, it never took away the fear of being judged as you were your whole life.
Present Day: 8 pm
You had just finished work at your design studio boutique. It was long, stressful day with finishing designs, clients constantly changing their design ideas and your feet killing you running up and down the stairs. You prayed for just 5 minutes of silence in your office. Never happened.
Now you finally arrived to Raymond and yours home. Throwing your shoes off, you make your way to Kitchen to see Raymond sitting on the couch reading a book pushing up his glasses. He turns over to look at you.
"Love, your home. How was your day?", He ask walking towards you and leans down kissing your lips softly.
"Ehh... it was alright. My feet are killing me and I am hungry. I should have stopped for a takeaway on the way here", You sighed opening the fridge.
" No need. I made us some Wagyu on the barbie earlier and some potatoes just how you like it. I knew you'd be tired so I wanted to relive at least one thing from you", He smiles flashing his Ocean Blue eyes at me that could pierce anyone's soul.
"Awwww Ray.....thank you. You are so good to me ", You smile at him.
Ray reaches over to cup his large hand softly on your right cheek, caressing your face. You lean into his hand as you feel the cold metal of his gold pinky ring looking into his eyes.
"See there's those big brown eyes. Want to tell me about it?", He asks pushing up his glasses.
"I swear you are so cute and no I don't really want to. I'm fine really. Just very tired."
"Ooooh... I am not cute. I work for a drug lord"
"Well don't dress like Paddington and I won't call you cute", You both go into laughter.
After watching your plate and going into the living room to watch the telly, Raymond sits down putting your head in his lap. His large hands softly stroke your hair as your eyes slowly close. He looks at you with concern and care as he know that you work very hard. He would never want anything to overly stress his precious angel.
After 20 minutes of you sleeping on his lap, he gets up carefully not to wake you and picks you up bridal style in his strong arms. Your eyes peel open as you feel the sudden movement off the couch.
"Ray...? What are you doing?", You close your eyes and lean into his shoulder.
"Shhh...just relax. I have made my business to tell your assistant that you will be taking off tomorrow"
"But...", you interrupted to object him.
"No Buts, Y/N. You will be spending the entire day with me. Mickey is absolutely onboard for it as well"
"Aww Ray. You didn't have to do this but if you don't mind can I have a foot message?"
He laughs and places you down on the softly putting your feet in his lap. Using you favorite lotion, he gently rubs his hands on your feet relieving all of the aches and pain in your foot. Leaning back into the soft pillows, you feel relaxed finally.
"Thank you Ray"
"Anything for my Angel"
Ending A/N: Well I hope you all enjoyed this little imagine. Any comments, reblogs or like are much appreciated. Thank you ๐
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