sigh. boyfriend city population jon walker. older brother’s friend population jwalk. but being the pervert instead of him… heart eyes….
jon met your brother at the start of college earlier last year, and they became attached at the hip overnight. his new spot in the house replaced that of dumb boys, the ones who had known you since you were a kid. but jon didn’t! everything he does impresses you, and you think he’s so cool. he was older than your brother (who already wasn’t much older than you,) and he plays tons of instruments. he even has his own car and apartment! you start touching yourself and humping pillows within days of meeting him, just a mess of whining his name. sometimes you even cry over how bad you need him.
you’re totally not being obvious when you shuffle through everything in your closet trying to find something to wear around him. “jon’s here, can you go put something else on?” your mom gently asks, talking about the cropped band tee you spontaneously just decided to put on the second you heard his voice downstairs. uh, yeah, jon’s here? that’s the point of the fucking shirt?
you ask your brother, shamelessly, “will jon be there?” when invited out to even the simplest shit. why would jon be at the corner store? he’s getting annoyed by your crush, but his newfound bff would never be interested. he hopes that, at least.
you play dumb whenever he comes and waits for your brother at the house. he wouldn’t be home for an hour, at shortest. “my brother should be here any minute now!” you smile and jump to asking about all the stuff he likes. minutes along that conversation, you ask him different questions that make him laugh from awkwardness.
“do you, like… have a girlfriend or boyfriend or…?” was your best question, because he told you no. “do you think i’m attractive?” and “can you teach me how to kiss?” followed in faux naivety. those were your favorite questions because it led to him fucking you on the sofa. he probably felt guilty when simple kisses turned into that, but it’s hard to think about how he’s feeling when you babble through half-sob moans about how much you like him and he’s the only boy who makes you feel good. cute.
this is long and might have typos. ugh. sorry :(
wait mind blown town population me. this is amazing bikini anon. awww awww awwwww i love this. pleaseplease feed me more.im FAMISHED. like awwww being way too young for him but constantly telling him youre in love with him until he breaks awwww,,,,
